1.12.20

 
he dug science dug its blamelessness  it didnt prattle or point
                                                                  purportedly Jesus said Let he who is without sin cast the first stone something like that he said so in defense of a woman charged with adultery
                                                                                            it seemed to him that men werent accused of adultery or had he ever read of a man dragged before a crowd and threatened with stoning where was that womans partner in crime  what isnt said is every bit as important as what is

it wouldnt be fair to take him at his wordhe recalled very little of those attempts against him that he become religiously be indoctrinated hed concede the Bible was filled with great stories 
                                                                    but great stories arent gospel even if some call them Gospel we have a prattling president who criespresents his word as Gospel asif he were an unquestionable authority his words crumble and are closer to that of a braying ass


he remembered one wasnt to use the Lords name in vain it was sacred only to be exalted during the reading of text or when His Name was invoked during prayer or when pleaded to

he loved prayers 
                   Lord, let me hit the Big Lotto. Jesus, save me, I swear if you pull my ass out of this fix I’ll never forget you; I will submit to your Way.

he couldnt help but wonder if Gawd ran a collector who took a piece of the actiona modest piece of pie and shook down those who were conveniently religious the wannabe Saved for a price

the Mob aint offbase ya ask a favour granted a favour may be asked in return
 
1308,  Twosday,  21  1. 92
1334,  Twosday,  1  12. 20
Henry Miller Big Sur: People prefer to believe in and worship a God who is remote rather than live out the godlike nature which is their inherent being.           

 

the president has a ssh its a secret drawer full of pricks OhShucks dildos that he pulls out to pleasure himself

one is named Joe diGenova 

the man likes to take Joey deephe leans backhis head on a silkupholstered camelback White House sofa while Joey numblyincoherently mumbles and is jiggled about CISA head Chris Krebs Joey coos he ought to be taken out at dawn and shot OHOH OH OOOH hes a class A moron Oh OOOH He should be drawn and quartered OOOOH
                                                                                                                 aint a damn thing worse than chemed up on Viagra or otherwise get a hard-on and orgasm but not ejaculate

to be fair Joey has his set of thick slick silicone dildos ones named Donny
                                                                               coincidence

1956,  Twosday,  1  12. 20


motherFUCK
             things can go sideways if one doesnt pay strict attention to what it is theyre doing

hed been doing it for better than 8 years and in a moment of haste he erased a history he wished he could have back


the spider creeped her out

they were laying in bed after making love and she saw an itsybitsy spider crossing the wall at the foot of the bed on a long lazy diagonal towards the cleft between the wall and ceiling

Look.

he looked and saw he may even had hmmd in acknowledgment it wasnt worth words while he was still sucking air and still outofbody looking down on them making love asin video  asin voyeuristic   asin their near-perfect sexual complement  

Are you going to do something about it?

About the teenytiny spider

Yes, what else?

I thought meybe our sex was like Chinese food and you were hungry again I am But Im always hungry for you your body

No.
    although she did smile real large sported her great dimples he wanted to keep her dimples permanently in placemake her smile all the time they were together

Really No  Does it change things or count if Im hungry for you again

No. It’s creeping me out.

That smidgen of life is creeping you out

It is.


Sorry babe good chance if I tried to catch it Id crush it Im too full of life and being alive right now to risk death


she frowned it was insincere it was fraudulent  a fraudfrown  

If you stick your lower lip out any furthur Im dropping my cock on it Hear me

she stuck it out furthur
                       he rolled over to herstraddled her chest an stuck his cock in her mouth  Game on

 

     sometime later  they were exhaustedlaying side by side again they looked and the itsybitsy spider had only crossed the wallnearly at the ceiling almost parallel to the edge of his side of the bed

Fuckin guys taking his sweet time huh

You could facilitate him.

Naw Hes sweethes far from descending upon you and ripping your throat out

Your pillowtalk needs some work.

Donusually talk in bed 
                       My mouths full

You animal!

Im your animal

 

the spider had stopped

they fell asleepnapped

he woke her when he cuddled up behind herSUDDENLY hungry again

she turned and faced him 
                            and turning she looked up at the spider  Your friend hasn't moved.
Or she hasnt moved


turns out he or she died



he or she had been up on the wall this whole time

a deliciously odd reminder of their morning and afternoon together

they werent together now


taking a broom to bring down accumulated spiderwebs  because it was time again  he was brashnot mindful and itsybitsy teenytinys desiccated exoskeleton his or hers  got caught in the sweptwebs and bristles of the broom

in a haplesscareless moment he erased a delightful memorial and remembrance


he knew better than that 
                         wha an asshole  accountability is a bitch

1249,  Sunday,  29  11. 20
1456,  Monday,  30  11. 20