his defences were down
excuse
reasonreason reason definitely a reason
he woudnt
elaborate
who needed
to know knew
there are things one keeps to
themselveskeeps to a small intimate
clutch
kept it to himself
to friends
then there are friends
the circle
one might say his was more like a
period .
his
sensetrust extended to a select few
few
might not cut it
socialise
according to others outside his friends acquaintances he was remote
others
their definitions did not align
defences down
this felt like he
walked into an intervention
Who are
you to deny people access to your wit, charm, your unique ways of viewing
things?
aneurysmatic Yakiddin me
No.
We’re serious.
maybe because the two women boyohboys sisters were religious boyohboy felt confidencefelt insulated challenging him
he dressedem down
perhaps
would
have been kinder to clear his throat first Fuck you
Fuck
you in the ass
was
pretty sure Gawd wasnt keen on fornication let alone in the ass
You coudnt have thought confronting me
woud impresswoud wha turn me
If I were to think about youyour
socialising I don I woudnt
If I did
Woudnt hold a candle to me an mine
Believe me when I tell you I coudnt
socialise more if I tried
While not face to face do not minimise diminish how I socialise
How
The majority of my life Ive socialised with family twothousand miles away family decades
away Friends alike
Yours
If you see each other twothree four times a year
Excuse me all to hell
They have seemed like hardships
Monday
morning, 6 7. 26
2111, Wednesday,
8 7. 26
