30.5.16

credit where credits due



when he told me I was tied to the history of an already buried century(those werent his words I knew he wasnt going to credit whose they were) I was pulled between smashing him repeatedly in the face with my ball peen hammer fist or feign unaffection but irked enough to bitchslap him into a corner I suppose the difference would be a broken face or one glowing against the night stung too many times to count his blood stickled up through the pores of his face like honey in a honeycomb

so much for first instincts the bane of maturity knowing better



I almost wish I was back in the buried century to punish his thoughtlessness




most of my contemporaries are buried up to their necks trying to keep gravedirt from getting into their mouths





I said  Well I aint dead

Step on it  You might as well be dead for the space youre taking up

Taking up space
Yacunt
Better than half the music you listen to was recorded in that dead century youre maligning
Taking up space

Youre taking up space strung up like a puppet on the invisible strings of fones and APPs and impatience immediacy

Your Twentyfirst Century began with a BANG! then to conflagrate under Bushwhacker and his band of Neocons
Project for a New American Century mine and everyone elses ass I call it Kill what aint White like me 

Your Twentyfirst Century has yet to show its cultural legs . . . unless those legs are US militarism Homeland surveillance the vacuous Republican standards a filthy cotton cord laid on the ground which isnt to say Democrats arent caught churning in a sucking whirlpool of incremental change to the status quo  a fouled toilet bowl draining slowly

Yes  Point fingers at the dead centurys world wars its genocides Stalin Mao Zedong Pol Pots Kymer Rouge
Human beings are essential for the slaughter of other human beings   

Comparatively though we may yet realise since the September 11s onslaught the fright that was worked up into a lather under deliberate ridingcrop strokes not to spur the beast to its better humanity but scare it over and over again to extort more and more money Dont dare suggest to me its Americas form of Capitalism  

Horseshit

The Civil War isnt over

Civil Rights havent been won

Racism remains rife

Comparatively the dead century may look like a cakewalk to this one



The buried century I was born into is unearthed its corpse repeatedly picked over by historians who deny they have an axe to grind and want desperately to rewrite it 1984 Orwellian-style and by true historians objectively trying to wrestle out the finer points relative to its whitest black and blackest white






So who said that


Who said what

Who said what you refuse to credit them saying . . . tied to the history of an already buried century  Who
Theyre not your words   Whose

Carlos Fuentes

Im going to assume you didnt read his words

You think little of me

I dont think  I know   I think you ought to be honest
Honesty cant hurt

A friend read me a passage from their copy of Vlad

Thank you  It is a wonderful suggestive piece of writing  Why cant you say so as well  Im not asking  You ought to think about it beyond here and now  And then provide yourself an answer as to why you cant give credit where credits due




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