theywho are they

                    they were a triggerTHEY  anoff hed go

who was he  to use theyhe knew who they werethey knew who they were

                                                                                they backed off when he went after them acted butthurt when he wouldnt relentdismembered their arguments 

                                                                         they hadnt reasoned through them had they they would have kept their mouths shut

they enjoyed tragedy other peoples tragedies

                                               he called it pornographicmore pornographic than porn

did they think it was going to end any different for them

they were content  they werent the one who attempted suicide

                                                                  seemed however they had contempt for themfor the attempt  he couldnt help wonder if they held in esteem someone who was committed to suicide  who grappled that in the next moment that they were successful they were inextricably lost 

                                                                           nonexistent    who knew what nonexistent was

they  loved  their  drauma

You understand this isnt going to end wellyou arent going to vanish Be  then Not Be    Never was meant to end well

Are you taunting us?

Im not taunting  inevitability cant be taunted

                                               Life is tragic   a tragedy hopefully interspersedlacedladled with humour

2102,  ReggaeFriday,  29  10. 21

1416,  Saturday,  6  11. 21

 

  Listen, or your tongue will make you deaf.

                                               a Cree proverb

then along comes the louts who cant leave well enough alone Listen, or thy tongue will make thee deaf. 

Really junk it up with thy and theeChristianise it try an claim it

think it through

                proselytising advocating converting coercing lipservice oral  when one sits before a pulpit the celebrant rants he or she hears nothing he knew that irrefutably when he was a young teenager  he took exception to a priests remarks during Sunday Mass

                                 as at school he sat up front because he was easily distractionknew it he was sitting in the second pew directly before the lectern he raised his hand to be recognised

the priest continuedglared at himpeople to either side of him shifted they too glaredhe could feel their electricityvibe they desperately wanted to pull his arm down but didnt dare

                                                            he felt their delicious Who do you think you are?

push comes to shove

                      slowly he began waving his arm the circumstance degrading from sermon to circus to carnival

when the cotton candy of cobwebs was apparentthe church didnt employ bouncers he quit waving he stood quietly excused himself worked his way to the aisle then rather than exit to the rearretreat he crossed in front of the pulpit the yammering Father under crucified Christs hanging head and took a side Fire door

that was the last he was in a church except for weddings and funerals

Cree  Nehiyawak in their tongue

                                      had their shit together

Listen, or your tongue will make you deaf.

                                             he asked a friend what he thought the proverb meant

What is says.

Whadoes it say to you

To listen.

Care to elaborate

                   The word or is a conjunctionconnective junction confluence where two or more events things occur at the same point in time or space  Coexist

Jesus, man, how you read things; nothing's ever simple to you.

Simple Meaning black an white

                                  Yareally don think things are black an white                                     

Not black and white, but simpler than you make things out to be.

Listen  Or

Listen listen, I’ve already agreed with you.

                                             he put a puss onthe puss he wore when he dug his heels in 

he was deaf

             didnt have to use his tongue

  

0941,  Sunday,  31  10. 21

1211,  Saturday,  6  11. 21

 

ex cathedra   ex Latin  without  ‘out of’

                                           technically he was ex catheter  justsayin  have to play

ex cathedra meansNO easyduzit not from a cathedral he went there too which seemed obvious even if he didnt know Latin but it isnt rather its  from the chair ‘out of’  according to Roman Catholic doctrine when a Pope speaks ex cathedra on issues of faith morals he is infallible HMM  he felt likewise honestly he felt his authority  streetwise exceeded a Popes a cloisteredhierarchical man he used man loosely he wasnt sure a man who had not played in a womans pants was was a man certainly not a practising man he wouldnt let Gawd get between him and hers

                                                                                                                    irksome

to play follow the leader

                          he got to know his grade school principal well he wouldnt join in the reindeer gameshis allusion to Rudolph who was upset because he wasnt allowed to play with the others THEN PLAY BY YOURSELF   Sir the same kids always lead If I didnt follow them before why would I now   Joe, you play nicely to get along others.   No thank you sir

               he was polite the telephone call was made his mother informed Mr. Sweat, if he doesn’t want to play with the others I don’t think it would be wise to insist he does, or try and force him. He can certainly play by himself in view of the playground teachers. Maybe some of the children will join him.

other children did

they took turns leading

they had fun

words and things he didnt know always took him places

     

1634,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1054,  Saturday,  6  11. 21