7.8.24


ruminated as he dreamed

kept him landlocked  at bay
                                   Wha was it
it eluded him nowThey

strangersThey

They eluded him
                   a frank conversationTheir positions nuanced Their differences slight  but neither would concede to the otherStalemate

a stalemate
              
   he wouldnt abide a stale mate if it were up to himbut it wasnt
                                                                       he was hosting

sometimes dreams are parasitic he provides haven  nourishment

sometimesmost of the time They imprint on himhe comes away with source material 
which he readily admits is not his
                                     though he could say he dreamed it up tongueincheek
he rather preferred his tongue wander

wise not to ask him where itd last been
                                           better one   ruminated



he was trying to buy them timestalling to make themselves known
                                                                         it was a long shot
as hes admitted
                  dreams have lives before an after theyre dreamed

however once a train leaves the station
ones missed it he was optimistic
                                    it does not reverse its progress or procession to return

guy at the edge of the track with his dick in hand
                                                      Tha was him

between 7 8ishAM,  day-between-2-Ts,  7  8. 24
1234,  day-between-2-Ts

just cant leave things be

AI
   Microsofts Word program
again

he rubbed his jawclosecropped beard with the back of his fingers

irritated first
bemused second
more bemused
                hoped it wasnt tied to USAs nuclear system  wasnt fodder an mudder  instinctual  Terminatorstyle prowess
supposed Time will tell
                          but she wasnt a rat
shed pulled the shawl over her shoulder clear her throat  It’s time, children, it's time.

   nuclear winter

cockaroaches pleased humankind was finally off their backs
                                                                 as well the other insects vermin
GAIA scratches  mutters Finally done with that dismal experiment.


actually he wasnt that dour
                            understood long ago his capacity to change things which wouldnt changed was beyond him
he  over time  learned patience  acceptance


   AI
Whastha mean

It means An Idiot

interceding Again as he wrote
                                    he wrote tha wha
AI  No, no, no, no.
                    changed it to  thaw ha
intriguing to be sure

thank gawd it didnt capitalise the t
                                      last when he wrote his cock puerile Word changed it to Hiscock capitalised the h  frankly surprised him that it also didnt place a preferred title Mr. mister Hiscock
                                                                                       Mr Hiscock
Wha the fuck.

An Idiots taught him to be alertnot that he wasnt regarding what he wrote editing unmercifully sentence by sentence until he was pleased

which is why he wrote

should someone derived pleasure he liked to share pleasure   hed be happy

   happy
           since a boy happy was what he sought 

if asked if he had his life to do over again what would he change
                                                        Not a damn thing

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1151,  day-between-2-Ts

she was a sprite

an absolute delightan effervescent carbonated shakenbottle of joy fournine tall
                                                                                   I’m actually an inch shy of five feet.
By wha matrix

Pro football heights and weights.

So youre lying
No.
     I’m streetching the truth.

couldnt refute herwouldnt
                           he wanted to get into her pants again

Her pants
Keep it down

Keep it down
              Isnt tha wha I ought to be suggesting youNevermind Her pants  Her pants include other pants shes so willing to share Asif you’re a bottle of wine or dessert to bring to an intimate dinner

Hmm
        I like tha All on your own

Used crib sheets scribbled down from your mind

Thas
No   No
         Its not its not proprietary information Inside is like reading posters off an elaborate kiosk

So Im posting without knowing

Brother Youre paintingslathering the walls

intrigues with himself from within shehes heshes primpedprimedready toGO
                                                                                   illuminating


casually
          You again
Me again.
             Say my name.

I havent forgotten
                    Gabby

You did not, Joe. That pleases me.

You pleased me he didnt say

Where have you been?

Recovering he didnt say

Been

Yes, I’ve been coming here two weeks running hoping to catch you we didn’t exchange information.

We didnt
          Two weeks   Every night

Yes. little exasperated Obviously not a habit of yours.

No Im not one to be habitchuated

Bitch. Habitch.

Youre quick

I can if I want to be.

Habitchuated Bitch you ate I ate  The word teamsHA with possibilities . .
. . That you really ought to explore.
                                      I don’t think you’ll mind. I put the word out.
An the word is

You’re an awfully good fuck. Considerate.

Gabby Youre the good fuck
                                You rile my enthusiasm
Enthusiasm?  I like that.

Not to change the subject he needed to change the subjectwas becoming arousedSO  he considered an immediate thought a side bar  her as Ulysses Circe who apparently had Calypsos waiting in the wings
                                                                             Every night for weeks
Almost three but who’s countingOh . . not you.

If I said I was recovering
Liar.

Awfully quick kiddo
                       You appreciate fun can not only be contagious but also addicting

No. But tell me more of the addicting part. her smile was coywas lascivious eager she was aware of her illiteration a dick ting

We had fun

Yes. Terribly fun.
                    Again?
I coud do tha

Could you do those?

This a pronoun game

Game pronouns.
                  If you’re up for it I can make a call.
A Calypso

What?
Nothing Inside joke
                            Think We coud go one on one
   We could. she nodded
                             But I like . no . . I’m lying . I love to spread it around. I’ve a friend, by any matrix, is sixthree. You up for the tall she giggled the short of it all?

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