love redux ?

all i ever wanted

was to keep you in sight   incited

i wanted

but that wasnt a good reason for you

was it

what i wanted wasnt what you wanted and what you wanted is what i said i wanted

for you

when did i slip off the track

onto that short ugly siding

sliding badly

blind

thats not what i wanted

for you

not what i wanted for you sounds like a miserable excuse

though i could probably fashion worse

to get out from under all the lies ive told you

to keep you

for me

to keep you for me  sounds horrible

i didnt mean it horribly

i suppose no one in love ever means it horribly

but it is 

and in love  

is just a miserable excuse

there isnt a reason on the planet love can invoke

to wash blood off its hands  

but lovers try to convince themselves there is  

and there are scores and scores

trying to tilt the playing field to their advantage

how does advantage work 

in a loving relationship                                                                             

for you

for me for you

or for me

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I know wha Ill draw for the Venn diagram  Show me yours

Between W W F and M M A?

Whaddafuck

               Acronyms  Wha

Jesus. World Wrestling Federation and Mixed Martial Arts.

Thank you

I think you should know them.

Know something I have no interest in

                                       Know something Ive not watched since the advent of W W F

A waste of time

So you think. Tons of people would disagree with you.

You can disagree with me Im not interested in wha tons of people think

                                                                               Never have

                                                                                Never will

Unlike you monkey see monkey do social butterfly

 

Quit with the look not impressed

                                   Your Venn handed him the clipboard and paper he always kept at the ready

 

he handed it back to him

    Does it ever occur to you that whenever I exercise you to draw your beloved Venn  the intersection between subjects tend to be virtually the samecompose a fifteenpercent overlap

No.

Ja

    Wha I oughta do is make a Xerox of the commingled circles anhaveya label whaswha

Bullshit.

Aint

       But for tha matter I oughta do the same for me

    The same for you?

Ja

      Here drew a single circle  handed the clipboard to him

 

A circle?

One in the same

                  Entertainment

No.

Id rather read a book

Wrestling was fake, MMA is real violence.

MMA reeks Roman gladiators Coliseum bread an circuses panem et circenses superficial appeasementplease

    Help yourself no thanks

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FILTER

AT WORK

had written that on a white v-neck tshirt in permanentblack Magnum Sharpie marker 

                                                                                          for purpose of maybe

justmaybe  itd buy him some leeway cred with people who were offended he hadnt a filter

                                                                                                  admittedly

confusing

if he hadnt a filter

   why was he wearing the tshirt

 

if one isnt curious theres an awfullygood chance they take things at face value and do not consider delvedeeper into other possibilities

those who knew himknew

                              he was irregularly multifracturednot to be confused with multifaceted or a multitasker  Ohno

in this particular instance

this particular tshirt

was alluding to the fact

that he was a filter

coffee

liquor

beer

     went through him like he was a sieve

ingest

relieve

   on top of that

he was pretty sure he expelled more liquid than he ingested

                                                               Holdon holdon  a mariachi

Wha

       You can read noware reading over my shoulder as I journal

Confess

    Confession ifnot a practising Catholi . .

. . An atheis . .

. . Lemme finish

    Finish

Ifnot a practising Catholic confession remains good for the soul

I thought you had no sou . .

. . Not in the sense tha Ill let religion abscond coopt the wordKRACK their knuckles with a ruler

Returning a favour

Knuckles ass kneel on a broomstick

I remember

You were there

I was

       I tell the tales an the recentarrived gasp

Was gaspable

 

I was saying before you interrupted

                                       Holdon

Ja

You forget you eat bowls of soup when you dine

  Oh

You do

  I do

          I hadnt thought of tha

Yare welcome

Thank you

he and them got along well because they were for the most part  polite

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746

         think

 

round up

 

think

         8

think

         or8

 

7 for 6 rounding up

7 plus 4 plus 6 is 17 1 plus 7 is 8

or8

         orate

         think

its shit like this he has to contend with when he wakes in the morningnever just opens his eyes lays there

feeling

        thinking

               then opens his eyes to see where he is

fuckin grateful

hes still alive

 

         accordingly

                      Thankful   

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Pink Floyd  The Last Gig in the Sky  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWZ6hmHj2MA

redux Thanksgiving talkin turkey

Sigh 

The –gh is silent  like silent –b words  numb tomb crumb  if buried one becomes

Why are you laboring to explain the pronunciation of sigh?

Because

          I wanna to make sure that if I apply to that market as a bagger nothing precedes itnothing is silent that theres nothing they let languish that they should have admitted before I accept a job

A bagger’s a bagger . .

. . Until it aint

For the love of Mike . .

. . For the love of Pete For that sake for the love of Christ letem all get into it have a part because it wasnt explained it was withheld during the final interview and job offer

I'm having a hard time stitching these vague threads together; what the hell are you talking about?

Im talking concerns I have about unspecified duties or requirements  unidentified during the course of my application interview and offer

Silent lette . .

. . Particularly silent letters

Back down, getting a little harsh; what particular silent letters?

One in particular T

A silent t

Tsunami Tchaikovsky 

Okay. Good examples. I understand. But what, however, does that have to do with anything, or anything to do with performing as a bagger?

Do I have to be more specific

Apparently I’m dense.

Yare

Careful.

          Enlighten me. Filled in the blank. I haven’t a clue what you’re getting at.

T – bagger Ts silent Or tea-bagger t-e-a better

                                                  I aint t-bagging aint tea-bagging Silent t

More.

Whamore ya need

I don’t understand what you mean.

Tea-bagging

No. What’s tea-bagging?

Oh man how is it you arent deadhow is it as old as yare that ya havent heard of tea-bagging

Maybe . . because . . . I’m unlike you.

You can say that again

                         If tea-bagging I aint doin it for minimum wage

Are you going to tell me?

Ill let you swallow the sip of beer youre going to take first

 

Aah, that’s tasty.

Good All swallowed

Swallowed.

So apropos I couldnt have scripted this

You want to get on with it; enlighten me?

Indeed Let me take you out of the dark Tea-bag Place ones balls in the mouth of another

                                                                                              Nothanks Not at minimum wage

I’ve . I've never heard of that.

Dontake my word for it look it up on your ever trusty steedyour smartphone

T-E-A bag gobble gobble gobble Talkin turkey now 

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