therapy

 

                 didnt work out for people he knew more suicides than saves the remaining were midwater debris floating indiscriminately undetermined  between the shores

these results made him wonder if therapy wasnt a vulgar theory

                                                                     he tagged it theorapey

theorape tempted him but rape doesnt ask consent so he tucked it away in his sock drawer next to girlie magazines to use when people are forced into therapy by the state

damn the river of time since it was impossible to dam 

                                                           he conceded everyone had to take what they got

an irksome howl betrayed this one slice of many years a near-physicalmadness crowdedcrowed till its end

                                                                                                                it had begun so clean bright innocent

                          then fell quickly apart tattered dysfunction like rotting cloth

somehow its warp and weft held an healed

                                                an time humoured ticked on slippedticking ticking ticklingtick by tick away

         joke was on him

Twosday,  16  11. 10

1506,  Twosday,  21  12. 21

Fela Kuti  Shuffering and Shmiling  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y--5IlljO78

the January6 committee ought to use the stick of inherent contempt on Pennsylvanias House Representative Perry who is not conducting himself according to the oath he swore   

“Inherent contempt . . . employed by Congress . . . directly enforce(s) contempt rulings under its own constitutional authority . . . Under inherent contempt proceedings, the House or Senate has its Sergeant-At-Arms, or deputy, take a person into custody for proceedings to be held in Congress.”

if Perry were forced to cool his heels in custody until such time he is willing to tell the truth about his actions involvements regarding the insurrection on behalf of the Former

1712,  Twosday,  21  12. 21

https://constitutioncenter.org/blog/the-houses-contempt-powers-explained

https://www.inquirer.com/news/scott-perry-january-6-panel-congress-pennsylvania-20211221.html

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/gop-s-scott-perry-rejects-cooperation-jan-6-investigation-n1286396?cid=eml_mra_20211221&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

Who Will Save Your Soul https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wBDDAZkNtk  a real jewel

Who would bother

dated Sunday, 6  11. 16  it appeared he jotted down quickly his handwriting was rushed  How to save your soul

Aaah he remembered 2016

                              his handwriting wasnt rushedhe could barely hold a pen

the doc a specialist a rheumatologist called it RA

                                                  which was no fucking help Yah Don know what that is    

doc ogled him like he was from outer space a twoheaded alien bluntly Rheumatoid arthritis

You could have said that doc he was not fond of acronyms

                                                                But I got disagree  The questionnaire we just completedI was watching  you didnt listen to melisten to my answers  ya heard wha ya wanted to hear scored me eleven of thirteen descriptors eight more than I would agree I exhibit   As I told you

the ogle returned

                   I believe I know better than you do, young man.                                                            

I believe you believe you do but you don inhabit my body  You believe I exhibit eleven ailments to three Id agree with you on

ogle went glare

doc ignored himexplained hed provide him a prescription after he went to the hospital to determine baselines for his organs

Baselines 

           he asked the top of the his head because he was notating his file

Excuse me? wasnt listening again off in his own hewed little world

Baselines

Yes. The medication could affect some of your internal organs; not that it necessarily will mind you.

To alleviate my pain an sleeplessness

doc was handing him the referral to the hospital

                                                   To hopefully heal you or create a more comfortable stasis.

Well doc for my sake the sake of my organs Ill figure out how to mitigate my pain without poisoning myself

                                                                                                               Youll excuse me if I don thank you for your time  Your fee ought to be thanks enough

he stood and left the doc squatting on his stool

 

2016 that was a real tough year

                                     he came out the other side with minimal impairment

Who will save your soul

                          Take a good look in the mirror

1147,  Twosday,  21  12. 21

Tony Allen  Celebrate  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcHimgwxV8U