9.5.24

Sweet Jesus

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2052,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

pingpong gall

looked like a dirtygray pingpong ball sitting in the cleft of the uneven sidewalk

Wha he questioned himself
                             he found his question the ball tantalising
he figured he was a long way from any table anwhere he walked was Business district dis strict  not Residential

Someone lose a pingpong ball

   Thas a stupid question

Any question unasked is stupid

Were either you or all of us   all have any idea
                                                    Ive lost things I miss desperately through a hole in my pocket
You didnt sew it up

I didnt know it was there

Truly

Yawanna stop
               Yaknow better than tha

   Any question unasked is stupid

Touche

smiled pleased with themselfthemselves
                                              It wasnt a ball
It was not

A gall

Ever see a more beautifullyshaped gall in your life
                                                       It was perfectly spherical
It waslooked manufactured

It diddidnt it

It looked like a filthy dirty pingpong ball
                                             Then you kicked it
It crumbledshattered
Surprised the shit out of you
It did
      Thought it was going to go boundinspeedin down the sidewalk Crumbled broke too many pieces to count  dust

An not the kings horses or the kings men could put Humpty Dumpty back together again

No


Say it  Yawanna

   I do
         It was galling
A galling gall

Right on

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Michael Franti  Hole in the Bucket  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-PJMycvmA8


there she was

his dream girl in real life

as patience as she had been in his dreams where they annihilated each other with extreme prejudice

   Wait a sec

Ya hafta interrupt
Yah
        Extreme prejudice  Annihilation   Sexually dominated each other

   Wha of it

Extreme prejudice
Ya said

   Anwhere else you use it

You know
I do
       But I want you to say

An I can continue uninterrupted

heshe shehe winked  Uninterrupted

he cleared his throat
                     As you know  I do not use hate
I say
       I dislike someone something with extreme prejudice

Yes you do  Thank you

Yah
      Youre welcome


his patient dream girl in real life
                                 he was confused if she was Hispanic or Pilipino Filipino Asian she bent his len he didnt know  yadon ask your dream girl

she was resting her arms on the handle of a shopping cart
                                                                a humoured restlessness irritation in her face
it looked good on her

she was waiting on a boorish white woman he didnt pay attention whitebread never attracts himparticularly when fresh multigrain was around who blocked entrance to the market its automatic glass door stuck open with a loaded he should have said she was a fat boorish white woman shopping cart
                                                      she was fiddlinground with her sunglass maybe wiping the lens with a Kleenex or cloth that she could have moved her cart from the entry and wipedplayed with her sunglasses there and not impededinhibited people enteringleaving
                                            others were behind her were waiting to leave

ADD-ON a gymnastics game he knew of performed on different apparatuses trampoline in particular
                                                                                                   a rude fat boorish whitebread woman

dream girl glanced at him
                           cocked her head maybemaybe not recognising him people in his dreams were ninetyninepointnineninenine percent strangers he dreamed the whole time he slept

he noddedwinked at her

she seemed to have surprised herself  she winked back  smiled nice fuckin dimples


finally the doorway knot came undone
                                         the rude fat boorish white woman finished taking her oblivious sweet-ass time

her cart got away from her

it turned down the ramped concrete towards traffic
he could have caught it stopped it

fatty made eye contact with him he assumed she did  through her clean sunglasses

   he smiled

she was furious

the loaded cart slammed into the side of a sedan
                                                  anbecause the car was moving the jilted cart tipped left hard an spilled its guts all over the road oranges an apples rolled a pinkfrosted cake escaped its plastic container bananas bruised unemotional greengrapes escaped their bunches
it was unsightly

it was a catastrophe

it was exactly her due


lookingup an away from accountability he saw his dream girl was gone

he looked into the store
didnt see her
                didnt see where she went


she did the same thing in hismaybe their dream
                                                after goring each other she took a hot shower disappeared with the steam

though she did draw a heart with her finger on the steamy glass door

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1043,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

Church of Brutal Beyond Belief
                                 aids  the mischievious obliges  most merriment  by degrees

he was pursued  feted
                       accepted its host
toast topped with crumbled feta tablespoons of someones homemade apricot jam
                                                                                      finally
an edible church
                      church he could swallow

he made up his testament as he went along
                                             Book of Genes 
In the beginning I was born

There were shrieks

His Mothers

not him
            he was silence
fascinated

   What was this
what had been a formless void dim  deepred purpling
                                                               paraphrasing Let there be Light
There were snakingslivers fractals that blendedbecame soft afternoon light
slatted by woodshutters

I was born in an attic

bathed in a balia

bundled not bondaged not swaddled  in cottoncloth
                                                       escaped

I preferred laying naked uncontainedunrestrained
                                                           Church of Brutal Beyond Belief

Right up my alley

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