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King of the Hill

    No    
          Really
where he lived
out of reach

try an reach him

hell see you comin

enjoys the highground

was ideal
           no one can see anything but the drive to the sky from the road  hes at the back of the lot 
the pinnacle

    thats what he calls the house  Pinnacle
                                              boasts  Ive reached the Pinnacle
not publicallydoesnt socialise
                               doesnt – despite being an odd thingsome say an awful thing to say – need people 
No
     Best thing I can say

Its excellent I get along with myself
                                     spoken like a true introvertferal introvert
if hed offer advicewhich he wouldnt hed tell all introverts to find a hill live on it or  or   OR  dig a moat around your housekeep the drawbridge up


his family lives back east

they called for Thanksgiving
                               You got plans?
I do

 

    What are your plans? suppose they have to ask

Im dining at home

Who with?anyone you’ve mentioned? suppose they have to ask

No one

    You’re going to be alone?
they stillall these years later dont understand that given his imagination
                                                                                 he is never alone

    . . . excellent thing I get along with myself
Hey agitatedshruggin his shouldersjabbin his elbows Yawanna step backgimme some room
 
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he began to say interesting but bit his tongueHard  ambivalent
                                                                 FUCKthahurt talkin to himself 
least he listened

usually when he went offranted whoever was across from him faces went pasty  went blank

    Wha

I . . I . . . I can’t keep up with you.

Whas to keepup withlet it wash over youall ya gotta do is listen not think of a reply a retorttry to be cleverthas the reason why you insist you cant keepup
                                          sighed   Just fuckinlisten
I listen to youhear your argument

I clarify your argumentask questions   Yah

You do.

I don check out  Complain
                               Do I

    No.

Bluesky
           Gonna take a huge portion of Twitters market
Twitter?



It’s called X.


Call it whaya will Im not on social media
                                            Causes cancer  stress   Too many people at ones ear
A compoundingconfoundingcacaphony
    Enjoy

I research Study    Refuse to be pushed around

Werent meant to consume a fuckinthing like tha

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https://bsky.social/about/blog/03-12-2024-stackable-moderation

The Hill  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iP4FpUaGMs0&t=11s  checkout Tara McGowans eyebrows 9:30 minute-mark

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QcnralErR4

sometimes shitstream of consciousness is ohsofuckinfuckin necessary
                                                                           people bring that out of him
his tolerance null
Thomas ‘A’Holman borderline nut Czar Tsar dressing in tactical garb asif militarycouldnt complete a physical training course if he tried NICe so quit makeupdonning gay apparel Fa-la-la la-la-la la-la-la fellate prez-elect who hasnt crossed the Finish Line yet
starcrossed phony superheros
                                they aint that or everwillbe
                                                        reminds him of lilylivered

339preferred,  reggaefriday,  29  11. 24
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1243, Saturday
NIC is various military Night Infiltration Courses

8:27 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dk_fORlej3s

Dylan  Across the Borderline  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsPYU8NIBL8

“We find it useful to be ambiguous.”
                                       found the quote on a piece of paper folded in a book  he noted  September 2006  the utterance from a spokesman no doubt with Syrias Foreign Ministry regarding the Lebanese village of Shebaa


ambiguity  equivocation
                           ruses

seeming but not admitting
                             lying

used in relationships or as he thinks of them  relate-tionships
                                                                  he has very few because he cannot tolerate dishonesty
look how fuckingenerous hes being  dishonesty

    ambiguity
                is a seed thats spoiling  an egg of promise gone rotten  a dribble of sperm drying in the dirt

    in poker cards in the hole

    in people fingerscrossed behind their back a wink a smirk a veiled lie while looking someone in the eyes

    a childs toy hammer that rattles to a forgedsteel ballpeen hammer

    one amuses versus one direct in their function
maybe what the Foreign Ministry meant or Americas State department means
                                                                                           “We find it useful to lie.”
to whomever

    lying tears apart relate-tionships

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heres a humdinger  amphiboly fallacy – new to him – “a relatively rare logical fallacy in which a statement’s ambiguous grammatical structure leads to misinterpretations and misleading conclusions.”
                                                                                                like partisans who title and write state propositions

“If Art does not enlarge men’s sympathies, it does noting morally.” 
                                                                        George Eliot
quoted by Joyce Carol Oates, Men Without Qualities, published in The New York Review of Books,  November 5, 2006


    enlarging sympathies 

now thats something Pharmaceuticals ought to turnloose their Research & Development on

rather than fourhour hard ons IF ONES HEART CAN TAKE IT
                                                            or legalise drugs  squeezeout streetcorner pushers – he gets it everyone needs a job – who of the two is more honest but doesnt have the right on their side  legislate GET OUT OF JAIL FREE cards  zeroZip litigation in case where their drugs fuckup some white addict

if were to be a nation of addicts

Better Living Through Chemistry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJtKkBYlHFw
                                                                                                                  then
shouldnt we at least have a chance to OD on Enlarged Sympathies

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