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0147,  Sunday,  30  6. 19

Junes gone 

             followed May as May followed April an April followed March followed Februarys scent like a bitch in heat fickled February following Januarys maidenhead  virginal January  aware   pursued    first to cum had the best line  where best lines and icebreakers were formed

                                         tact not tacky tack not Yawanna fuck dropping any pretense coarse which sometimes paid off but only if the realm and premise is to fuck it worked for him a couplethree times but like January virgins  theyre not necessarily thinking of fucking  

                                                                  though frankly  definitively he couldnt say  he never slept with a virgin why would he want to do that however when he was a virgin sleeping with a virgin  was breathtakingly erotic 

its eroticism rivaled sleeping with pregnant women whose husbands were repulsed by their wives bodiestheir oncoming maternity 

           perhaps secretly fearing psychologically  that they wanted to bed their mothers  so they went out at night to bars to bowling alleys or told their wives they were hanging with a friend  a lying friend who vouched he was with them if asked brotherhood 

                      or that they were going to lose their identitytheir freedom by becoming a father

they didnt have to if they didnt want to

they could have worn a condom

Why? they may have pushed back My old man had me his old man had him; that’s how it is.

it wasnt

it isnt 

       nobody put a gun to their head an told them to fuck with their wives without protection BUT IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER 

Yah sure  Hows your upcoming fatherhood feel

he fucked a pregnant attorney in her highrise soundproof office Thank Gawd

he fucked a neighbour in her garden they tore up all her radishes No. Don’t worry, don’t worry. I planted them for me. He won’t miss them. He doesn’t like radishes. 

she tasted like earth and radishes and root vegetables he could have made a stew out of her and ladled her into his bowl for dinner every night until he had eaten every speck of her

he fucked his boss' wife as she leaned over the cradle of her five month old who had three other children each just about a year apart

                    she never took it from behind she had never sucked cock she had never been gone down on she never came before

she had four children 

she never came before

his boss tore up the garden he planted in their backyardhe wanted a garden badly but lived in an apartment  Don’t come around here anymore  that was all he said about it. 

his wife was Catholic

he figured she asked her husband for forgiveness 

                                                     and forgiving her saved his boss from him beating him senseless beating him black and blue  if either he grew a pair and threw down but more apt an on account that his boss gave his wife five children but never gave her an orgasm    

he overheard him in the office  I always come first, before her or her children. I'm the man of the house.

had he been incensed enoughbeen on a bender known on occasion to get bent hedve fucked his boss and his wifes St Paul of the Cross Father

                     but that would have required copious copious amounts of liquorCOPIOUS he held his liquor and some serious drugs

so his Boss and the Priest were safe

safe for the time being

she felt terrible she said 

she hadnt told her boyfriend she was pregnant yet

Thats tough whadaya gonna do about it  

I haven’t decided.

before she met her boyfriend they were fuck buddies fuck buddies in the sense that she contacted him when she wanted him and he was cool with fucking her in cemeteries fucking her on graves of the recently departed
the earth still raw
still unsettled

he had no idea what that was about they didnt talk about it 

she liked it

he was getting laid

I have an idea she said You could help me.

How can I help you with your pregnancy

she took him to her Greek Orthodox Church Assumption couldnt have been more perfect he had to laugh he fucked her on a hardwood pew her taut caramelcoloured body upturned tits under flickering votive candles AMEN was too delicious to behold and be held and writhed and he absently fingered tore out pages from the Bible under her head 

then he flipped her over 

the acoustics were as intense as her flickering body

afterwards  outside she laughed she had grabbed the damaged Bible as they left one of the loosened pages was Psalm 91

You gotta hear this.

Id rather not  You know I dont beli . . 

. . No, no. You gotta hear this, it’s crazy, I won’t read the whole thing, I promise; this is nuts.

Then crazy me  nuts me

she grabbed him by the earsyanked his head to her and kissed him hard he thought she might have busted his lip but that was alright

she laughed I don’t know what love is, but I think you’re nails dragged down its chalkboard.

she always talked like that

So, this is too much; too much. Psalm. Ninetyone. 

                                                   He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in Him I will trust."

I think we just abided under His shadow.

Youre crazy

he held her hand as they walked in the street beneath the ambercoloured haloes of street lights alternating left right left sides of the street between grass hellstrip and front lawns that lay before flickering bluelighted windows  the occupants watching television

I think I’m having this baby; and I may pretend it's yours.

Having a baby aint pretending Having a baby is life-altering Frankly mind-altering

I think I’m having it.

                                            months later he met the women he fell in love with and married