8.6.25


he said his name was Elmer

he misunderstood  Alvin    too much loud rocknroll

patiently
            No.  Elmer.

who names their kid Elmer

Elmer  Excuse me   Im Joe

they ran into each other on the street pedestrians few and faaaar between
                                                                                 he was walkinanreadin
What are you reading?

stuck his finger between the pages bookmarker closed it turned it so he could read the cover  The Body Keeps the Score

Oh.    I thought you were reading the Bible.
                                                I thought if you were you could pray for me.

Elmer had a homelessness look   frizzyunkept hair  crossbreed



they ran into each other a couplethree more times over several weeks
                                                                            Elmer forgot Joe
every time would ask him what he was reading

he showed him the different covers

Oh. I thought you were reading the Bible.
                                            I asked if you would pray for me.

Im not a praying man Elmer I can think good thoughts though

 

 

he woke

someone broke a window at the front of the house

he got upsat on the edge of the bed heldhung from his right a hammer a roofing axe

whoever  picked their way down the hall

his bedroom was the last room on the right

the directedoverhead nightlight threw their shadow on the ceiling    frizzyheaded

they enteredstopped  at the threshold
                                            Gotcha.  You pray?
Me No
           You

I’ve asked you to pray for me . . .
                                          Joe
Yesyadid Elmer  Had good thoughts for you then

    I asked you to pray for me.

You saw the books werent the Bible

unsheathing a knife   That’s too bad for you.
                                                     Pray now?
No
      You pray

Elmer stepped closer
                        Not for you.  Too bad.

God gives suicides a hard time

Suicides?

What do you think this is
                          suddenlyflipped the axe to his leftslammed it into Elmers cheststood brought the ballpeen hammerturned sideway down on his skull forehead collapsed watchtower went down into his eyes bridge of his nose halted its momentum


    assisted suicide

he saw Elmer coming before Elmer did

the knife thumped on the carpeted floor

Elmer dropped to his knees

 

    he didnt think Elmer was praying

2205,  Tuesday,  3  6. 25
1212,  Sunday,  8  6. 25

hawked a significant lougie while watching True Detective First Season
                                                                           felt like he pulled it up from waydeep in his throat
thorax
         beside his heart

hawked fourfive times to clear it it filled the whole back of his throat  was weighty

as he spat it into the bathroom sinkhot water running he recognise its deeplyopague pearlescence

it tasted sweet

shaking his head as it thicklyspiraled down the drain

    it wasnt a lougie


was his soul

 

he asked after it
                   Thas where ya been hidin  

2110,  Tuesday,  3  6. 25
1101,  Sunday,  8  6. 25

Whasit called     yaknow   a religious thingamajig thingamabob  he laughed uproariously   thinkin ajig jigaboo mother pinned his ears back for tha rained holy hell on him all of three years old racist fathershe wasnt havin any of it  happened in the back of an electrified bus downtown Chicago
                                                                                          Yaknow  Archdiocese
I don know

Archdioceses not close    Thingamajig   uproarious again
                                                                      Synagogue   No  not Jewish 
Precinct   

No   Come on  religious not secular

I don know

You do  Yaknow secularwha am I tryin to say

I don know

Think deeper  a thingamajig

Wouldya quit with tha

Cant stop tickles me   Potpourrilunged from his thruat liked it more than throat 

I havent a clue what youre talking about

Don get off track   I knowyaknow

I know

Of course yado  I wouldnt askya otherwise

Religious

Yesyah

Ja

Don start youll get off track I need this Catholic Protestant Christian Presbyterian  yaremember that church in the basement that blonde with a motor an appetite nearly ate me aliveyah now Im getting off track  not them not a proper name   orthodox
Ya know
              Not wha I know  you  you   whayaknow

Parish
YES  Thas it

Christ
        Wha of it

Oursill be that  P  E  R  I  S  H
                                     Whaya think  Well begin our own little perish


Perish the thought

 

 

    Yawoke me for this

Nah this You woke up woke soya didnt piss the bed
                                                         Ya start pissin the bednah anyall be as old asya think yall get  promise made  soppy mattress rusty springs

I don think beds got springs nomo

No matter  piss yourself  Hear me   Flattery
                                                 Youre too young
Ifya really want to be as old asya promised  Promised agin an agin  Promised your daughter

Ey

You  Or me

You

Please   Perish the thought

0527,  Thursday,  5  6. 25
1005,  Sunday,  8  6. 25