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Jeez  she nearly recoiled

Jah  Back right burner

Man, that’s one embattled saucepan.

A real warrior

                  Has served me well far better than Ive treated it

What have you done to it?

Aside from abusing it for nearly twenty years

                                                   I wish I was as tirelesshad the ability to withstand abuse not rail against it  first slight Im beatingup someone or theyre beatin me up

Inanimates only problem is their inability to become animated

It did

Idve been cracked on the back of the skull and died on a kitchen floor

                                                                               Rightfully
No court in the world would convictem
Theyd claim selfdefence
                           Have my body exhumed dumped in a garbage heap landfill I deserved

I was guilty

 

    What did you do to it?

Wha didnt I

                  Can we let it go at tha
I want it buried with me


All an all . . . pretty fuckin’ morbid.

Better ya know than down the road where maybe either of us arent seeing as straight  arent as honest as we are now
               Possibly  makin excuses than callinem reasons

 

    I’m not an inanimate object.

Hell no youre not
 
handing it to him Here, here’s th . .
. . Warrior

1720,  Wednesday,  4  2. 26
2021,  Wednesday

Maggie Wu got out ahead of Joyce
                                     Her My Little Fish interrupting him from venturing to Finnegans Wake for a blush a toke of inspiration when the notes he madeintent on elaborating had fallen flatfallen on their faces  lacked   for the time being    to inspire him

“I had also kept my own little fish a secret. Nora told me she’d been getting them for the past year. She was saving them for her crush, Zachary, and would give them to him once she started middle school. I asked her why. She said that was just what people did when they were in love.”


                                                

Here. This is for you. said Marlene  Don’t open it until you get home, please.

Marlene was a head taller had twentytwentyfive pounds on him was his favourite tomboy

not to please her could get him pummeled 

hed seen her pound other boys until they refused to get up or ran away crying

I promise

Thank you.
             I’ll see you tomorrow.

she slung her schoolbag over her shoulder and began walking home he lived in the other direction  she paused turned halfwayround led by the heavy schoolbag waved goodbye   blew him a kiss  blushed  turned hurriedlywalking away


Whawastha

I don know

                Shes never done tha before

Ever given you a gift before

No  Not everI mean a Valentines Day card during class a netted bundle of confectionary hearts Sweethearts with it

Did you read the hearts

No

      They werent the colourthe taste I liked When I got home I traded with my brother and sister for hearts they received that I liked

 

She blew you a kiss

She did

    Maybe    Maybe you should have read the hearts she gave you


Maybe

This gift Its your birthday

It is

A birthday gift

She didnt wish me Happy Birthday when she gave it to me

But probably

Probably

Huh

          I cant wait to see when we get home

he looked up the street where Marlene walked

she was really small in the distance

he held up his hand centered her between his thumb an indexfinger

                                                                              imagined picking her up
otherwise  impossible

    he imagined keeping her as a pet

                                           at that size
hed be able to take care of her easily

 

 

Arya gonna open it

Jah jah  We just got here

they were in his bedroom

he set the school books he cradled back and forth between his arms as he walked home down on the desk

he took the gift out of his shirt pocket

Marlene wrapped it in festive paper tied it with ribbon a real giftlike gift

he went to set it down beside the school books to untie the ribbon
                                                                            Arent ya gonna shake it
Ohmy  Are you one of thoseno

Those

Shake packages

                       Never have never will
Why

Its dumb

             Why woud I do something dumb

    Arya sayin Im dumb

Im sayin since you arrived youve never gotten a package a gift maybe before you got herebefore ya made your presence known  as other presences had when arriving
                                                                     Thasall Im sayin
Oh  Okay
             Open it Im excited
I will I will

thank god the ribbon came off easily
                                 he went at the ends of the box where Marlene taped it undid the tape undid the paper without tearing it

revealed a plain white box topped with a lid

it wasnt taped

removing the lid

a thick cotton gauze

he saw the fold at one edge

lifted the other end not to spill what was folded inside it

on top of whatever was lay a slip of paper 

as he picked up the paper to read what she wrote they said  Ohmy

he didnt let that interrupt himmake him look he read the note

                                                                            finished
sent it on top the school books

Theyre all her baby teeth

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https://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/my-little-fish/

he called him

Its your birthday
                  Havin cake blowin out candles

I’ve no idea what’s in store.

