10.3.18



he woke stubbornlyout of an erotic dream to the bingbing sound of an incoming texthe sighed deeply leaving behind what he was leaving behind

october was nestled between his legsup against his groin

his girlfriend texted to say she was up

she was notorious for sleeping through her alarmshe was notorious for waking just before his alarms went off  then he was up on his two feet

she didnt know how he did it

he told her he attributed it to working as a paperboy for eleven yearsseven days a weekpenny a papertwo cents on Sunday  that stretch broken up only by broken legs  broken arms an broke fingers an noses didnt cut any slack
he worked around those


he set his alarm for her for eightthirty

she texted at eightseventeen

if she hadnt he would probably have awaken at eighttwenty eighttwentyfive

he turned to his right and grabbed his cell off the nightstand an endonend woodannibbledgnawed feeding trough

he texted  :  Good morning, baby! You’re out of bed?

:  im up in adam

she teased

hed said up in adam for years rotely  the words leaving his mouth without him thinking of them

then he stopped himself one day  an repeated outloud what came out of his mouth Up In Adam Whaddafuck  Im not Im I mean  Up  And  At  It    WhyamI saying up in adam

overhearing him laying beside him she laughed Thats what Ive always wanted to knowsince the first time I heard you say it

CHRIST Why didntya ask

I suspected you said so only to intimates  a quirkan affectation

Jesus Throw me a bone   When I make an ass out of myself tell me

I didnt find it assworthy  It was cute  an youre rarely cute

Fuuuck I hate cute

And thats probably all the more why I didnt say so

he was cutehe needed cute like he needed a hole in his head


he reached down to pet octobers head

she tried to avoid his handshe was feral  only a month in the house

he retried and grabbed an ear  See  Still stuck to your head girl thats a good thing

she batted at his hand withholding her nails 

she was learning

he texted  :  I love that you’re up in adam, baby.  Feet on the ground?


:  grounded

he relaxed  she was on her own  but she was still notorious  it was only one battle in a long war

turning again he laid the cell beside the alarm clock and depressed the lever that killed the alarm

laying back october remained between his legs so he kept on pulling her earpetting her 

maybe  just maybe  she purred 

then he placed his hand on the covers at his waist and looked over it at her calico facecalicoes fascinated him  she was the first he ever cared for  his daughter had one Elmo  Elmo lived sixteen years died a month before she gave birth to her first daughtershe always said that she took Elmo in a barn kitty to prove to herself that she could care for another living thing  she didnt dare want a child being the first living thing she ever cared for  with Elmos help she also cared for Aeros a German Shepherd who died very young of gastric torsion and Takota another fine German Shepherd who capably filled the wound and gap that Aeros’ death made      

musing of his daughter he became aware that octobers eyes were fixedskewed to the space to his right

he watched her

she definitely watched something

definitely

Awshit he thought  I hope she not watching a ghost 

animals cats dogs can see ghosts

theyre easily within their realm

its human beings with their big brains that either can or cant an more often dont  dont want to acknowledgeor fear  that they share the world with the immaterial  who for their own reasons throw off their cloaks an appear  they walk move fly hover  with the sublime agility as only they can

the house had three ghostthree roommates thats what they called them  an they were grateful they shared the space without enmity with patience  times with humour

itd be like one of them now in bed to be seen by october  her feralness making her closer to them than he could ever be


Times up he muttered softly  he had to look an see what she was looking at  he hoped it wasnt one of their heads disembodied laying beside his  weightless  looking at him

he turned his head


his heart in his throat



he saw

october intently watched the secondhand of the alarm clock move through time in its staccato fashion


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