24.10.22


fuckin Germanslike Jews have a name for everything 
                                                         took him long enough to learn it
unheimlich

nicely it is described as the unfamiliar familiar which is very nice had he known when he was younger he wouldnt have shared the bedtime story with his girls that his parents told him hed have to ask them if they knew or if the story was told to them by their parents

Freud coined it

he studiedhe wasnt keen on Freud preferred Jung Freud hungup on sex seemed infantile

Freuds unheimlichhis paradign was the example of E T A Hoffmans tale The Sandman the tale he was told to encourage him to go to sleep at night
                           he had to be asleep for the Sandman to put sand in his eyes the crust in the corner of his eyes when he woke anif he was not asleep the Sandman would take out his eyesOHJOY

GermanOFCOURSE philosopher F W J wha with three initials preceding a German surname described uncannyunheimlich as a term for everything that should remain mysterious hidden latent an has come to light
                                                                                              maybe we turn off the lights
if we cannot see it it may not be able to see usBET

eerie sinister lurid uncanny weird take a pick 
                                            “Why do German Jewish words always seem to have awesome subtleties and gradations of meaning?” couldnt find who said it or where he saw itOHWELL

   no matter he was pretty sure his reasons were the same as his parentstheir parents  they wanted the kids to fall asleep so they could have sex
 
0030,  Saturday,  17  9. 22
1244,  Monday,  24  10. 22

  Kanye  Ye 
                yaint no Prince  when he was a symbol

1843,  Monday,  24  10. 22

Oh Lindsay 

Oh Clarence
               theyve closedsnapped-shut the definition of an eyerollin tonguelollin circle jerk

Enjoy boysenjoy while you can youre both too old an too spent for this horseshit

1651,  Monday,  24  10. 22


OH Former Former phat Former 
                                  hes playing games because he thinks hes so stilettosharp everso clever   brilliant

but he thought otherwise 
                           the Former thinks hes playing with a full deckplaying a loaded WHEEL OF FORTUNE

  No way  
           he saw little to no opportunities for fortune Former had pissed those away

he was assuredconfident the game the imbecilic Former was playing was called WHEEL OF MISFORTUNE

he tilted his headsmiling to the future sound of Former squealing not for success rather for a Bedouin tentsized orange jumpsuit an for Formers new Phederal Playmates nix any thought they are from Playboy

1516,  Monday,  24 10. 22 


it wasnt until later in life that she understood what her parents did for her and her sister had a name
                                                                                                            they were ruggedised 


she wasnt like other girls 

she thought they were sissies
                                 they didnt mix
she got along better with boys she wasnt concerned with traditional girlie things or notions she was athletic by fifth grade bigger than most the boys at school even had a few fistfights with them   Why did you fight?   What did he say?   I asked you why you were fighting?   He can tell you . . and if he lies Im going to beat him again.
thats what the administrator reiterated to her father  

he agreed with his daughter

she tried to go around him to his wife 
                                       Shes out of town on business  Ive told her  Shes with me   Wha did the boy say

That’s . .
. . I dare you to tell me thas none of my concern 
                                                   Theyre old enough knowing enough to settle matters how they choose  at least my daughter is thahe got his ass handed to him changes nothing  He might have been wiserconsidered possible outcomes before agitating
                                        But he is a boy  Theyre immature at this age

His parents . .
. . Yare welcome to tell them where we live Youll excuse me if I rather not contend with a middleperson a middlewoman School policy is clear three-day suspension for fightingdespite despite my daughter standingup for herself Weve taught her to do exactly tha whenever necessary  This is where you excuse yourselfinterrupt me  confirm hell be home for three days too 

I know the boy When I drop my other daughter for school I know his classroom
                                                                                     Ill be watchin
                                                                                                        Three days
Mister . .
. . Please answer the question Three day suspensions for both children My daughters brought her books home garnered her assignments 

Ill be watchin  Thank you for your time 



Have anything more to say for yourself

Dad? 
Yes

I’m honestlyyou want me to be honest . .
. . Thas the currency of our household

I’m happy I made him cry. Everybody saweverybody heard what he said. I stoodup for myself.

Anunfortunately unfair as it may seem sometimesmost the time it comes at a price

Mom agreed?

Mom backed us

That’s not agreeing.

Actions speak louder than words 
                                   When she returns youll talkIll not speak for her 
She backed us.

Particularly Mom backed you 
                               We have one anothers backs  Yet another currency in our family


the girls were ruggedisedtied tightly together in a knot  perhaps she more than her sister but her sister wasnt slouch she played bigger than she was

sometime Thursday,  15  9. 22
1101,  Monday,  24  10. 22