Ah the books passage reminded him of her Katie

                                                      “She made a pretty show of looking through her purse for something, pouting, the way a woman with a good mouth can pout.”

he trembled inside hoped he didnt betray himself the first time he saw her pout

he usually didnt pay particular attention to a womans mouth 

everyone has a mouth

                        but maybe because he was standing up close to hertaller than she and the pout came across her mouth subtly softly  he wanted to kiss her right then and therefeel the ridge of her pout against his lipsfeel it melt  under his mouth like sucking a hard butterscotch candy

a reckless submission

he didnt kiss her then

he told her not to dismay  he had put up her purchase knowing what she wanted so whenever she came in shed have it

she hugged him his cock moved she buried her face in his chest I like you so much

it was delectably innocent

she looked up into his face My boyfriend doesn’t like that I like you.

Your boyfriend doesnt tell you what you like or dont likedo or dont do does he

He tries. But no, he’s my boyfriend. I’m all me.

                                                 still in his armsstill in their embrace she was all herhe felt himself growing

she felt him growing Oh. You like me too. 

                                         she smiled largely fondly We should do something about you and I, shouldn’t we?

I wouldnt have thought youd think so

Maybe you haven’t thought so because I’ve always come in with him. I’m not with him tonight; obviously.

he smiled down into her face

her lips came out of their pout 

he raised his hand to her mouth and slowly ran his thumb across her upper lip her lower lip You have a beautiful mouth Katie 

he felt something move inside her  

her breath rose

                 It’s getting hot in here.

Yes

What shall we do?

What would you like to do

she stepped back out of his arms he wasnt holding her tight despite wanting to 

she looked up into his face

a beautiful smile ran across her lips

I don’t think I’d put you off.

Likely not

her smile brightenedher eyes sparkled mischieviously

she stepped into his arms again  I’d like to do you. he grew hard against her belly An I think she winked you’d like to do me. 

Yes  rose huskily from his throat

Come over tonight? I’ll give you my address.

Yes

what he understood about redheads but never experienced because he usually didnt find redheads attractive Katie was the exception  it turned out to be true

they didnt leave one rock unturned     

  

 earlier than 0850 when he recorded it,  Thursday,  19  9. 19  ( lotsa 9s )

1318,  Friday,  6  12. 19

I wouldn’t bet on it.

he didnt like the haughtinessthe subtle sneer on his face that pushed waterhumped it like a big fish swimming just beneath the surface the swell distortingrefracting the sunlight playing off it

                                                                               the moak seemed as unaware of his sneer as the fish would be unaware

childishly  he couldnt help himself he mimicked  I wouldnt bet on it

the sneer came on full  aware the fishs back broke the surface No. I wouldn’t.

disdain has to be met with disdain 

                                     which follows a natural course  as natural as ebb and flow as respect is met with respect or violence is met with violence or sooner if he saw it coming

Ah But youre not me and then with a slight Elvis snarl showing canine Are you

*   *   *

the canine slipped back under his lip leaving his counter to decide if or not he wanted to acknowledge the tooth

nuanced

a quiet facial expression

to read someone is pure nuance

meaning  the moak had to decide whether he intended violence or rather he was feigning it

he put the ball in moaks court

now he watched to see how he played it

since the intent  the I wouldn’t bet on it was his

the sneer melted away

maybe he called his bluff

or he was feigning

Christ he loved this gamehe may have been better at it than he thought he didnt like to think  he reacted to his nature he reacted understanding that he was responsible for his actions he was utterly comfortable with whatever the consequences might be

once you accept thatknow that everything flows and follows as should be

                                                                               is as should be  Fate?

nah  not really

more like an equation

like math

variables to an equation  =  an outcome a particular answer that particular “fate”

if handfuls of broken rock were strewn on the ground and he tossed a small red rubber ball onto the rocks

where it ends up

how it got there

is “fate”

smaller rocks

same ball

toss

the difference is in the variables

another “fate”

nothing is a sure bet

thats why you play the game

an as he thought – he was getting good at it

he certainly had scars to prove it

he was generously provisioned

right scars

wrong scars

so far they had healed

more importantly 

they healed before the next game

he was a quick healer

he remembered what he had to – tapped it as second nature – his pain informed his memory

pain the simplest reminder of Now Being in the moment

“Stay with me. Stay with me.” pain says the seducer

then with the recognition  a wry smile and smilingpeeling its fingers off his armknocking its hand away from his chest  Gotta go

“No. Stay with me.”

hes beyond its moment  Gotta go

the last  talon   slipped away

*   *   *

he watched moak watching his canine sliphide behind his lip  And so

So?

Where we at

I asked you  Are you 

                                             Are you

0847,  Twosday,  12  11. 19

1149,  Reggae Friday,  6  12. 19

Savoy Brown  Ain’t No Need to Worry  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQ5zX5gdhK4