15.4.19


if its an unwanted relationship

quit wanting


wanting isnt needing


get up off your assquit sitting on your hands 
                                            affirm in action what youre thinking  

quit thinking buhbye
                   say Buhbye baby  bye  bye


1605,  Sunday,  14  4. 19
1409,  Monday,  15  4. 19



indie wasnt happyhe was freaking


                                   his one-ton Tom  indie  was backed into cornersfled in terror when his queen  october her three kittensher tribenot a month old stalked him 

indies like  Whadafuck man
                               he had nothing for him Dont me look at me
I understand the opposite sex as much as you

Id recommend keep yer head down hold yer nuts up stupid whada dumb ass he covered indies neutering  castration caught in his throat NEW TIERed newtiered he absolved himself asif he took Sunday confession confessed before Gawd like a Catholic priest who was brushed asidemoved along to the next new parish despite their daisychain of violated children invisibly dragged along behind them WHAS THAT SOUND?  it wasnt a panicked wind fearful breaths 
but then theres nothing more delectable tender delicious or orgasmic than a breath caught in the tight throat of someone unsuspecting                           

oysters were more delicious raw than prepared


indie hadnt shown any curiosity of the fat fuzzy carpetcreepers he hadnt been in the same room or within twenty feet of them

no doubt he could smell them sense their presence

but he stepped on his curiosity 
                              that infamous curiosity that killed cats 

as he fled october he cried over his shoulder  Back off bitch aint my problem dey yours

although maybe thats why she went after him  
                                              Hes foot loose fancy free Ill fuck him up
Lola  whatever Lola wants Lola gets

yagotta be careful what you wish for  you really want it   



Welcome to club indie

I dont get women either

Poor bastard 
              if he was ever sexually-inclinedif he could remember now nine years ago  if he could  more power to him

he had to think that no female could smellcould possibly be that perceptive

              perceptive?
                                  or paranoid?

what were they taught as babes?what were the unspoken tiesunspoken bonds of females?

sorority trumped fraternity

fraternities were about making women

sororities were about making women
                                          which made better

he never made a sorority girl 
                               although he made an played with plenty of shiny black patent leather shoed Catholic girls

his 20/15 vision playedgazed off their shiny shoes up their school girl skirts white cotton never looked better

he used their panties to wipe the corners of his mouth wipe his face 

to his brilliant surprise he learned early some girls came as hard as he they squirted  Whodathought he closed his eyes so he didnt go blind  he gulpedhe swallowedhe lapped 

turnabouts fair play

no Catholic girl failed him 
                           Hail Mary full of Grace Blessed are thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb  thy succulent fruit salad 
                        maybe he didnt remember it right he played with more than one girl who could give Mary a run for her money were she a betting woman

Catholic girls were insatiable  torrid    

abstinence unlike vengeance is better served steaming hot

burnt tongues went numb
                         healed in time he loved it when he couldnt enunciatehis tongue like a wooden plank  stiff  inflexible Ride dat one in her enthusiasm broke his nose

itd been broken two times before but this was the broken nose he crowed cock-a-doodle-doed about who wouldnt it informed his decision to wear a moustache  later he could suck at it and enjoy his paramours excited essence 
like ambergris ambergrease refined unique odours   perfumes

if he wasnt he he would have been jealous of him




Nope  indie wasnt happy

they eyeballed each other hopeful octobers insane zealousness would temper and relax and shed return to herself as she was once the kittens were weaned and roaming the house

if not

itd be ugly 
            and not his prior experiences


there were all kinds of learning curves 
                                      hed be grateful if this wasnt a curveball


1643,  Friday,  12  4. 19
0929,  Monday,  15  4. 19
Sarah Vaughan  Whatever Lola Wants  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvcaSBN82ns