27.9.17



he broke the sociallypolite sociallyinsisted Noon timeline transom put down one of the many NYRB books he was reading excerpts from lit a blunt opened a cold bottle of beer pet bigfoot his huge outdoor feral cat and turned his now pleasantlyskewed perceptions to decipher from various angles the scrawl in the yellow summer dust on the screen door out and into his house
                   s – guess a or t – a – n – d – i  no   s – a better – t – a – n – not d - i  still not an i  rubbed out obscured   definitely s – definitely a - t – a – nthe rest marredscratched away  dull broad lines  effectively palimpsest 

s – a – t – a – n


s – a – t – a – n

so what it if spelled satan

one would have to believe in satanbelieve in god


Whoever . .
. . Whatever she said . .
. . Stop   Whoever scrawled this on the screen might think theyre inspiring   disconcert

Fearshe said sternly   Theyre trying to inspire fear


They got curiosity

You may be a fool if youre not frightened  she looked him in the eyes I am   Arent you concerned in the least

Im curiousthats the best they get out of me  Its cowardly   If someone has an issue with me make it to my face  Its obscure subterfuge
Ive no fear of a coward

You said you thought you heard something at the door last night

he smiled and took her by the elbow reassuring her  I did   I checked it out went onto the porch  There was no one out there nothing apparent  I didnt see it until this morning with the daylight

Im concerned

You can stay with your mother if you like

No  I didnt say that

No you didnt I did  Are you concerned  Or are your frightened

Im . . I cant lie  Im a bit frightened

I understand   You can alleviate your fear just then bigfoot leapt up onto the porch railing beside himleaned into his arm he just healedscabs fell away from the last time bigfoot got crazedscratched up his arm and nipped him
See  bigfoots got our back

Your arm

Our backs
        Baby  last thing you need is additional stress . .
. . Not being here would stress me

Stress you more than being here when Im not


Okay  Fair


Whoever did this would be frightened by itthats why they did it  Thats why they do it

Youre not frightened

A coward doesnt frighten mecowards dont frighten me    If this barely perceptible scrawl is your calling cardalbeit clever  it aint much


What if it becomes much

They tipped their hand  Ill be watching  We have home field advantage  Theyll have to get off the property to make it not selfdefence  But then Ill just dragged them back onto it  On top of this hill aint no one to see anif they do theyll have to explain why they were up here  Thatd be a tough sell  Cowards arent tough   Typically theyre only numerous  Standing alone isnt their oeuvre

surprised  she laughedOeuvre  Youre funny  You like that word

I do  I like it very much particularly when I can make you laugh
he hugged her

she buried her face in his chest
A prank he told her  he held her    Best thing for them too is that it remains a prank


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