he wokeup with this bangingslogging around inside his head 

                                                                  MAGA   MAGA whawas it maggot   Awwhawas it

AHyes flock fuck of unerring MAGApies magpies chanting the erroneous lies of their Dear mindless Leader it was like Whac-a-Mole them ducking back into slimy wormholes unlike scifi holes having emerged from wells caverns gross subterranean bowels in the earth as found in Lovecrafts writing Cthulhu sister Kassogtha then Ghast Mi-go Shoggoth Dagon Azathoth not to be confused with Azazel the Jewish Scapegoat Night-gaunts Y’Golonac Yog-Sothoth or shapeshifting crawling chaos Nyarlathotep gawdblessya slithery  it was these names  physicalities he imagined that averted him from reading terror and horror 

                                 not his cup of tea 

                                                     anyet his misfortune to be awakened by

he had to admit the crosssection he saw of their shallow underground hemisphere was quite cool very steampunkish hellish  ample turning cogs gears worm gears to toss ironwrenches into to bring their foul machinery to a halt the atmosphere spoiling growing foetid

                                    an him aboveground with a ball peen hammer in either hand to WHAC what came up their mouths wideopen gulping blue air smashing faces shattering teeth

0730ish,  Monday,  9  5. 22

1119,  Monday

https://bookstr.com/list/top-ten-h-p-lovecraft-monsters-who-arent-cthulhu/

Walter Lippmann  The Stakes of Diplomacy  “When all think alike, no one thinks every much.”

poorpoor Supreme Court justices who have decided to overthrow Roe v. Wade

it occurred to him during a White House press briefing the whining of the Press the dire insipid whining of FOX  their the fake moral indignityfew more indignant than Peter Deucey “These activists posted a map and the home addresses of Supreme Court justices, is that the kind of thing the president wants?” 

hmm

      didnt remember outcry outrage grievance when antiabortion activists posted the home addresses of gynecologists lawfully practising abortion their pictures posted  identity of family members license plates vehicles they drove then asked when they were murdered please X-out their picture at the site

                                                                           how convenient not to remember that

405preferred to 1605,  Thursday,  5  5. 22

1625,  Monday,  9  5. 22

https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2001/mar/30/internetnews.usnews

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRr7HUtf9cs 

 

he liked simple equations 

                             1 + 1 = 2 

if the Court overturns Roe it sanctions rape and incest 

                                                       the Court overturns a womans precious right to control her person body and health 

                seemed simple enough  seemed distilled to its primacy

1933,  Monday,  9  5. 22

Man she frustrates me. 

                         We went back and forthskirted the issue, I certainly didn’t want to come off halfcocked . . I wanted to be reasonable, I didn’t want to text something I couldn’t take back . . . so I wrote herconcluded our conversation: My pleasure.

gobsmacked

            he nearly shook his head like an animal a fighter fighting off the haze of an unchecked shot to the chops he didnt grope for the ropes 

                           then clearing his throatAwh  awh  he croaked Your pleasure  

Yes.

Why the hell did you do that not pleasure wrong message  Now ya texted something yacant take back  Ya realise that 

      An ya lied

Lied?

Yah   Lied 

             It wasnt not as yave related to me  Now yave called it your pleasure Yacant go back on that  Should have said you were miffed been honest

                                      Yave lied an given her cover 

I . . I don’t see it that way.

No ya don  Ya spared her feelings at the expense of your own 

                                                                   Annow yacant take it back

his surly expression suggested he wanted to argue

                                                     Don go there buddy  Ill rip your tongue out of yer head

it wasnt often their conversations ended with a threat of violence 

                                                                     but he wanted to be honest with him

1543,  Thursday,  5  5. 22

1003,  Monday,  9  5. 22

 

  trepverter

                 standing at the bottom of the stairs when it occurs to someone himNAH  he was in full occupancy of his thought when My pleasure came out of his buddys mouth but in that moment had he said so he would have been cruel

so rather then

             NOW  at the bottom of the stairs  to himself and his gleeful interiorselves interior yes slaves he could say it out of earshot and howl with gay abandon 

                                              I wannabe dissed by you just you and nobody else but you I wanna be dissed by you  alone   Poop poop poopy doo

fuck he cracked himself up

had he said upstairs his buddy would have been butthurt and humourless not a good combination or look

  I wannabe dissed by you

                            Jesus wha a riot

221preferred to1421,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  4  5. 22

1207,  Monday,  9  5. 22

Marilyn Monroe  I Wanna Be Loved by You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWHsAmTrOIA  &  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQIvhotZSUw