6.10.24


names Lisa
               triggered Cat Stevens https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVUS6G__6Vk  Sad Lisa

he coudnt shake the songwoudnt consider any woman namedany woman christened Lisa
he didnt say

                 Im not interested

I understand she’s a knockout.

Youre gullible

She’s a beach strand girl.

Aint the samenot the same as when you were a kid a teenager
                                                                     Care to agree
I was told . .
. . Know by who
                   I  she  don share the same taste in women
Though you seem mighty curious

I am. She talks her up.
                            Supposed to be quite the specimen, lifter, traine . .
. . Knock yourself out

    You should meet her.

Im not interested
                   Tell your girl friend shes talked about her a lot an we you  we ought to meet her  Not I want to meet her
We
Not I

Youre curious

It’d be easier, we could swing it if you’d say you were interested, changed your mind.

Ive already said categorically  Im not

You could have a change of heart.

Yafuckin kiddin me
                      Know me to change my mind

    No. But that’s not to say it isn’t possible.

Your girl friend doesnt know me well but she knows me enough to know thad be shit  Wrong play
                                                                                                        Say youre interested youre curious shes painted a curious picture

She might reconsider your relationship
                                           No punany
Yea  Maybe punany

    You think?

Hope springs eternal

You think?

    Fuck no

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. . . it’s called love.

he was fond of the guytryin real hard not to be too critical but its been too longHell  told him six weeks in it was a no-go hed have bet money
                          Love
Yes. It’s become love.

Friend love
No no.  No.
             Love. Why do you . .
. . Place an adjective at the leadbecause it is
                                                 Its nothing morebeen nothing more
We’d disagree.

No we
       Been nothing more these  two  plus   years
I don know tha don cut it


You have no ide . .
. . Please
             Ive married as you  Ive had children as you   Love
An as you Ive lost love
Drop no idea or Ill knock it out of your mouth

    So quick . . to . vi . . so . quick to think you know.

Not think  I know
                     You oughta know

She calls you  friendhence
                                Friend love
No. It’s more than that.

Hate to shine the light
                         Its not

You don’t know what happens between us.

No sex I do
                 Anthas wha yare holding out forwhich  as she said   I quote  You
I don’t want to risk our friendship.

Youre confused

I’m confused?
Its not love
You don’t get to tell me what I’m feeling.

I know wha it is  Pullin the trigger
                                    I apologise upfront
For what?

Youre doting Calling it love
                               Doting

I believe many people makehave made the same mistake
                                                               Gotta admit  Awfully convenient

True love is rarer than we think

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entering following her into the bedroom  Nice comforter Duvet  Which

Duvet. Sounds extravagant doesn’t it?

It does he winked at her

she smiled giggledsoftly Thank you, I’m happy you approve.

he smiled I didnt say tha
                              Eiderdown

It is.  her expression mussed
                                 It’s one of the very few . extravagant things I’ve afforded myself for when fall and winter descend.

it was snowing

Yes I can understand it is comforting

    But you don’t care for it?

I do not 

she walked oversat on the edge of the bed seductivelynot once looking away from his eyes undid the scarf at her throat unbuttoned several buttons of her dress
                                           humored smiled   Now?
Annow howbout we go to my place
                                      Ill throw some blankets down in front of the fireplace we can watch the snow fall through the windows talk you can sip wine Ill sip whisky
A fine ending to our delicious dinner date

she ran her hands her long exquisite fingers across the bed
                                                                 I should bundleup she leaned forward go back out into the cold again?

she was enticing

she was seriously a sharp cookie
                                       Yes you should
firmly You’re joking.
Im not


You have a reason? she was becoming irritated  it wasnt becoming on her

I do

Would you care to say?

he chuckled
            Remains a sore spot all these years later
Understand I appreciate how much you enjoydare say relish  your quilt I do
                                                                                   Im not fond
Will you say?

Of course I will
                 As you know my wife died

She bought our girls eiderdown comforters They thought them the cats pajamascoudnt wait for the cold to come over the years that ensued
Yes.
      As do I.

As do you
            I was happy for them Im happy for you 
I made no bones
I do not like them


And.
My wife bought one for our bed
                                  Which was entirely fairshe liked it as much or more than the girlswoudnt have bought them in the first place if not

So during cold weather I threw blankets down in front of the fireplace an slept there

    You didnt sleep with your wife.

Not with eiderdown on the bed no

So you’r . .
. . Obviously

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