Adam Raine

. . . how LLMs behave

Behave

          A motherfuckin machine hes enraged  

may not emotionallybe in the best place

watched Don’t Look Up

                           Netflix

he should have sympathy for how a machine behaves

sympathy for how its designers its coders its engineers failed   them falling back  machine hallucinations

    Ja

          circuits  motherboards  an inanimate object hallucinates

                                                                        he ate peyote in the desert

ate jimsonweed seeds in a bowling alley in Des Plaines

did LSD did whaever the fuck it was in Miami that took him down for three days

                                                                                      his housemates crossing their fingers he didnt die

HALLUCINATE

                  he believed a machines mouth would be wired  braces

got a blowjob from Annie

she had braces

                  but

she had a thing for him

she was nimble  gentle

there was little blood

he thought when he came hed blowout the back of her head

                                                                     hes flesh an blood

porous 

cells squaredancing with cells

    Howbout this

                       Ive a fuckin brain

Ive neurons firing

Ive genetics  DNA

Im a descendant of the African continent  from Eve

                                                         Were all black

Whitey

    Youre black

AI  you they prefer pronouns aint no colour  aint of no tribe

                                                                aint drawn a breath      

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Adam Raine  https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2025/aug/27/chatgpt-scrutiny-family-teen-killed-himself-sue-open-ai

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GoFbNLrg44 

The Daily Show  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s20CbtHP6fs 

Ive an idea for this  somehow  someway   cinematic Marvel superheroes era were in an cant escape

    Really?   You’re not into superheroes?

No  You read comicbooks growingup

I did.

I didnt

         In our house we read literature or Readers Digest indigestible  I preferred lit

When I got out of the house I went to the garage where I hid my science fiction an Baldwin an went for long long walks to read

That explains how you do what you do.

Ja

     Lotsa practise

So my idea

             May set the world on fire  chuckled

It may?

Possibly

             You recall our conversation about old an older men

Like I could forget. One of the few times I liked what came out of your mouth.

                                                                                  It was cogent.

Im always cogent  You lack the capacity

                                           On you bro

The current flamboyant superheroes

                                      Christ

What of ‘em?

Not them

           This

I still have to figure out the demarcation to distinctly clarify the difference between old an older

Awright.  Your current alignment is awfully concise.

Concise

           Tha a compliment

Don’t get mistyeyed.

Look at you  Clipped

                       If I hadnt heard it with my own ears I woudnt have believed it

Yeah. Seems you’re rubbin' off on me.

Ohgosh   My little boys growing up

                                        Makes my heart happy

Howbout we disembark this merry-go-round, get to the meat of the subject.

Meat

         Its kinda fancy  Like superhero costumes

They are.

    Howbout   Superannuated men

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Tyler Bates  Don’t Get To Misty Eyed  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T7_SUaoPJ9s

bawdy

Down on the strand is a vacant house. Dilapidated. Boarded up.

                                                                     Kids have spraypainted graffit . .

. . Kids

    Somebody.

Better

But kids break in and party.

Opportunity

              I woud

I wouldn’t. The old man who lived there was murdered.

Is he still there

He was murdered. They, the police, found his body, determined he was murdered.

Hes not there

What are you asking me?

Why woudntya party there

                               Inhabit the uninhabited or  maybe    the old mans still there

thought Jesus but didnt say

                              The only reason why I brought this up, the murder, the police caught the murderer.

Evidently the old man was paying for sex. Women would come to the house.

One of the women, the murderer’s girlfriend, blew the old man.

An he killed the old man

    That’s what I just said.

He didnt kill his girlfriend

Jesus.

        Anyway. His attorney plead a crime of passion.

He win  His punishment reduced

He did.

Id disagree

              Had he killed his girlfriend then a crime of passion

But thasaid may have been a sharp cookie maybe countin on the girlfriend for conjugal visits

Jesus.

Black humour

                    Whas a crime of passion

I just told you.

No Real passion

he knew he wouldnt give him a choice but to listen drably  What?

College boyfriend a bad boy takes his girlfriend home she passes out they have sex when she comes torealises shes been violated goes directly to the hospital for a rape test which concludes  there are five semen samples

   Thasaid

                The murdered old man supports my definition of an old man not an older man

  

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https://www.law.cornell.edu/wex/crime_of_passion

Stones  Gimme Shelter  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kkKiqgjOt4

wished he quit with the clever

                                  buddy wasnt

No

What do you mean no?

It doesnt fly

Yes it does.

How so

Like you like to say, common sense.

No

    Do not equate a postponed ejaculation with postponed gratification

Youre just embarrassing the ejaculate

                                          Spposed to be grateful

Let it rip

You know what I’m talking about.

   Evidently  not

Postpone  Deliberate

Yeah.

So

You’re masturbating, just moments before you cum you stop stroking, pinch it real hard, it begins to relax, startup again.

Ive heard it saidvoila he didnt pronounce it like the French mightlike buddy would attempt fail miserably Ive read it

    But Ive never done it

Never?

Ever

           Ive held off makin my partner cumdrive her nuts Though I woudnt saycall tha  postponing

Id agree  deliberate

A lousy comparison

You dont think ejaculation is gratifying?

She a hooker

Youre grateful

Werent gettin no punany

    Wham bam thank you maam

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Dean Martin  Wham! Bam! Thank You, Ma’am!  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTKrqMFTQaU

he stoodup to go to the bathroom

the telephone rang

he pickedup Talk Its your dime

Papa.

Hey beautifulcan I call you right back I was heading to the bathroom

Sure. Talk in a sec.

In a sec

she hung up

he set the receiver back in the cradle 

headed to the head

 

washing his handsfigured they hadnt spoke in a while

                                                          was heading into a long conversation  hed go to the kitchen pour himself a fresh cup of coffee

at the coffeemaker the goodoldtrusty Proctor Silex above it took down a cup from the cupboard from a ridiculous selection one for every fuckin occasion What do I get him for his birthday Christmas Valentines Day A Thank You? He likes coffee. Can’t give him just coffee. Yes you can A unique coffee cup. Everyone owns their unique he has three shelves circulates each and every cup   eventually  he thinks a different cup every daybut there are favourites that linger usesem couplethree days in a row but  eventually each and every one is used guessfourfive times a year

before he can pour a large black fly buzzes himwhips around behind his head then headlong to the kitchen window banging itself on glass as flies do

                                             looked like a headache to him

the kitchen window hasnt a screen

setting the unique cup down he sidesteps the counter to the window

the flys beating itself senseless on the stationary pane

he opens the slider halfway for the fly to escape the house

                                                                   DENIED it escapes back into the house

shut the window

goes to pour himself a cup

flys back at the window banging its head

opens the slider again

back into the house

    figured he wasnt doing human tricks for a fly

back it came bangbangbanged the window opened it bang  bang bangbang escapes into the house

Fuck you fly

poured himself strong black coffee

returned to the studio

called his daughter

she picked up

                Are you okay? That was a bit.

Nawh kiddo  I was trying to free a fly

                                          They arent very smart

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