S E C woke him gently

                         floated across the widescreen his dreams buzzedflickered on had he been coming out of sleep

hypnopompic itd have played on the backs of his eyelids

                                                               this wasnt that

he consideredknew his thinking as the letters appeared one at a time

                                                                           S  E  C  O  N  D  S 

the seconds in a minute

minutes in an hour 

hours in a day 

days in a week

weeks in a year 

  the YEARS

             he witnessed     Seeing  Every  Cause

causes and effects that bitched himbroke his heart

                                                    made him muse  smile laugh weep that visitedreplayed  tipped off by his terribly long memory  memorials   anniversaries

he laid still  wideawake 

he heard leftie run up the hall to the bedroom threshold  but stop

                                                                      she was fucking with him

Comhere leftie

she leapt up onto the foot of the bed effortlessly  

                                                 feline agility  forever breathtaking

Hey sweet girl

she rushed him squatted on his chest on all fours their beating hearts inches apart

he nuzzledscratched her earsback of her neck with his thumbs fingers

she purred gloriously

Good morning leftie D-Day today  Nineteenfortyfour  

                                                       I lost two uncles uncles Ben an Ray Ive seen photos of them I wasnt born but familys told me all about them   I remember 

                                                                I like that you remember too

their routine

AMish,  Monday,  6  6. 22

1531, Monday

White Stripes  Effect and Cause  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STSkGSTMr9Y

Cant blame the baby for her pregnant Mom

  it one thing  when he caught things out the corners of his eyes 

                                                                    curious distractingintriguing  zip paranoia

but a whole other thing  when the corners of his eyes watched him 

I aint blind 

We aint inspired.

he threw a twist on DeNiros taxi driver Ya lookin at me You ya lookin at me 

                                                                               YA LOOKIN AT ME 

corners arent deaf   they dont say

hes angsty

           slippinggreasily towards blackblinding anger   whos running the show 

                                                                                         competition?

Fraid of a little competition chimes an interior heathen Yasay yare not not when ya can bunch a fist go to the mat  have skin in the game 

Im not afraid 

             Disconcerted you can appreciate that   Queer 

Big Brother tucked inside 

Christyah

          Bad enough walkinground surveilled State Commercial then fodder for every smartphone-toting dog whos got fingers crossed theyll catch something make film next best thing  go viral 

                                                                              Virality  canya imagine Verging on exceeding virility  be they man woman child other 

                                                      New vocabularies burgeoning  new tongues founded

Whacha lookin at

      You.

Why

We figured wed break out, shake the tandem thing we've been taxed since you were born

                                                                                             You have to realise you’re wearing us out. Few others pay attention to the corners of their eyes like you. 

                                                                                   You’re exhausting.

AMish,  Sunday,  5  6. 22

1232,  Monday – D-Day,  6  6. 22

Kendrick Lamar  Mirror  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqR71_BYS-c