10.9.15



September 11, 2001


Stupid is as stupid does
--  N'est stupide que la stupidité  --

                                                                                              I just never imagined we in America were quite that stupid . . .



Yasure ya got enuf dar   Sport

he spoke unerringly into the open eye of my revolver

Im pretty sure

I shot him in the forehead
his head bucked back and whiplashed forward throwing him onto all fours
the muscles went out of his neck
his head slung down

I fired another shot into the base of his skull
imaging the bullet
winding its way spinning gobs and synapses like abandoned spiderwebs to the bridge of his nose
madly stirring the pot

his elbows bent
trembled
then let out

he rocked back onto his haunches and forearms
his breathing hoarse  labored


I was sticking around
anxious for his pilotlight to go cold 
a slick whistle a sputter accompanying his gurgling
and with that music in my ears I found myself fascinated by the neat oozing hole in the back of his head
a thin spittle of blood and brain fluid slipping onto his neck  descending into his cropped hairline
it wicked  spreading unevenly
weighted to his left
his arm sprawled furthur ahead
his body listing



sputter
             Jesus he was taking his time dying


his body shuddered
I thought Id witness the stain of his evacuated bowels and bladder to follow

No


nothing


not yet
                         shudder

shudder . . .



a deep growl from inside his throat
                                                                grooowl  haw    haw       hu

haw

I moved out from behind him and saw the puddle of blood under his head tremble at his exhalations

hu
     
                 haw 
then into its sticky center  a dark congealed gob fell

and another


haw
                                then a metallic gob and a faint sound of weight penetrated the pool
 

shudder
              but this shudder moved his head


behind him again I noticed the wicking had staunched  an oblong disfigured Rorschach

and at the neat hole
a bubble

then drool


then another bubble  darker   reflective

drool

another bubble   as if aspirating 
                                                     seated in copper


a groan
then   this bubble broke
it emitted a smashed        mushroomed   
                                                                                    bullet


it laid momentarily on his neck  broke its sticky binds      then fell aside 
onto the linoleum floor


he pushed up   his arms straightening
he shook his head



then   from the guttural occasion of groans          came unmistakably           
a coarse laugh

                             then violent laughter



under those spasm                                                                                                                     
                              he squatted back to his haunches 
then gruesomely   aware I was behind him   he craned his neck and took me out of the corner of his eye

Not enuf Sport  Not ner enuf




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