1.7.24


religion always greasedslicked lubed him
                                              he didnt bring it up
probably because he looked like he needed saving
the Devil cacklingwinding his fingerskneading his hands in anticipationexpectation

was gonna let the fucker down

so many people had thought of him as a project he obliterated their attempts
                                                                                  Better find a nambypamby
I aint him Spinnin your wheels
YES

even the Devil
YES

even Gawd

wasnt a chesspiece checker or Go-stone to be moved by anybody but himself
                                                                                  his brakes were on Locked
Loaded
that sounded threatening

   Good


he was talking with his sister on the telephone  she was dismayed her daughter was moving in with a man

You got a bug up your ass because you werent wise enough to do in kind despite me berating youtempted to beat your skull  You werent wise

   You didn’t kno . .
. . I did
         I knew enough
Really

Buy a car

Not take it for a test drive

Fuck

Really

Times were different.
Annot two years later I was living with a woman For two years
                                                                    Times do not dictate our actions
Do not inform us

Its our life Not the Times
                            Fuck it

   Which is exactly who you are.

I’m not you.


No  You are not
                 So youve said troubled by friends with benefits
Yes.

You appreciate your daughter is enjoying benefits too not a oneway street

Can you appreciate tha


I’d rather not think about that.

Yahwell Probably like her not wanting to think of you enjoying benefits
                                                                           Thas crazy  People fuck
Pleasure
          They also masturbate
Jesus.
Careful
        No brain aneurysm Tug  Plug away  Vibrate  Thrill
Speaking of benefits and Jesus

I don’t think I want to hear this.

You brought up both
                       Call it accountability

shoved fingers in hers ears Nahnahnahnahnahnahnah

reminded him when she was a kid

suppose when she became a woman no longer a child she didnt put fuckin childish things away  aside

he never did care for fingers in his ears
                                          a tongueYahman
waited her out


finally she unplugged

Tantrum over

Yes.

Good

So what is it I have to endure?
Priests get them
Nuns shoud to

discernable irritated What?

Nuns with benefits

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1359,  Monday,  1  7. 24
Lilies of the Field  Amen  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYHd0HKaVw4

You Can Call Me Alien

Galatians.
Wha

Galatians King James  Chapter One Verse One

he muttered Whew  Better

Paul, an apostle, not of men, neither by man, but by Jesus Christ, and God the Father, who raised him from the dead;

muttered Not better
                     though he was right when she said

What’s with the puss?

I was right from the getgo

Getgo?

When you said Galatians I misunderstood
                                             Yacame out of the blueI caught the secondthird syllables  But I woudnt be wrongwasnt wrong

What are you talking about?

You know Im not a believer but you refuse to give up on me

Yes.
      You’re my plus one.
If  if I precede you
                    Flip it Then wha without you vouching for me
Placard with my name scribed on it beside yours on a white linencovered table

I’ll get you in.

Tall fucking order babe

We’ll deal with that when it comes.
                                     What were you right about? Galatians.

I thought you said Aliens
                           An apostle not of men neither by man
Prettyfuckin alien you have to agree

1812,  Sunday,  30  6. 24
1309,  Monday,  1  7. 24
Paul Simon  You Can Call Me Al  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KHxeM1hQOSc

 

SUPREMES have spoken

(havent handed Donald Trump shit)

thereby   IMMUNITY

Biden

holds former as a Clear and Present Danger

imprisons him

imprisons 6 extremist Supreme Court judges (soberly referred to as justices)

because

Ooops  they have given Biden the same power

1705,  Monday,  1  7. 24


. . . we don’t have a water fountain at work.

Worked most of my life outdoors Carried two glassgallon containers in the car to job sites

Summertime Finished them both before coming home Well-hydrated before hydration became the cunt it is today
Everybody sucking something

A water cooler

No. You’d think.
I said

You have to bring your own. Unfortunately. Often I run out of the house without.

Accountability Shes a bitch 
                                 Then wha

Thirsty I go next door. A convenient store. I buy a can of water.
Can
      Water comes in cans

Yes.
      You wouldn’t know because you don’t get out much.

Nor would I buy a can a bottle of water bubbled or not

No you would not.

No

So I buy a can. You wanna guess what the water’s called?

Water

The brand.

I know Crystal

You’re creative. If you were labeling water what would you name it?

Fuck if I know
Close.

he laughed
              Fuck if I know water 
I’m tellin’ ya. Close.

It’s called Liquid Death.

Does it taste like water

Doesn’t water taste like water.

