21.12.18

Patrick




on the shortest day of the year he was considering enabling perhaps what could possibly be an equivalent short event despite a round trip of a thousand miles  each trip begins with sparkplugs ignition  terrible  unromantic  a bum saying compared to Lao Tzus artsy The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step Nobody walks Particularly in California   

Patrick wouldnt care  Who?


he was considering taking Patrick to Carson City Nevada for some reason he thought the brothel the Kit Kat Guest Ranch was in Reno

Patrick was emphatic No, idiot! his frustration apparent Carson City!

Be cool I wasnt challenging you

It’s Carson City!

Yesyes I understand actually it was in Mound House a small unincorporated community east of Carson CityLyon County loin county

It’s Carson City. Patrick was coming down I know where it is. It’s in Carson City.

there was no winning that argument like debating a Drumpf fan

what the boy the boythat was a joke Patrick Patrick was fortysomething what Patrick desperately neededdesperately needed was to get laid by someone his age 

Patrick admitted to him that had sex with older women Patrick wouldnt think to lie the expression on his face told the tale the way he said it was heartbreaking Patricks disgusthe believed was directed at Patrick himself rather than towards the womanwomen who took Patrick in   

Patrick was blonde wore his long hair in a ponytail  sixsix  twosixty  not fitthough not overweight 

Patrick though was unfortunately mentally challenged

A simpleton might rise on ones tongue
                                        although for as long as he knew Patricksince he was a boy Patricks skull was an impregnable ironclad fortress that learned and remembered every kids name he went to high school with without peer he was also a savant when it came to film whether he liked it or not he knew the year it premiered awards it won its directors names of the major actors if pressed the muthafucker could provide you a synopsis although dont dare call it a synopsis  thatd stone him better to ask him what the film was about

his repertoire however was limited to American films

when he told Patrick of his affection for foreign films hed screw up his faceknocked their subtitles  Read words? That’s stupid.

But you dont read

No. I hate reading.


his own mentallydeficient kid brother was likewise ask him about rocknroll songs hed give you the titlethe band and every band who made a shitty cover of a great song a savant in his own way 

his brother believed he and other children where kidnappedflown to Englandmade to write hits for rocknroll bands

there was no rationalizing with him either like debating a Drumpf fan   

he tried to share his love of jazz with him This is shit he pronounced then he said Thanks for nothing and walked briskly his brother never did anything briskly out of the livingroom where his parents had their stereo as he fled he bellowed Anyone wanna to listen to shit? come down here where Joe’s playing his music. What shit! CHRIST!


it was now evident to him that being a savant is limited to narrow aislesavenues 

although it remained unnerving  How does a retard know that




over the last two years whenever he and Patrick crossed paths Patricks played their running joke emphatically YOU SEEN JERKY BOYS?

Nahyet Ill catch it after I watch a season of reruns of Jackass  Jesus

theyd laugh
             but these past two years what immediately segued was Patrick ardent desire to fuck someone his own age She has to be born from 1979 to 1986. I wanna have sex with someone who’s in that range, around my age.


it was sobering if you thought about ithe thought about it not to be wanted sexually by someone your own age

most guys didnt have trouble having sex with someone their own age

thats tough
            yet he was the kind of person who understood and often tried to predicate his explanations in regards to advantages or entitlements people enjoyed but took for granted  Youre not appreciating what you began withwhat other people didnt enjoy 

they rarely could be convinced of their particular fortune

he was grateful for older women who took him to their bed Christ Thirty That aint old!  he was grateful women who patiently taught him the ropes that he used to entwine girls younger than himself contemporaries ropes he later used to ensnare women

he had compassion for Patrick




yup 

gonna happen 
                they were going to make a road trip to Nevada and he wasnt going to feel like a pimp or a procurer

in the meantime hed roll up to Virginia Cityhed heard about it while a boy sightsee provide more than enough time for some pro to make Patrick eternally happy in seconds

1459,  Thursday,  20  12. 18
1952,  Friday,  21  12. 18

PS he struggled whether or not to refrain from actual using Patricks name yaknow change the name to protect the Innocent 
       he wasnt convincedwas hardpressed that anyone was beyond corruption a childno matter learns quickly their minds like sponges anif theyve grown up near fire they learn even quicker