slipped in a cool bath

had been a long hot day

he could smell himself

                           Papa.

Jah babe

Take a bath. You stink.

he had no trouble following orders  from her

                                                The old fucker who stinksyeah, he’s my father.

she wouldnt even give him My old man

 

two ideas occurred to him

 

he kept repeating them to try not to forget he was high

                                                        couldnt resist

followed another brightshiny evolvinchain    Pretty

doubled back

they ditched him

They ditched me

Your own fault

Think Im stupid

They ditched you

 

Jah

        They flashed me

Ever occur to you they didnt want to be remembered   Recalled

    They were playin with me

 

Hows tha make you feel

 

Yadon get it

Tha feelin happens day in day out Ive no brakes  Howbout flashes me

Christ

         Turns me on

Runs away faster than I can

                                     Cant catchem

    Which    I believe is the point

Leaves me wanting

Leaves me cock in hand

    Worse ways to be left

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I'm thinking I’ll go back on-line to date.

    I thought you were done with thadidnt play out last time you jumped in the pool

Ah, man, figure I’ve got nothing to lose.

Awright

              Wha arya looking for

A young fiftynine year old.

Please

    What do you mean, please?

Fiftynine aint young

I think it’s relative.

    Relatively old

Comparatively young.

Why the demarcation

You have to say, admit, the age group you’re seeking.

    Aah

Id say shoot the work

                          Put up your    wha  resume

Throw it against the wall an see wha sticks

    Why don’t you . .

. . I am content with my our long distance relationship

It’s not physical, no hugs and kisses.

No  Agreed

                  But bless the internet bless texting  coopting blessed

Selfies are second place but genuine

                                            Ive no problem touching myself

You

Or real men don masturbateof course they do

                                                  Somebody tries to hand me tha line I tellem  Shove it up your ass

Weve an intimate long-distance relationship

I can’t do that.

    No you cant

                      Being your own company alone is not sufficient

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Ouch

Ouch?

Yadidnt hear

    Hear?

The dialogue with the music

It’s strange music.

                     You listen to it often?

Playem behind me Not ever overt unless it is my intention of listen to music

                                                                                     Ya didnt hear

I did not.

Said Rip out your spine an roll it up like a ball of string

                                                            Thas fuckin beautiful  hard to beat

That’s gruesome.

No

     Visually intense

Woudya want to mess with someone whos mouths a threat like tha

                                                                               Me

Seems one woud know in advance an preemptively eliminateem

Eliminate them?

Beatem to the punch

    Kill them?

Do you really think you coud negotiate with a character like tha

                                                                    Whackem

You could whack them?

Nam

        Been there done tha

Be grateful you enjoyed college defermentsdespite not ever knowin you were enjoyinem

Your old man covered your clueless ass

I didnt have tha protection

From what I remember, the judge gave you an option.

Jah  Did

             A tour in Nam five years in the pen

Went Marines  Thirteen months

                                      Felt the odds on my side

    Jah  Whackem

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1459,  Wednesday

Michael Arthur Holloway  Dead Weight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f82_1YdcIcE

https://alexonfilm.com/2014/11/05/the-amazing-transparent-man-1960/

Transparent Man trailer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MBYh7gt_1g

argh crept out of his throat

                              Unfaithful    Clever             Thas very much unlike you

Unlike me?

Unlike you

                I woudnt say it if I didnt mean it

    How am I supposed to take that?

However you wantnot gonna change my assessment

                                                         If you think you are  you are     Just not in my book

Are you being severe?

Clever is severe you quick witted

Quick witted?

Answers yes or no

                       Severe

    So you can imagine my pleasure of you having a brain fart an being clever

You think that was clever?

An unfaithful incel

                    Yafuckin kiddin me     Tha was loaded

Prime cut of meat

Im impressed

You liked it that much?

Loved it  Delicious

                        An unfaithful incel

Which way did dey go George which way did dey go

    I’m not following.

My friend your cleverness has peaked youve returned to your mundane self

 

You think I’m mundane?

You play the middle of the road

I wouldn’t say midd . .

. . I woud

             Mundane   You seek not offend others

Ya bend over backwards

 

Unlike me

    I couldn’t be you if I tried.

Then appreciate mundane middle of the road   Im not being derogatory

                                                                                Im being accurate

Am I wrong

I wouldn’t describe me that way.

An Im only sayin this to you sharin with you not spreadin it round like manure

                                                                                      I have some couth

Little.

Id agree   

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1217,  Wednesday,  9  9. 26

Bugs Bunny  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSLOJP_fbMQ

bombastic

LYBALVI

why the hell is this drug an oral prescription that treats adults with schizophrenia or bipolar I disorder

theres three  he did not know that bipolar II and cyclothymic – which looks awfully like cyclone rhythmic could imagine that whippingup someones brain – cyclothymic disorder

why was this medication being advertised to him while hes searching Google

                                                                                  before SKIPping the ad he had to hear the auctioneer-like recitation of its side effects  so numerous  delivered so ratatatatatata https://www.drugs.com/lybalvi.html#side-effects he couldnt keep up

                                                                               it was daunting

and all he could think

being of sound mind and body

if he couldnt keep up

how is someone who is psychicallypsychotically impaired try to keep in stride  attempt to maintain themselves under such a regime  regimen

                               blew his mindhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usNsCeOV4GM

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Beatles  A Day in the Life