Don’t you think that . . . qualifying . . or . empowering . . . your dreams its . . scenarios its imagery . conversations contained therein . . minimize you creatively?

 

he tried to count to tenwasnt happenin  How

                                                Whereverhowever my thoughts come they do

Who am I to shrugem off avoidem  From anywhere   I encourageem

My box is enormous it influences me antha outside it   Is humongous

                                                                           I welcome them all

he shook his head in disbelief

    Don do tha  Because youre unimaginative lackluster 

                                                               Don point fingers don question shit

Walk a mile in my shoes

                             Try  Then talk to me

Talk to you.

                 Often you sayfrankly insist, you can’t claim responsibility for what you write.

Sometimes I cant   Correct

    You say . . . often . . it’s like taking dictation.

Yah

I don’t understand.

Its not necessary you do I do  Im grateful

                                              To be the piece of paper thas scribbled on to be the pen to be the handthe tool tha records the thought image  the idea 

Breathtaking

                I havent words

It steeps

I return to it edit it

                      Gobsmacked

Tha I am part of the process however it operatesIm not interestednot concerned is  delicious

My point 

            If not me I hope someone else

Its arresting

Divine

       Not to worry  Not in a religious sense

It doesnt matter where the thought comes from

                                                    Pickup a lucky penny from the groundfind a dollar bill You worry where it came from

Be grateful its yours

I don’t stoop to pickup pennie . .

. . I do

           Coud be why you run at a deficit

    Looks like yawanna get in the last word

Speak

Like I’m a dog?

    I didnt say fetch

 

 

1534,  Thursday,  26  12. 24

1836,  Thursday

he wasnt paying attention

                            she said Follow me.  turned  walked into the mall through a revolving door . . . he hadnt been through one in yearsreminded him when he was a kid and would go round and round and round and piss off adults who didnt want to time it  slip insidenot have to push while he provided the muscle the locomotion  his mothers glowering eventually made him disembark . . . and she looked none too happy as he went round and round and round

I said follow me.

You did I was

                I had to go round an round in circles  Figured youd wait a moment   Had hopes you might join me

In case you didn’t notice, no one joined you. They went to the other door.

Followed their dirty faces

Dirty?

Makin faces

Ohyeah.

Too bad Not one child locked away inside an adolt

Even children didn’t follow your lead.

Cowards

You’re something else.

Thank you for waiting  I had to

I know you did . . just as I was enterin’.

Patience

    Yeahwell . . . something you taught me.

Follow me.

hed follow her anywhere  wha an ass

he didnt pay attention to where she lead preoccupied

she entered a store

he was right behind her

went into an aisle

hit the brakes

he acted asif he didnt see her taillights go on ran into her  grabbed her so he didnt knock her down was a little game they played

Why are you so crazy?

You make me nuts

she smiled

             I guess there is that.

There is definitely tha

                        he lookedround  Wheres this

Think it’s time you bought a nice outfit.

Outfit  Am I a woman

Then whatever you call it.

If I was in the market Id be at Goodwill

                                          Whas the name of this place   Christ

on the plateglass facing out T backwards R backwards E backwards B backwards L  A  T  backwards ampersand  T two backward Es W  T

TWEET & TALBERT

A Men’s shop.

Howd you find this place

A guy at the office dresses nice I asked him.

Cantya just admire his dress at the office and leave me to my . .

. . 501s, black tshirt?  No.

Seersuckers

No.

     Let’s get a couple of outfits for you.

Awright nodded

                   threw in the towel began as an outfitnow two he didnt want more

she had good taste  knew wha looked good on him

he shaddup

    next time  hed pay attention

prior to 8AM,  Thursday,  26  12. 24

1211,  Thursday

Billy Preston  Will It Go Round In Circles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6F_DRNCGjQM

You got a bucket lis . .

. . I wanna get laid a few more times.  all else he needed were dogpants behind his words

    Laid

You gotta say it like that?

Which was

Was . . . like I’m out of my mind.

Brother  by your own words you havent struck me as a good lay even when you were younger

That’s a helluva thing to say.

Not when comparing sex you   you yousound more like ya dipped your toe in it rather than treated it as a seven-coarse meal a freaking banquet  Eating the parsley garnish at the edge of the plate

Garnish.

eyeballed him Garishly

         LOOK  NO HANDS

How coudya not be positively enthralledsuck meat off the bones snapem crackem finger out suck the marrow

That’s disgusting.

Your described sex Coudnt agree more

                                           I stoodem on their head ateem like ice cream cones  slowly  messily let their flavour dribble onto my hands wrists lappedup every bit of em

 

    Nohuh

By the expression on your face  Nada    Not your foray

Foray?

Furiously

           This is where yaoughta interrupt jabber  something about testosterone your typical go-to lets you stagger wade around like a Greek Titan he wouldnt impart to him tha hed be Uranus to his Cronus wasnt up on his mythology  Cronus castrated Uranus

Yeah. A god.  You got it right.

he motioned with his hand waved him onward said nothing

Filled to the brim burstin’ with testosterone.

Yah

     Then whas with the little blue pill ED

Fuckyou.

At least youre up on your pharmacology

                                            Testosterone

In excellent service to young men groomed as GIs or for business world psychopaths sociopaths  to make money at all costs

      Cretins   Titans of Industry

Crazy  Can kill for your government but ya cant kill for yourself

                                                                     But I digress  Yawanna get laid againwho doesnt

    Regrets to your partner

angerflushed You’re ruthless.

Testosterone

2141,  Monday,  23  12. 24

1052,  Thursday,  26  12. 24

Little River Band  Reminiscing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQPzPrqNbMk