Cece
he dreamed of her
she was always a step ahead of
him
just when he thinks hell behold
herpray catch her in his arms she turns abruptly
she eyes himis it misgiving is it
temptation is it disdain
she slips inside herselfbecomes a
shadow salient then diffuse darkshimmering particles then a whiff passing through a wall ahead of
him passing away
Bill he said leverage walls arent built with slats
and plastered
using his fists and feet he goes
between their centered studs following her emerging on the other
side behind her her dark whirling particles reformed on foot ahead of himSHOCKed
by his pursuit
he pulls up debris and dust shake off him like snow
shes leadingshes leading him away leading him away from life
shes leadingshes leading him away leading him away from life
realising it he doesnt balk he
pulls back he pulls away
he did love her
he still loves her
he loved their life before the taxthe
maelstrom of her depression and madness the thousand cruel cuts that whiled and
whittled at her
at them
a handful of pills
wittingly
unwittingly
a handful of pills have led to
these chasesthese frightful runs where he almost catches her to have her in his
arms again
to ask her if she meant it or if
it was an accident
he has
his suspicion
she meant it
she liked when things went the
way she planned them
1316, Monday,
29 5. 18
1021, Twosday,
29 5. 18
