12.4.25

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Christ   Woud you he wanted to strangle himwanted to wrap his umbilical cord imbecilecord round his throat save everone from him   wasnt born in time   
                              Woud ya growup

Would I?I’m not fond you are . . I’m not.

Youre insaneworse
                      Worse  I think unsatisfactory
Anticlimactic when things ought to be shriekin climax
                                                             How is tha 
Were of the same generation

That’s what I ought to ask you.

                                    How?
An idea
           I don thinkbelieve  you were ever inspired by sex
Yaever get caught by your parents with a copy of Playboy
                                                                 Or dozens
I have
        AnIll tell you wha
I flauntedem quit hidinem leftem on my desk my dresser with National Geographics Oceanology quarterlies newspapers fishwrap smudgedink articles I dried in the sun before bringem into the house

Was some funk goin on in tha shared bedroom burnt incenses thathen provided perfect cover when blowin a joint

       Ever get high in your bedroom with your parents home


You’re being rhetorical.
 
    Lemmethink
                   Fuck you
Wha the hell were they gonna deny you tha you coudnt earn for yourself punish you were you punished

I had enormous respect for my parents.

Thereya go
              Hit the nail on the head

I did?

Shitya

I loved mine

Respected

Not so much

We had different tastes an I wasnt overthrowin mine for their favour
                                                                             Favour
Respect

Respect

Favour
 

    What are you asking?

Confluence

Melding

Meddling



    Perineum

Tasty

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    confusion  confusedChineseConfucius
                                                    Man who asks a question is a fool for a minute  Man who does not ask is a fool for life

after all this time he thought hed remember
                                               the words are there
opposite sides of the same coin

    Awright to himself Lemme try again

Want help

If I need a lifesaver I can letyas know

nodding Well be vigilant

Thank you I appreciate tha

Youre welcome


Two pairs

Anthey are

First set slander  libel
                          Those ought to be easy but somehow elude me

Anthe second

Yah

    Masochistic  sadistic
Also ought to be easy

Yah

 

 

Jesus  Feels like Im guessin

Best bet

First set
           Someone defamed by language slander  Libel is writtenprint  Im thinkin library
Am I correct

Correct

Whew there wasnt sweat but he felt there ought to be

    Ansecond

Second
        Im a masochistI enjoyI can tolerate  pain  But I have a high pain threshold

Sadistic
          My mother
She enjoyed inflicting pain  I tolerated it

Look at you
              Youre not confused
Yacrushed it
 

Arya okay

 

The kids okay
                 My confusion may just be trauma

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Gray.

Wha about him

Oh.  Surprised me. I thought you’d take it as an adjective. 

I loaned you his book not a week agoread it in four days
                                                            His thoughts are still wafting through my head

    What is his philosophy?

crooked his head like a bird listening to ground for worms
                                                                 Please
Do you remem . .
. . Philosophical pessimism

Hmm. You do remember.

 

Can you descri . .
. . School of thought that suggests life is inherently not worth living  Nonexistence preferable to existence 

Yah

Yes.


What do you think of that?

I cant say
             Ill go whereof thereof

I don’t think so.

Unfortunate to be you

You must have an opinion.

Really
         An opinion

Yes.  You’re alive.

Exist  Agreed
                  However Ive not experienced nonexistence

Wouldnt tha be like tossing a coin thahas only one side

 

What I’m I supposed to say to that?

    Obviously tha side woud be heads

Heads?

Yah

Heads?

Consciousness  Existence

 

A bleak philosophy
                     Suffering  Futility      Questioning Lifes fundamental value
Not tha we had a say in becoming  alive
                                             Life
Our measure of status quo

Some desperately seeking to retain it

Some desperately seeking to be relieved


Since I have no recollection of before I was I enjoy where I am

Not a philosophical pessimist?

    If tha is someone who adores black humour

Possible


Well, this conversation didn’t go where I thought it might.

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Death stood at the foot of his bed  woke himthumped his sole with Its knee
                                                                                sighedmaybe exasperated Open your eyes.

he chuckledmumbled  No  I donthink I will

I said open your eyes. menacing  though Its voice an effeminate aching falsetto

he thoughtquestioned Castrato  I don think so  He was using it as an irritanttrying to get under my skin
                                                                                                 thought Get it over with


Open your eyes.

If I did  will you be bluelit from insid . .
. . Like the stag?

    I thought you might have sent him

Yes.

        You surprised me when you didn’t veerwhen . . . you accelerated.

Made tha decision a long long time ago
                                            You killed it Shoudve come yourself
Myself. emitted a weirdwily laugh
                                        You can’t kill Death.

    No Apparently only your agents
                                        If I may  Want something doneright do it yourself

He thumped his sole again
                              I thought you wanted to see your death coming, not sneak up on you, not come in your sleep.

Yes I didnt think you were interested in interrupting my dreams
                                                                     Id think you were nothing more than commercialbreak an interruption



Open your eyes.

Wheredya find tha voice
                           Nasally  Whiny
If I had to Id guess dago or Jew tha part of the world    
Ancient civilisations

Ancient.

No doubt
           If human if alive   Birth  Death
Bookends

Literature
               Comix in between




You don’t want to see?

I donwanna see your timeless ugly puss

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