Come here Sanity 

                   Comere little guy  Here boy

woman walking pastlooked into the bushes where he squatted

                                                                   That’s unusual for a pet.

he looked up over his shoulder 

                                 Huh wha 

Pet, an unusual name for a pet.

Its not 

         It  He     It  Is not a pet

No? I’m confused.

hands downhe rolled onto his hip out of his squat 

                                                     This was as good as any place to look 

Look?

For my sanity

               Knowing me it woudnt be walkinround obvious  After darkyah but not broad daylight

she took a step back

                      he noted Smart girl Strikes me youd hold yours tight Fingerprints  Its shadecolour onset clutched suffocation 

Ever let your hair down

she took several steps back 

Didnt think so  Can be liberating also dicey 

                                               Hence Off leash  Can be problematicwhas tha saying

Saying?

          About what?

Love Schweitzer Nobel Peace Prize

Oh, I know this. 

                 I know it, give me a second.

Take all the time you want got my eyes are peeled 

If you . . I got it I got it . . If you love something so much let it go. If it comes back it was meant to be; if it doesn’t it never was. 

BAM thas it 

             Thas some memory

Not so much.

Hows tha

Recall. Recall ain’t memory. All through high school I scribble it on my cheap colored two-pocket and brad folders boyfriend after boyfriend after boyfriend.

Don tell me you were stupid

I was stupid. Although I wasn’t a slut I swear.

I was

Was?

A slut

A guy can be a slut?

Shake sister he put out his hand 

                                   she rushed forwardtook his hand

Names Joe

I’m Jack, Jaclyn.

Hiya fellow slut 

                 Moment of truth Might make ya feel better Denials a heavy weight

I liked it, it felt good, made them wear a rubber despite their bitching. I didn’t want a baby. As a matter of fact I still don’t. Maybe someday, with the right man. Man, the operative word. Today they’re children, intimidated by smart, successful women for all I care they can stay putstereoytypically in their parents basement.

Cant lose your sanity in your parents basement. 

Did you really lose yours, Joe. 

Nah 

      Were playing hideanseek hes awfully good I hate like hell to concedehate when I cant find him to have to cry Olly olly oxen free 

Try alle, alle auch sind frei. German. Everyone, everyone is also free. 

                                                                         Does hesorry, It, know German? Could fool it, sounds a lot like olle, olle oxen free, but it’s not.

Youch Hope I never cross you

No. That wouldn't be wise.

I swear Id wear a rubber and woudnt be a crybaby about it 

                                                               he stoodbrushed off his corduroys Jack could I buy you a drink

2PMish,  Thursday,  13  7. 23

https://www.nobelprize.org/prizes/peace/1952/schweitzer/facts/ 

Hako Yamasaki  Futsukayoi (Hangover)  18:34 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEgSE4Isbp4

His Girl Friday Howard Hawks  Blackanwhite aint a damn thing better  CGcomputergenerated can go where the sun don shine

You’re kidding.

Look at my face Look like Im kiddin 

                                           You ever seen it

No, I’m not a movie fan.

No Sports 

              Not me

You watch football.

I watch Sunday nights post season Hard to tolerate more than a game a day chock full of commercials 

They’re not that ba . .

. . Theyre shit 

               Chock full I actually prefer the original choke full stuffed to the point of choking Which you rewind an play again Coud suppose your DVR speaks to you not being a fan of film Attention deficient

Yaoughta take drugs for tha  aint too late 

                                           HELL You take drugs for other deficits 

Other deficits.

Sure

What other deficits?

Raisin the flag

Flag? 

        Wanna speak English?

Gettin a hard on

Fuck you.

Not unless you took a pill today 

                                 Yadig this lightninquick repartee

No.

Nevermind then

                  Watching His Girl Friday woud lay you to waste ya coudnt keep up Seeing it again provided me two curious instances Ive missed in the past soapbox spellbinders an production for use production for use production for use Mantric

What are either of those?

You know wha a soapbox is

  I think.

Tell me.

It was a wood crate soap was once delivered in.

