12.9.24


they were sitting at the bar

had their drinks refreshed

Hallie said she had to use the restroom
                                          Maybe you can find us a small table, a comfortable couch.  I’ll find you.

he stood firsthelped her off the stool
                                       Always the gentleman.
We don want my mother showingup out of thin air accusing me of not

always humoured her she giggled
                                     No we do not.  sighed  I hope the restroom isn’t too crowded.   

Why arent Ladies Rooms larger Oughta be  We have urinals troughs women don stand shoeleather to shoeleather

that brought a bellowa deep laugh  she didnt cover her mouth  he loved that about her
                                                                                              No. Not shoe to shoe. I’ll find you, babe.  she started walking  turned   Have to watch me walk away?
Bet your sweet ass baby  I love watchinya come watchinya go
                                                                   Prefer cummin
You’re mad. I love you.
                         she doubledback and kissed him  I’ll find you.

he watched her walkaway  she quit tossing looks over her shoulder
                                                                         watched until he couldnt see her any more 
collecting their drinks he wandered into the lounge


no tables chairs
                  he stepped around an cushionedseat islandAh a greens planter under a chickenwired skylight the space had once been a factory on the wall was long couch behind an equally long low table a festive runner topped with star- moon- sailboat-perforated ceramic bowls like balls candles burning within
he set their drinks on coasters sat  rested his arm atop the armrest
                                                                         he couldnt see beyond the island
the seating intimate  Nice he congratulated himself  thought Look at me  an Easter egg  a required scavenger hunt item  Girls got her work cut out for her


    a woman stepped around the island
                                           his heart leapt into his throat  Damn shes good
it wasnt her

the woman approached casually  said There you are.

if a wall wasnt behind him he would have looked to see who she was talking to

We lost you for a moment.

he didnt reply Was we the pronoun she went by  mouse in her purse

excusing herselfgave him ass she brisklystepped past his knees  perfume wafted
                                                                                        then sat beside him
her hip to his
didnt look loaded
put her hand on his thigh
                              Really?

   Really  Wha

Don’t recognise me?I thought you would. Described me more times than I can say . . a long drink of water.

Alexandria

You do remember.

Threw me a curve dyed your hair different cut Youre wearin flats
                                                                        Its been years
Gabby left. I went with her.
I remember

We break your heart?

Ifya didnt break my back yawoudnt break my heart

Not just a little?

A stitch in a seam  You back

I’m back. Gabby found a guy fell in love.

Guy  Guys

No. A guy.
            He refused to share.

   Well youre intimidating
                                Wouldnt have seen tha coming
Im here with my girlfriend

I saw. She’s beautiful . . bountiful.
                                        What? Am I crowding you?  Is she the jealous type?
Youre crowding me

Always the straight shooter.

Wanna slide over a bit please

Am I making you uncomfortable?

No

    Ah.  I recall.
                   You’re particular who touches you. You’d take us for a massage, bring a book, wait in the lobby.

Good recall
                Now give me some room

I’ve given you more than room.

Youve obliged me Ive obliged you
                                     Slide it over
she laughed
              Or?
There you are.

Babe unflustered he stood  reached down picked up their drinks
                                                                       Alexandria  Hallie
Alexandria stood  Hello, Hallie.  extended her hand

they shook each impressed with the others grip 

Joe said you were taller.

Shes wearing flats

Men are so easily intimidated.

Aren’t they.

I know Joe from . .
. . I know, he’s said.  Man’s an open book doesn’t pull punches.

Refreshing.  So you kno . .
. . You’re a good fuck . . and generous.

    Generous.

Joe said . . generous.

she smiled turned to him  Thank you, Joe
                                                 I’ll leave you two be.
No, please, have a drink Alexandria.
                                        Joe?
he said  Joe
               Why not
Why not.

Youre crazy

I may be.
             I am curious though.
                    
Sunday AM,  25  8. 24
159preferred,  Thursday,  12  9. 24

crosstalk

heard of it

but what is it called when talk is crossed with incongruent images
                                                               driftysoft breathy womans voice  Are you going to fuck me?
over to best understand the adept cinematic execution of Wes Andersonesque quirky settings  a room zoom out revealed as a rectangular box a room removed from a doll house people seated around a large dinner table Are you going to fuck me? through the bay of windows at the back of the room the box a distance blueband appears growing largeranlarger
its top fringed whitefroth Are you? one of the seated male guests in uniform casually notices the approaching blueband  the room grows smaller like a childs toy wood building block yet remains a dining room  guests inhabiting it Are you going to fuck me? My. the uniform remarks insouciantly  That looks like a tidal wave, a tsunami.

everyone turned in their chair to look
                                          insouciantly remarked  It does.

the wave viewed panning back grows larger and larger Are you? the diners return to their china plates of sliced meats gravy boats serving trays hot vegetable portions crispsalads in bowls silver leadcrystal water and wine glasses the room is lighted honeycoloured by table candelabras fit with beeswax candles rainbows shimmer on an elegant linen tablecloth You are going to fuck me.

the wave swallows the box it tips toggles flipsend over end rolls  yet within the diners the table the entire array remains asif the gymnastics the tangotangle is not occurring nothing falls nothing spills casual drips of seawater violate unseenseams random pinholes spatters the linen their clothing clinging some becomes delicate mirrorballs shimmering in their unmussed hair You are.

   the blue whiterippled tidal wave plays out
                                               the room box settles on undisturbed unspoiled white sand  windows are wet beaded

guests continue their unfetteredfeast under her breathy marvelous voice
                                                                             You are going to fuck me.

6AM,  Saturday,  7  9. 24
1152,  Thursday,  12  9. 24

ought to learn something new everyday
                                          he did
eyes peeled
on the lookout

never saw it coming
                       that wouldnt apply to him

   paranoid ?

to wit a Jewish buddy firmly remarked dropping his usual implication that because he asked he was a twit  To wit, twit . . .  It’s a matter of not being paranoid enough.


sonnenrad
word attracted him
                    Wha 

an Aryan/Nazi anti-Semite symbol two concentric circles connected by jagged sunrays  a black sun

reminded him

he dug out a Jean-Paul Sartre quote
                                       “Never believe that anti-Semites are completely unaware of the absurdity of their replies 10Sep Presidential debate. They know that their remarks are frivolous, open to challenge. But they are amusing themselves, for it is their adversary who is obliged to use words responsibly, since he believes in words. The anti-Semites have the right to play. They even like to play with discourse for, by giving ridiculous reasons, they discredit the seriousness former is an unserious man of their interlocutors. They delight in acting in bad faith, since they seek not to persuade by sound argument but to intimidate and disconcert. If you press them too closely, they will abruptly fall silent, loftily indicating by some phrase that the time for argument is past.”


learn something new every day

0930,  Thursday,  12  9. 24

Soundgarden  Black Hole Sun  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6Kz6aXsBSs