he read mystagogicHOLD ON he knew hypnopompic knew hypnagogic

                                                                                   Whas this

learned it was from mystagogy

etymology Keep the -ogy coming Greek to initiate interpretation of mysteries

                                                                              which is exactly what hypnopompic hypnagogic   dreaming  if exercised   achieves

dont need no bandleader priest   minister

balls in ones court

                      anif they so desire

they can ferret an find out  discover  what their symbols mean

                                                                       because its their court

no one knows them better than they know themselves

                                                           if they so desire

 

as hes grown older desire has morphed into brazen need  an interior quest

                                                                                  at times  somber   sober

more often  tacks humourously

    he prefers dark humour like dark chocolate

                                                     slowly  licking the corners of his mouth smacking his lips

What are you eating?

Nothing

You’re certainly carrying on like you’ve eaten something.

I have

warming under the collar You said nothing.

Maybe I shoud have said  Nothing 

                                          Youd enjoy

1452,  Thursday,  15  1. 26

1208,  reggaefriday,  16  1. 26

Sebalds at him again

 actually hes at him 

  pompes funèbres

                         The landlady . . . talks . . . about her strange old-fashioned and over-crowded wardrobe, about dresses reminiscent of the pompes funèbres to whose dusty vulgarity K. [Kafka] has taken exception.

French

undertaker

if he had trained and were employed hed rather be called an undertaker

                                                                             imagine putting pompes funèbres on a business card

the fact of the matter was when he read it he thought possibly  apples [pommes]  funèbres made him think funnel cake

              apple funnel cake

                                    it didnt fit

dresses reminiscent of the the the screwed it  gaudy dresses reminiscent of apple funnel cake dusty  powdered sugar  vulgarity  deepfried cake

                                                he wasnt interested

    hed take exception

                                    it didnt fit

but now he knew

to close a humourous quote Hobbes  Leviathan

                                  it kind of fits  As men abound in copiousness of language, so they become more wise, or more mad than ordinary.

  

1502,  Thursday,  15  1. 26

1521,  reggaefriday,  16  1. 26

Sebald lights him up

                          cited Orthodox Judaism

One sought to ensure a lasting contact with the departed by touching the feet [toes] of the corpse.

his family kissed their dead on the mouth goodbye

                                                         precious      was a long time ago

recently most family has said they want to be cremated which steals the kisses

he couldnt think of a time when he considered someone a corpse

                                                                     an aunt uncle cousin mother father sister brother daughter

since he was going to be cremated   spread

                                                     now he was collecting all the kisses giving all the kisses to ensure  lasting   contacts

 

    more pleasurable and easier than returning to haunt them  

1446,  Thursday,  15  1. 26

1122,  reggaefriday,  16  1. 26

that spun himwasnt prepared

                                psychopathy   personality disorder

psychopath

    why wasnt he aware of the noun

                                        nous  conceived as the highest faculty of the human soul he wasnt convinced the intuitive capacity to directly perceive truth reality the divine he wasnt convinced

 

 

It’s hard to convince you of anything.

Not really  Laborious perhaps

                                     Layout your evidence

That’s har . .

. . Buddy   Youre lazyyou complain Im stubborn Im anal you think because were friends I shoud accept whatya say knowing full well it doesnt work tha way I don know something I do not sayWittgenstein

    Since Im unawareignorant I shoud take you at your word

A cold day in Hell

Evidence

I don’t have the time.

You do

           Youd rather spend it doing something else

Typically    Social

And knowin Ill research an truly learn the truth the reality

Then you’ll tell me.

Not even   remotely half the time

                                         I do it for my own edification

If you happen to return to ittalk about a cold day in Hell Ill share  Share my sources references 

he shrugged his shoulders stretched his neck rolled his head

                                                                    It’s hard to convince you.

Evidence

2007,  Thursday,  15  1. 26

1045,  reggaefriday,  16  1. 26

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4321752/

Sam Harris  Prof G  Crisis of Truth in America Politics https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dO83MWhtut8