the President gives credence that
hes a retard in the parlance of his
upbringing to compliment his abysmal racism and misogyny
asshole
2021,
Thursday, 13 8. 20
13.8.20
on 17 January 1933 Anais Nin
confessed
I suspect that I am most of the time in a dream state.
87 years later he suspects the
same
words and events happening around
himinside him wouldnt exist without his presence
he freed them
he freed them
audacious
yes
but when he dies it will die
with him
and it will die altogether when
the last sentient being dies
1204, Thursday,
13 2. 20
1134, Thursday,
13 8. 20
Love
Death
& Taxes
Blood
Sweat
& Tears
he hadnt put them together before
maybe he was just thick
they jived
he had oodles to say of Death
& Taxes
though Death exhausted himtoo many dead in a short time aunt
uncle daughter mother niece neighbours a best childhood friend
felt like a sadistic carnival
barker had set up shop and was jeering Step right up! Step right up, Ladies and
Gentlemen! Step this way! Freakish death your fancy? Just behind this curtain,
step right up, guaranteed to curl your hair!
his daughter was deathly ill when
his aunt and uncle died he didnt have
time to mourn when his daughter died
grief swept him up like a tsunami he was still spinning and flailing just under
the surface when his mother died two weeks later
itd been like that since
he had yet to properly mourn his
daughter
his mother would be next
terrible to have to prioritise
ones grief
Taxes
they taxed him
paying tributes
why was he paying tribute to an assbackward
system that celebrated and catered to the wealthy zealously myopically
while it turns its eyes askance when challenged to regard the monstrous
portion of Americans who struggled every day to keep their heads above water keep Americas Free Market lubricated with
their blood
ably the system sustained the rude
pyramidthe pinnacle of pearly Haves towering above the base rheumy Have-Nots
theyre not as pretty
the system was devious
manipulative crass
he stuck with Love and
Death
Money cant buy ya Love
Money cant buy-off Death
1150, Thursday,
13 2. 20
1101, Thursday,
13 8. 20
Beatles Can’t Buy Me Love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBSpmoA8V78
when she died she would take her
mothers eyes with her
he hadnt realised that beforehadnt realised the quiet subconscious comfort his daughter her eyes had given him since his wife died
at a suddenin a panic he told her
her eyes widened she shrugged slightly she smiled her ventilator mask rose though he couldnt see her smile
then . there . . . there . . in her eyes . shone her smile
I had to tell ya baby
she blinked once Yes.
when his daughter died another quiet possession would be stripped from him
his daughtertheir daughter his daughters eyeshis wifes eyes evidence that her motherhis wife existed
a brook that insisted he wasnt deludedhe hadnt dreamed his wife to utterly selfishly fulfill himself
when his daughter died his grip would be more unreliable
their lives together were too short
onehundred years would have been too short
despite his helphis jumping on command to try and secure what they neededwhen they needed it most
when they needed it most
HA he wasnt a god
mortals cannot intercede or heal
mortals cannot intercede or heal
when his daughter died he would be less diminished dulled
he would have to live with less
and as time past
even less
Natures way
1139, Thursday,
13 2. 20
1220, Day-between-Two-Ts, 12 8.
20
Sparklehorse Eyepennies
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTNvoWzRmhg
It’s a Wonderful Life https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vKhVUhX6_M
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