18.5.24


Jesuschrist fuckin tapping
                        WHA
not that he was expecting an answer
an answer woud probably irritate him more
                                               Make your point
it was insistent
bugged him most of the night
                                he ignored it until it woke himWHAT
his cat hearing his voice came up the hall on a dead run leapt onto the bed
her expression WHA

Hiya leftie
            I appreciate your attention baby  Its still dark  Not time to eat not time to eat

a good pettingscuffing sufficed

eventually she quit with her feigns left right left right  left   right and settled down between his legs  nuzzled  went to sleep

he fell back asleep slept better when she slept
                                                the pulsing continued
occurring in different places left of his spine

were they contiguous  aligned  hed think muscular
                                                         but they werent
random  varying strengths    no tempo
Im going to sleep he said  quietly    so he didnt disturb leftie

   was able to shut it out


when he woke in the morning
                                  they continued

made the bed fed the cats in an out shrubjay showed Boid Boid Boid  fed it kibbles

    they were there

did laundry vacuumed made coffee went to his PC read newsfeeds wrote emails just like the letters he wrote  no one replied
       must think he was being rhetorical

still there  Hey bub  Hey bub  Hey bub
                                          Ya you  Ya you
Wha

he went so far as to enterbring up Morse Code and see if he could make some sense of it words  a message  from a neural sponsor some fuckinhilarious apparition
he couldnt

    was with him until the middle of the afternoon when he smoked a joint had a red beer spiked with kimchi
sat with the sun on his back
                               felt the taps quiver  lessen    quietquiver  lesser    quit
wanted sun

fuck if he knew


    hasnt returned   
damn right tempting fate
                           tossing it up into the ether
daring

    he figured it went onto some other shmuck
                                                  some other receptor ripe for the picking

1423,  Thursday,  16  5. 24
1812,  Saturday,  18  5. 24
Pink Floyd  Another Brick In The Wall  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9d72n2fX6g

helped to be high
 
not that he ascended to some rarified  bizarre    etherexistence NO
                                                                         hes traditionally that  status quo
he seesdescribes twisted tortured  AWry   his specialty

    What the fuck are you talking about?

Wha I said Arya listenin to me
                                      I told ya
You told me what?

Christ  Ya blind
                      Im being pretty  explicit

No. I can’t. I haven’t a fuckin clu . .
. . Anyare gettin upset with me
                                    Somebody pith your imagination when you were a kid
Plain as the nose on your face

    Wha

I’ve no idea what you’re talking about. sounded like a bucket of gravel being dumped

Wha I said  Wha I told ya
                                The turkey vultures tha flew overhead while I was takin a leak

I didn’t get that.


Howdya not get tha
                       I aint drawin a picture  Makes no sense to explain a joke

Were you telling me a joke?


   No  Not at all

Wha did I say

Fuck if I can remember.  You weren't making any sense from the getgo.

Turkey vultures

They flew over my head

They looked like an erratic Polish fighter squadron

No.


   FUCK

1423,  Thursday,  16  5. 24
1711,  Saturday,  18  5. 24

music box

You know how it is when youre folding laundryyour mind wanders

No. I don’t I play music.

Playing music your mind doesnt wander
                                             You singing

I don’t sing.

An playing music your mind doesnt wander Doesnt music invoke memories its a trigger for me a if you woud  a soundtrack takes me back I remember good times
Remember bad ones too

No.
    I can’t say that it does.

   Are you purposefully being contrary

No.


Actually you are  An often   So we don agree
                                                  Passive aggressive
I disagree.

Of course you do
                     Nevermind

   I’d like to hear what you thought.

Ships sailed Im gonna go

he made a pouty face Did I hurt your feelings?

No  You cant
              But whaya really oughta do right now is take a selfie have tha expression made into an emoji you can use while texting
                   So cute
Just like a chick



   music box
what he thought while he folded laundry
                                            it just wandered in
made him chuckle
                    the chuckle turned into a laugh
                                                      the laugh into a near wipe-the-tears-from-his-eyes
he cracked himself up

JAYSUS pull it together man



met at a family picnic they were familiar but hadnt really connected in the past
                                                                                     red beers helped
it was a hot day


as dusk fell they went for a walk around the park lagoon

she stumbled

he missed the crook of her arm

she tumbled into the water

looked like the waterlilies around her

it was shallow so he didnt jump in to help her
                                                  his laughter also didnt help

standing at the edge of the lagoon he held his hand out

she splashed the hell out of him

   eventually amid riotous laughter she took his hand
                                                         Youre wet
You’re as wet as me.

he looked at his clothing
                           I am

My motel’s not far from here, it has a laundry. We can walk, don’t imagine you’d want to get in your car wet.

Or a wee bit drunk

Or that.

Yah okay Lets stroll


it wasnt far

Tellya what.

Wha

I’ll shower, change my clothes, and while you shower I can take our clothes launder them. There’s a robe in the closet.

nothing in that sounded like seduction or foreplay
                                                       yet
by the time the clothes were dry

several Jacks sipped

continued winning conversation

minimal furniture

the bed was inviting


I may be a bit rusty

Isn’t it like riding a bicycle?

One sits on a bike an yaint no bike baby

again their laughter lubricated them

he went down between her legs

her breath came faster as he began to part her
                                                    he paused   Yahear tha pressed her legs together
What?
Didnt hear tha

   No.  Nothing.

Probably nothing
                 began parting herSTOPPED pressed them together   Ya don hear tha

she looked at him
                         Im not hearing anything.
Hmmm
         began parting her again  stopped  slightly pried There   Tha

What? No.
                Nothing.
Listen
         Ohyes definitely
What?

Zeppelin

What?

Rock an Roll

What of it?

Been a long time been a long time been a long a lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely time  Yes it has

Oh quiet.

he did
          split her wide



   like at the lagoon
                      she tumbled   out of bed to escape his tonguelashing

was like riding a bicycle

0826,  Reggaefriday,  17  5. 24
1139,  Saturday,  18  5. 24