Yah
     Howbout Washed My Ass with It water Stirred It with My Cock water Douched with It water

If bubbled, probably big sellers.
                                  What’s that water taste like?  Ass.

Theres the reason weve been good friends for decades Despite opposite sexes

1628,  Sunday,  30  6. 24
1230,  Monday,  1  7. 24


no sooner had she said he had to say

actually

he just repeated her

Yummy

OhmyGod yes. Absolutely yummy.

   Do you know how long youve been saying yummy

she paused
                   Probably since I was a little girl, why?

Well  in the last three days out of the mouths of three different womenyoure the trifecta Im excited for tomorrow  Ive heard yummy

Probably because what they were referring to was yummy.

Ill concede tha

So what’s your beef?

Not a beef complaint
                         Observed  Heard
Not in my vocabulary

Really?
Really
        With confidence I can sayadmit Ive not used the word to describe anything

But it’s the perfect word.

Id agree For a chick to say

If a guy said it Id give him wide berth

Because maybe hes gay?

Ohfuckno No problem with gays Im safe Im all for L G B T Q I A two S plus

I A two S plus?

Intersex asexual or agender two-spirit
                                        Plus sign denotessignifies additional identity terms
Helluva a menu huh

Different times. Different times.

Yes Ive no problem with gays
                                 However
Dude says yummy laughbarked    Dealbreaker

Dealbreaker?

Yahsure You know it
                       How many dealbreakers you allow

How many? That’s queer.
It isisnt it
           A pane of glass is the deal A rock is a breaker Shatter the glass with the rock  Done

I’d agree with that.

I cant tell you how many people I know who believe three  fourfive if you woud faults  I mean theyd be dating them  are acceptable

I’d have a hard time relating to that.

Not yummy

No. Not at all.

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1140,  Monday,  1  7. 24

whos he tryin to kid
                    Christ
did he really think him that thick
                                  just fell off the turnip truck
hed been put up to it
he knew by who
buddy thinks hes being gallant
                                     using words outside his vernacular concern  tipping his hand
he decided to play stupid
                             humour himself

Forgiveness.


Wha of it

Do you ever consider forgiveness?
                                        Are you forgiving?
Arya talkin to me

   I’m asking.
You know

I don’t know that I know.
OHya know
               A negative proves a positive
If I don talk about something negative rare in my realm  thereby more than probable given its me Id choose not to engage or discuss it    Like now Your baby all yours
Hence positive  in the equation

How do you not know
                          he thought that declaration would have alerted him that he knew buddy was talking for somebody elsehad been put up to it anif anyone could be put up to something  because he was troubled to say No because he wanted to please everyone be liked by everyone  fatal flaw in his character
                                                               otherwise
an awfully nice guy

ifya like nice guys

but they were related

his hands were somewhat  tied


So . . . you struggl . .
. . No

Forgiveness.

Few fewfewfew forgivenesses
                                  Can count on one hand
Though tha said
Im not playing the game from the getgo

The few fewfewfew friends I have
                                        My choice
Friends vetted 

Forgiveness unnecessary


I had an idea . I didn’t . . . I didn’t appreciate how seve . .
. . Compared to you
                      Im heinously severe

Whaelse ya got up your sleeve

Excuse me?

Forgiveness Check

What do you mean?
                         showed his hand

Check We checked one off your list

What do you mean my list?

I thinkno believe  since forgiveness was on your mind theres more  one maybe two  youd also like to check off

I don’t think I know what you mean.

So we can move on to other subjects  Weve exhausted this forgiveness realm

   Well . . .

Well wha
              saw it coming

Well . . what about compassion?

An empathy

There one in the same.

There not

I see them as one in the same. I’ve talked . .
. . he didnt want to hear his admission he knew who he talked with who sent him on this embarrassing mission not that a white knight is ever embarrassed Go slay me a dragon.   Fuckin slay it yourself
                                                                               he sighed
Compassion  Characterised by desire to take action to help another

Empathy  Characterised by an awareness of other peoples emotional experiences  Then ones attempt to feel those same emotion Walk a mile in their moccasins
                                                 Agree
Disagreed

Characterized.  Brutal assessments.

Truth Honesty  Brutal
                          I like the word
Answer

What do you mean?

Ill answer
           My empathy compassion are hard won Not often given
On the otherhand  You
                         Like chocolates in a twopound box of candy
Offered liberally

Which are yours to offer
                              which buddy fell over himself to do for who he knew who buddy did
Such a fuckin knight in white shiny armor
  
1454,  Sunday,  30  6. 24
1045,  Monday,  1  7. 24