Bilocation

            Thoughts whacha got

By the word and by your intense motivation to mess . .

. . Not hard  Yare inclined to slide

How are we friends?

I think were friendly  Usually 

                                Until I spur younote  not spurn you  I endeavor to make you think Yaoughta say thanks

she put her fingers over her mouth

Say Ill not be offended

That’s it, isn’t it? You’re impossible to offend.

Lotsa roadwork patience brought me to this place I am not offended or  not easily offended

I can’t say that I've seen it.   What offends you?

People who I expect more out ofexpect curiosity from

                                                           Bilocation

Two places at once.

Yes And

And?

        I’m not inclined to believe it.

The world is filled with the unexpectedfor the time being  phenomenon   Why

Mysticism. Mystical.

Mythic

        Ill admit tha the ability to do it at will tips me  But psychically   I woudnt discount it anyet  yare religiously inclined more than am I

Only because my parents leaned on me.

You can take the girl out of religion but you cant take the religion out of the girl

You know a lot about religion.

Psychically I appreciate it

                           Word is Saint Anthony of Padua coud Saint Ambrose of Milan Saint Severus of Ravenna  Padre Pio   Coudbe a Dago thing

You’re bad.

Worse than you think

How’s that?

Ya got me thinkingactually thinking since first we met

Since first we met?

Yes

Are you playing an angle?

Im pretty transparenthuh

Particularly when you think we’re only friendly.

Coud say Im attempting to bridge tha gap

she laughed under her breath Why do I think this isn’t going to end well?

                                                                           Attempt to bridge. Sounds loaded.

Maybe I oughta get you loaded before pursuing my line of thought

No.  No no . . no.

Are you saying no

Loaded no.

             But continue your entreaty.

Thank you The exact word I woud have used See

                                                      Weve more in common the longer we know each other

Are you bidding your time

No  Conversing 

                  Bridging

Why don’t you just say.

Entreat

that made her laugh

I like you don cover your mouthlove your dimples

Going deep huh?

No  Merely confession

Confess your bridge.

Ill tell ya Bilocation

We’ve established that.

Quadlocation

Appear in four location at once?

No

     Howbout a road trip to Four Corners Arizona New Mexico Colorado Utah

I’m familiar, yeah. I’m not saying yeah I’ll go, I just wanna hear you continue.

Id let you choose

Choose what?

What states youd like to place your hands an feet in

                                                        Yaoughta walk up behind yourself sometime Bilocate

OH MY GOD.

We can be crazier if yare agile flexible Into Twister

she shook her head  Contortionist?

If you are I love you

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I cant believe youre so unsympathetic for those boys

Are you kidding me?

                      You were a boy. I was a boy. A man a priest tried to mess with us we would have fought ‘em tooth and nail.

Yes Not tha we woud have prevailed 

                                        But youre missing something elemental

Elemental?  Flat out we wouldn’t want a man touching us in any sexual way.

Yah  But you have an issue with homosexuality.

I do not I don’t like seeing it.

   You do  Youre uncomfortable when two men kiss

he sneered I don’t wantneed to see that.

Antha despite knowing tha I kiss my father my brothers uncles best friend nephews  except for your boys because you brought them upkissed them as little boys  but at some point stopped giving them tha affection  tha kind of love

 

Cat got your tongue 

                       Ya know Im right    

his righteous chin fell a bit  Your familys’ affections . .

. . Is very European East Europe   Polish

                                            We arent ashamed we love each other I believeperhaps unknowingly you introduced homophobia introduced a kind of shame to your boys I love all the boys an men in my family anwha people outside it think about our physical affections can whell   as my Maw woud say Up their nose with a rubber hose.

The element elements youre not taking into account regarding those young boysdo not consider are unfortunate

Youre wearing blinders

You don’t know what you’re talking about.

I do

    Two Off the top of my head  Religionwere atheists . .

. . I’m agnostic . .

. . A foot in both camps straddle the fence not sayin there is there isnt  nonetheless   we were exposed to very little religion  otherwise   indoctrination

Yes. I would agree.

Thank you

            Not having been indoctrinated

Imagine if a holy man touches you Someone who you not only respect but revere as your parents do your family does the religious community does

                                Think of the awesome intimidation  Awesome

Perhaps an understatement

Someone they idolise

Someone they may desperately want to emulate

Someone who hold vast power  enthrall them

And you think that’s reason reasons enough to go along with . .

. . Their love Their affection Their family structure

                                                        I can give you a sense

You can give me a sense?

   I know I can

Take a shot.

Your father 

             I asked you a long time ago who your role model was an without hesitation you said your father you didnt EVER want to cross your father 

You sought his favour

he shifted around in his shoes

You tried very hard not to offend him If he asked something of you an it was within your power you woud not deny him

 

   Allsaid

              To a priest who is more desirable  An altar boy or choir boy

Both are fingerlickin good

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he couldnt say when last he heard it so he wasnt embarrassed by what his ears told him

when hed misstep with his mother shed tell him to go upstairs to the bathroom and bring down Q-Tips

                                                                                                           You got potatoes in your ears.

   No 

        he wasnt keen on her digginround never hurt himbut somehow  eventhough she was his Maw  she was violating him

years later when he alone was responsible for them he found himself on occasion wishing he could kneel on the kitchen floor lay his head on her lap and let her clean them

                                                      her motherly home comfort

he felt bad for kids who didnt have parents like he did

she could be hardnosed but that was only when she was compelledprovoked to pull out the heavy hardware the big guns

      he probably provided most of those provocations but he was a lot like her

when he saw through her bullshit he called her out

his siblings wouldnt

but that was likely because he was the eldest and like labour bosses a ten pin he was obliged by his station to challenge her

              but also by his nature  he was provocative adored confrontation loved the spit it set off in his mouththe heat at the back of his neck across his shoulders down his spine

Beggin an erection he asked

his head twitched like a peahens was unbecoming

                                                      incredulous  What did you say?

Whadiyasay

I said begging the question. Rhetoric.

Yahyah ya mean logic cuz yare so fucking logical

                                                      Begging the question   Elaborate

You know what it means.

I do Im curious wha you think it means

If you know what it means why do I have to say?

he didnt like that he sighed Because more often than not you misunderstand Ancuz you said it

But what you said . .

. . Was incorrect Anya know perfectly well wha I said

                                                         So  now you say   Begging the question

It occurs when an argument’s premises, statements taken to be true, assume the truth of the conclusion . .

. . Instead of supporting it  Also called arguing in a circle

                                                              I said reality you intoned a sense of reality coudnt agree with reality as fact as true or truth Rather you preferout of your own mouth a sense a perception of reality which is variable Liable to vary or change

Refuse its fixture

                       Like an erection

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