Vegas

          Probably the best place to have no idea whas comin next
But lets say ya got a cake blew out candles

                                                     Wha woudya wish

If I were to tell you, wouldn’t that spoil the wishit wouldn’t come true.

Suddenly superstitious
No.

       Nothing mystical. Hard science.

    Awright  Awright
                           Preaching to the choir

Howbout stretching out  Mindbrains supposed to be elastic plastic able to embrace thoughts like an octopus

Octopus.  I like that.

A loving embrace  Not an octopus enraged
                                                Thad be ugly
They don know their own strength rip our arms off


    Thasaid

                 Stretch out

What wish would you want me to consider?

Not a wish  Well change it up

                                    Given a choice either or for your birthday
Okay.

          What choice are you intending for me?  On.  My.  Birthday.

Everybody loves birthday sex

I hear you.

You agreeIve had the best sex of my life on birthdays
                                                            They cant say no
You have my ear.

Sex with a dwarf or a midget

What?

Not wha ya heard me

    I did.

             Is there a difference?
A differencerya kiddin


No.   I thought they were the same.

Its a matter of proportionality

Does one, notoriously, have bigger tits than the other?

Wha

You know I like big tits.

Different proportions  Arms legs torso

                                           Think  Wizard of Ozs Lollipop Kids versus Charlie an the Chocolate Factorys Oompa Loompas                                                                             
Youve seenem jah

Yes.  A long time ago.

Remember their bodies

Kind of.

Dwarfs  Really small human beings

Midgets  Long torsos short arms an legs

 

Ah.   

    Your pliable brains flippin a coin

You got it.

0949,  Wednesday,  4  2. 26

Hot Chocolate  You Sexy Thing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx841-D0wSM

Jefferson Starship  Miracles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m8izf-oXY4

Oz  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBsf8qsxs2M

Oompa Loompas song  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkC8wPSmcPg

I like it    Ostranenie  Force others to see common things in unfamiliar or strange ways

Well raise ya mohareb  Arabic
                                  M  O  H  A  R  E  B
Raising me  
             I don speak the language

If I said enmity
                  Regarding something tha goads you
Hostility

Sure
      Tha works


Im not really hostile to anyon . .
. . Says the man who as a kid trained Golden Gloves
Thas sport

    An selfdefence

An selfdefence  jah

                       If need be       
Goad
   
         Is something who or wha

Theyre who an wha

Can we not be clever

    Think  A who

                       A wha

Kinda vague

You purposefully being dull

                                    Lean into hostile
Gawd
There  Ya have it
                      One who wages war against God

One cant when it doesnt exist
                                   No matter
Make Love Not War

    Freak

Forever

 

    We have to ask  Like the look of mohareb
                                                  Letters on a line

No  I don find it attractive

Not attractive  After learning wha it meant

Before

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1012,  Wednesday,  4  2. 26

he stepped in itGawddammit   Gawddammit  gawddammitgawddammit 

not a curb to sit on

a stick to be had


he sat down on the stiff brown fall grassbent his kneeturned his leg so he could see the bottom of his shoe 

        smeared sole

    tuckedup into the heel

       looked turdish

wasnt

didnt smell like shitit smelled
                                       awwfull
if he walked into a building people would turn and look at himknow it was him as they did when he wouldve bet dough his fart wouldve been silent

                                                    it betrayed him
if he couldnt trust himself
                             Who then rhetorical


Wha smells                 

OhChrist he was gonna have to contend with them
                                                   I stepped in something
Yathink

           Wha
Ive no idea

Scrape it off

Ive nothing to use

Stand
           Scrape it off in the dry grassdrag your foot

Asshole  Think I havent tried

from the back  couldnt see who
                             I think I know wha it is  Smelled it more than a hunred years ago
A hunred yea . .
. . Don make a facethink I woudnt remember a stink like tha


    Thas better
                   Ostranenie   Ohstranenie   O  S  T  R  A  N  E  N  I  E  Yalike strange

Sayin it means nothing

Defamiliarisation

                     Cat named Victor Shklovsky Russian Formalism movement Force others to see common things in unfamiliar or strange ways
                                                   Sees a sense

Smells a sense
Touch it
Im not touchinit

Might imagin . .
. . Tastins off the table


Unfamiliars kinda like defamiliar

    Is

Lets go with tha a rumble a hubbub crowdsourced  they agreed

    Ill make it unanimous

a wave of applause

 

Wha am I to do with my sho . .
. . Lose it

1102,  Tuesday,  3  2. 26

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