amanuensis

               there  again

working its Old Black Magic on him

                                       hes finds words on a line attractive

occasional fishhooks didnt bother him

amanuensis  literary or artistic assistant

                                             pabulum to him  eatable    swallowed whole worth the risk of choking to death

which was how he ate pussy

                                he digresses

 

fact which almost made him cry  slightlytaints amanuensis

                                                                  in the New Testament if he believed his book would be the Old Testament Paul used an amanuensis named Tertius  mentioned in Romans 16:22 best part the practise of using amanuenses does not diminish the divine inspiration or authority of the biblical text

     although  he might temper that https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bNq_L1jMow

at the end of telephone

                          did the truth remain unaffected  undiluted

when he returns to older pieces rereads them  he wouldnt feel execrated even if what he wrote had been dictation as it sometimes felt or was automatic writing spirit writing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iajI_CKSX0U  Billy Preston

                                  whats important is important

Get it out

what remains internalised can become toxic

wont kill ya

    can be disabling

hes done his amanuensis-bit  hes confident

and hed like to take this opportunity to say  Thank you very much

                                                                       Whomever                                                         

2323,  Monday,  15  9. 25

2143,  Sunday,  5  10. 25

might say hed been productive

                                     went through fifteen bandannas

blowing his nose exhuming phlegm

slippery business

friends family found his habit disgusting

during the 80s made homosexuals fit to be tiedtight confounded them

                                                                         a colored hanky in a rear pocket declared ones intentions

he went with a bandanna in each pocket of his jeansWHA

                                                              then an either awfully confused or a ballsy homosexual people prefer gay although he refused to allow them to coopt the word gay as well he refused religion to coopt sacred would ask or demand Are you kidding? Are you fucking with me?    Nah Don swing your way  Theyre simply bandannas to blow my nose in

when he was a kid he had a boatload of allergies

                                                     eyes teared went bloodred nose ran

then he combatted them with a solidarity of soldiering handkerchiefs

the white cotton ones like his fathers bored him

so his mother bought him colourfullypatterned bandannas

she was a cool Maw despite her sadist tendencies

                                                behind every good masochist is a good sadist no shame just fact being a masochist allowed him to adaptbe extremely successful  sought his education in the school of hardknocks learned the hard way

once learning the hard way the easy way was pitiful  joyless

                                                                  Get the fuck out of my way

Ive got a beating to take

probably why going into a fistfight he didnt bother sizingup an opponent  or opponents

                                                                                           threw himself in headlong  maniacally

a lot of guys didnt want to dance with a smilin maniac

figured maybe he had knuckles a knife

                                                    he did

though only when outnumbered did he encumber himself

equalisers had to be expect

he disliked disappointing

 

    being a disappointment isnt productive

0950,  Sunday,  5  10. 25

Hanky Code  https://www.onyxnynortheast.org/hanky-code-introduction

Pianza  A Shadow’s Lament  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doc00tCkhOo