And

And? 

Sumptinelse

Something else?

Stood on it to make impromptu speeches

Yeah, that too. 

Spellbinder

Spellbinder?

Arya just goin to repeat me 

                                Wha is it

You kno . . 

. . I do I want to know if you do

Someone who castsif you can believe that a spell

Yah Someone who can enchant entice entrance fascinate hold anothers attention

Yeah. That.

Put em together

Together.

   Jesusman  Soapbox spellbinder 

                                      While you may not be it impressed the shit out of me I wondered how I missed it all the times Ive seen the film 

All the times?

Half dozen more

You’ve seen it more than a half dozen times.

Repeating me

                  Easily

Why?

I like being amazed 

                      Like you like getting stoned

Not to forget production for use The accidental killers gun I didn’t mean to shoot him. A guns produced to be shot

These days certainly attest to that Incidental killers Consequence of having a gun anger grievance 

Socialism

           Production for use not profit

I don’t know what you mean.

It means what it says even ifya take away the emphasis of not for profit

I don’t know what you mean.

Now yare repeating yourself

Would you quit and just say, please, pretty please, I fuckin’ begging man, please.

   Produce  goods  needed  by people who can use them NOT those who can pay  Produced distributed on the basis of social needs

Oh. Yeah.

              That’ll never fly.

No  Not under American capitalism

You alwa . .

. . I do

         Why

Because there’s nothing in the world according to you that’s more greedy than American capitalism.

Killin the planet excuse me  Us    Planet will get along fine without us 

 

2134,  Sunday,  9  7. 23

1147,  Thursday,  13  7. 23 

https://www.npr.org/2018/08/04/635294139/for-president-trump-life-is-just-not-fair-and-what-that-means-for-the-rest-of-us 

Steve Miller Band  Fly Like An Eagle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuXwSyahgW4

he didnt care for names that were the first letters of a persons first and middle names guys reduced to say  his buddy BJ

     his entire name was Bob James Smith  

                                                until he received the sacrament of Confirmation and took John how fuckin monotonous as his second middle name Bob James John Smith  he often called him Duh Duh Duh Duh to BJs chagrin  

he went by BJ because he was called that at home

eventually as any good friend would  and should 

                                                      invited to eat over one evening he mentioned to Bobbys parents at the dinner table he refused to called him BJ that their influence calling Bobby BJ was unkind

How so? they asked 

Well to be honest with you he represents not onewhich is bad enough but several 

he peered at them both 

                         they sat side by sidewhich he thought was crazy too his father sat at the head of the table his mother across from his father at the  for lack of a better term at the foot of the table though he believed their seating was actually strategic from where they sat he his brothers and sisters were not out of harms way out of hands reach

no lights went on he couldnt believe nobody was home   he continued 

                                                                           When I say several I mean that Bobbys last namehis last initial is S Hes B J S  CRICKETS 

                                                 Soo he continued Bobbys nickname is not only Blow Job but Blow Jobs 

I assume you know what a blow job is if I know what it is 

they asked him to go home NOW. 

he supposed he could take his hamburger with him

he wrapped it in the paper napkin beside his plate

LEAVE IT.

What a gyp he thought he left  politely excused himself 

                                                           at his back he heard little Marjorie asked Mommy, what’s a blow job? 

his parents greeted him at the back door 

he was too big to spank

they were tonguetied

hadnt witnessed that before 

                               Lemme guess Im grounded until Im old enough to leave home

What were you thinking?

   I said what I was thinking I think Bobbys gonna be called Bobby or Bob from here on out by his family an then in kind by everyone else  Its my first campaign

he looked at his dad

                     he was was a Republican precinct captain 

Go up to your room, please. You’re calling it a night.

I think rather you’re calling it a night 

                                         Goodnight 

it wasnt necessarily a bad thing

he was reading the Complete and Unabridged Edition of Candy by Maxwell Kenton

   BJ

          an acrimonious acronym an alliteration a phonaesthetic all at once  not too shabby

0818,  Thursday,  13  7. 23