11.7.22

Impermanence

 
   last seen alive
                         their impermanence finalised

he has pictures

pictures of them him with them    they make him weep  Whawas Whawoud never be again

he didnt take themtheir shared time for granted
                                                   like anyoneeveryone he believed theyd have more time

he was not cheated

  he only felt he was  the photographs are shadows brightly reminding him hurting his heart   stirring memories in his mindturning turning his long memory 
                                            his mother told him  Quit asking me if I remember, whenever you have you’ve remembered correctly . . and since I’m not remembering as good as I used to, I want you to trust what you remember is true . was real, love, you are not wrong.

now she was gone  Stop with gone  his mother was dead
                                                                    Yes  She is dead    I miss you I love you Maw


last seen alive

1457,  Sunday,  26  6. 22
1128,  Monday,  11  7. 22


tha blew his mind
                    an eternal family  cant make tha shit up 
he had a family didnt consider it eternalnothing is


Heaven is eternal.

Man the closest thing to eternal is the universe thirteenpointseven billion years old
Eternal hasnt numbers

Which is why Heaven is.

  It isnt
         When rent quits being paid everyone will have to leavehave to vacate the premises
Rides over 
           Systems begin an systems cease

Ye of little faith.

Nah Ive faith nothings eternal

2355 or 1155PM,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  6. 22
1018,  Monday,  11  7. 22


he bobbed his head with the beat
                                    to his buddy Catchy tunehuh

he listenedwasnt bobbing his head quite right  timing off  looked uncomfortable 
                                                                                        Kinda . . who is it?         
Its Iggy

he quit his quirky head thing and turned to him
                                                 Who?

Songs the Passenger Iggy Pop

said Iggy Pop asif the name tasted queer in his mouth 
                                                             Never heard of him.

Never  Ya kiddin me Soya really did only listen to Bubblegum pop on the radio as a kid

he pulled his head back an in like a turtle
                                            Catchy tunes, man.   

Jaysus thas a crimeNauh itsa sin  Better beat it to church an confess
                                                                             Bless me Father for I have sinned Its been years since my last confession  I don know who Iggy Pop is 
                                                                 Youll be lucky he doesnt throw the book at ya
Stop.

Tellya  Tossin gettin highhavin indecent thoughts of Sister Mary an youll be lightin votivesthree for a quarter an sayin Our Father Who Art in Heaven and Holy Mary Mother of God for hours

Would you stop?

  No Im disturbed

Disturbed we listened to different music?

Bubblegum aint music bro Id bet no blues or jazz  or Motown either

No, only rock and roll.

he was stunnedhappy he couldnt witness the expression that tugged on his faceflattened it
                                                                                                 Christ
Youll be lucky to get out of church without havin to suffer a sulfuric acid enema

think Friday,  10  6. 22
0924,  Monday,  11  7. 22