8.9.23


he loved learning something newlearned something new the other day
                                                                           mentee didnt like the sound of it
stood to reason

if he hadnt ever had a mentorhe did not

mentee wouldnt occur to him

fact was hed really have to dig to understand if he ever had a male role model

growing up white male entitled in a white male entitled community houses block after block neighbourhoods nuclear families public pools public recreation centers good schools   lotsa guys he knew regarded their fathers as their role model

majority of their decisions to do whaever was dependent on what they thought their father would make of their choice

he didnt care what his father or his mother thought  frankly   he didnt care what anybody thought

   Aah he didnt have to dig

never a mentor

never a mentee

   seemed mental to him if one didnt make their own way

2001,  2sday,  5  9. 23
1040,  Reggaefriday,  8  9. 23
Stick Figure  Choice is Yours  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xV-lMtisZw0


Ibid. her  Don waste your breath
                                      See the above
   How do you mean?

Say youve given her an explanation Ya don wanna be redundant Cut her off at the kneesat the pass whenever she thinks shes being clever restates reiterates reasks the samedamnquestion
                                                                                Ibid.

   Sounds familiar.

Yah its usually used in footnotes endnotes scholarly references Itll alleviate you wasting your breath An abbreviation of Latin ibidem two lettersnot much it meansreferences in the same place meant as a citation for what preceded it
Youre aces baby skyhigh over her head

I . . I don’t think that would go over well.

tipping his head How very considerate of you   Shes rude calls you stupidsays a monkey could do your job she lordsinsists shes smarter
                           A horses ass Unprofessional  Now to be sure Ive only heard your side of the equation but youre smartnobodys dummy least of all hers  Her business has been profitable off your back Shes tryin to squeeze ya for more which is her job as its your job to push back   She doesnt get anything for nothing  

Babe I wouldnt wanna match wits with you

You’re flatterin . .
. . Im not  I speak the truthHell Im witty  Ya think witty doesnt recognise witty intellect intelligence
                                                                                                         Youre nobodys idiot

Ibid.

Yah

Feels goodfun to say.

Yah
     Ibid. Ribbit
Ribbit. Ibid. Ribbit. Ribbit.
Havin some fun now
Yeah!
          But Im talkin’ with you.

Or Since youve answered her question   Give her crickets

AwJesus, you’re bad.

Not really I don like wasting timemy timeyour time She wants to go in circles let her
                                                                                           Ibid. Ribbit Crickets Ohmy 
Look at you squeezing an Oz reference in.

Ibid. Every day
                 An don forget contemporaneous notes

1153,  Thursday,  7  9. 23
1237,  Reggaefriday,  8  9. 23


axiomatic 
           automatically?axiomatic the quickest way to a mans heart is through his stomach
                                                                                                     erroneous
if that 9mm Glockaxiomatic were pointed at him
at his heart

   eating  it didnt migrate any closer to his stomach than his stomach emigrated to his heart

the quickest way to a womans heart
CHOCOLATE
                  though he understoodbelieved there were outliers too

one day
         he anticipated meeting one

theyd be on equal footing

   he casually wondered if hed like her despite their similarity    

1629,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  9. 23
1014, Reggaefriday,  8  9. 23


. . . to be continued
                                     as a kid he watched lotsa cliffhangers
he was so freakin eager
to jumpin in   hypnopompic
to crawlin out   hypnogogic

   maybeperhaps if he wrote it larger   Naah


he took it to bed
it didnt resist
                 which could also have meant it had no intentions of participating
dead fish
dead weight

   dead
        using it to its advantage


what advantage was that 



to teach him patience

he was already a patient motherfucker
surgeries
painFull rehabs

Don get through tha ifya aint patient

   rilucidous  backtrack   
riludicous   backtrack  
ridiculous 
          jampacked jellypacked tampedstuffed

like
     sometimes it takes work  commitment  to make a woman cum
maybe it was like a woman


Entirely plausible shehe heshe

Exactly 
            I am going to be patiently committed
                                                             to be continued . . .

0750,  Reggaefriday,  8  9. 23