3.3.25


if it was a squirrel a groundsquirrel a driver might speedupswerve to hit it
                                                                                  but it was a chipmunk
a very fuckincute chipmunk

   and it knew it


he saw it fiftyeasy yards down the road when he glimpsed over the top of his book to discern the lay of the land before him as he walkedread so he wouldnt walk into something  into someone
                                                                                        very few someone ever                
Pedestrians
                 pedestrian

cars rushedup behind him as he kept to the shoulder of the road no sidewalks
                                                                                   who wants to cleanup the mess a twohunred pound man would make on the roadwould make of their car

but a squirrel groundsquirrel no sweat 
                                           discriminately offing one no accountabilitynone
Hell even after an animals killed on the road other cars often came along and smashed it rendering it to an unrecognisable pulp of gore


   but not this chipmunk

cars slowedveered towards the center of the road
the wholewhile the little critter fucked with them
played chicken with them
                              he or she actually rushed cars as they approached

   Well he thought not really playing chicken   Mebbe  cricket

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1236,  Monday,  3  3. 25

she flinchedhead recoiled she knew betterknew him well
                                                        Do you have to be so severe?
Always  Absolutely

Absolute?
               Nothing’s absolute.
There is

pursing her lipshinted her dimples which were marvelous fullblownKahRist
                                                                           There isn’t.
If I may

You mayest. on came that grin of hers  hed fuck her dimples

he smiled he hadnt dimples
                            You  absolutely woudnt have sex with a woman
Anymore than I woud with a man

Absolutely
We weren’t talkin’ about se . .
. . No  Absolutes
                       Correct      Right

   Do I have to concede?

No  But itll cost ya
What?           

Ill think of something
OhChrist. Don’t leer.

Lets get back to the issue you have regarding my severity annot let me get sidetracked by thoughts of lust with you
Lust?

Kiddo  Yah
             Absolutely


Our thoughts are coloured by our senses  experiences

Yes.

Given my addictions reading   writing . . . 



Yes?

It is not extreme or severe tha I woud think woud say  illiterates   better off dead
Dead.

Dead

   Why dead? I’m sure an illiterate person would have other qualities you could tolerat . .
. . For how long
                  People torture themselves tolerating othersthink  think of all the bad marriages relationships people suffer  tolerate   when they coud separate
Howbout this

   Ones highachieving the other theyre paired   is dead weight

Theyre walking along

High finds themself well in the lead pauses  turns back   Woud you please keepup

They wait while they catchup

Walk further

Highs ahead again Woudya please  please   please try an keepup

Just posing this is exhausting  They cant keepup
                                                          Woud you agree

 

one barelydiscernable nod

Yes  I am severe
                   But I am to highlight I understand my extreme  the beautiful stark shiningwhite full moon has a darkside

I remind people things have darksides
                                          Brightshiny things sold have downsides that seem to be overlooked
Ignored

 

You can’t ignore shit.

I cant
       Way Im wired

As my Maw said
                   Don’t suffer fools.
Suffer  Tolerate

  Theyll steal our precious time  

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1149,  Monday,  3  3. 25

his reading was interrupted by rain
                                       tucked Meachams And There Was Light Lincoln in his armpit under his sweatshirt
endedup just  walking
                             but

along the way home he remembered so many walks in the rain in Miami

walks with his last girlfriend
                               the only one who ever didnt think he was nuts when he asked if shed like to go for a walk in the rain
pausedtilted her head
                             Why the hell didn’t I think of that?

he didnt answer smiled   question was rhetorical
Sure.

Sensational Lets do it

they did

got soppinwetsoaked to the skin

back at the house they stripped on the back porch she ran a hot bubble bath he made mugs of spiked hot chocolate over minimarshmallows and joined her
                                                      a simple wonderful pleasure


when he got home he shed his clothes on the back porch began a hot tub lavender oil poured himself three fingers of Redbreast and laid down breathed deeply
                                                         inhaled

                                                      a simple wonderful pleasure

3PMish,  Sunday,  2  3. 25
1045,  Monday,  3  3. 25
Supertramp  Take The Long Way Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Pts0jqX-yY

Blind Faith  Can’t Find My Way Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jlLBs6YawM