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Babysteps

Slow immersion

Little bit by little bit

Until you catchup

Catch up?

Im all in right now

 

    Can you please explain to me why?

I have 

Yes.   You have.

Cant play denial babe

she grinned gave him a small portion of the dimples she could lay on himhad

                                                                      One can try.

smiling no dimples  They can

Yes.   Yes.    Yes.

Tha resuscitated

                   I have

You have.

              You have what?

Peed 

In the tub?

Ive also gotten you in the swimming pool

                                             But tubs are so much more  intimate

Now?

Yes

Oh for God’s sake.

If there were a god hed be on my side

                                         An besides tha

Yes?  Besides?

Ya know you wanna

                       I only beat you to the punchHell you lit the candles around the tub I usually do tha 

Tipped your hand  slightly    beautiful 

Yawanna

she smiled  deepdeep dimples showed

                                             Yes.

Well   I aint goi . .     Aah  atta grrl

                                               he made her blush

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Regrets.  Any regrets?

Ifya let me search my mind

                                      You

You werent gonna say were you

    I'd have to search my mind.    No I wasn’t.

                                                          You’re the loquacious . . storyteller.

Now Im curious  Like my cats

                                 Why regrets

Aren’t they more interesting, provocative, than not, or than other things, inquiries?

Inquiries

Certainly.

Interrogations

Interrogations?  Why?

    Leverage

                Knowing someones secret   Secrets

Wha youll admit to

I asked.

   Fine

A regret for a regret

No leverage in that.

No

 

Regret for a regret.

Excellent

                I regret I didnt have sexmake love more during the daytime  Morning  Afternoon

No leverage.

None

            You

Me.

         I’ve not had the life you’ve lead. 

No of course not

                   Whas your regret

I’ve not had the courag . .

. . Wasnt 

What do you call it?

Being true to that self I was born into

                                         They left a longishChrist an exhaustive crib sheet list of demands

Nor woud I ever deny who I am

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Esbjorn Svensson Trio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rFEZiPgyTE

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On the heels of every days a fuckin gift

                                                     Yakiddinme

    Wha

Fascinated by your femoral artery

Look at you all over it

All over it all over you

                       Nooks  Crannies    Notever hideanseek never Olly olly oxen free

    No  Spose not

                     Whas the upset

Hot  A hot bath

Not unusual

High

Not unusual

Daytime

Not unusual

Femoral fascination

    Fascinated  Yah

 

Ya gonna say

You ought to youre biting your lip

Awright

                 Exit strategy

Staging Rehearsal

                          Hearse

We donneed your sarcasmblack  humour   right now

    We get wha I give us

                               Privilege of the patriarch

Patriarch

Flashyhuh  Didnt know I had it in me

Evidently                                                                                                           

Evidently

                 No   Femoral fascination

Ya don see a paring knife a straight razor cool your jets

                                                                     Just   Fascinated

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femoral  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK538262/

every days a fuckin gift

dusk  urinated outside  took a leak in the grass

                                                    neighbours wanted to watch  letem

it was his backyard

he didnt pay attention to themWHY would they pay attention to him

    You’re antisocial. his broheim

Anyare  obsessivelysocial

                            Coudnt entertain yourself for all the tea dumped in Boston Harbour twohunredfifty years ago Americans were fighting an dying against the King of Englands troops

What . Boston Harbor?

Its tha time of the year

Time of the year, what the hell?

American history Good to know where we came from even though our familiesmy family didnt arrive until the early twentieth centuryyours earlier I choose not to forget then anymore than I woud forget to remember the military men an women who died in World War Two

that irritated him You. What the hell are you talking aboutI could . . . I could . . I just don’t want to.

Which means you cant

I don’t want to.

You cant

            Sayin I coud doesnt mean you can despite your maligned thinkin  I coud play with others I just don want to therefore   yah  I cant

Makeya feel better

Jesus.

I wanted to say as I was outside takin a leak tha I recognised phonaesthetically . .

. . What the fuck?

Pleasant  beautiful sounding words

                                        My Tolkien broadside  Cellar door

I can’t keep up with you.

You shoudnt try    Phonaesthetically

                                          I recognised the three random daffodil plantsno idea tha came up this year in the yard died  Daffodils died

he refrained from scratching his head  Daffodils died.

Take tha Tolkien

    What's gotten into you today?

Life tore me open like an eager child at their birthday gift

                                                                     Every days a fuckin gift

  

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Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Somewhere Over the Rainbow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg

trifecta prologue

 

take a buzz into a day hot bathtub

femoral artery

daylight regret

babysteps

                                                                      2PMishmash,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

No ya don

    I don’t what?

Step on my lines

What . your lines?

Have to come up with something original  Tha particular variant variants unfolding off it belong to me

I don’t think I saidstepped . on your toes.

Wha do I say

About what?

Mirrors

Mirrors?

Don play stupid  Mirrors

Awright.  You don’t look in them.

Correct

            Calendars

You never sai . .

. . I did I have

                 Ive recommended in the past ya not count on your memory   Shabby at best

But everyone’s memory is shabby compared to yours.

They are

And you have no idea why.

I do

    You do?

Ive shared before

his face twisteddisturbed he didnt remember

Pain

       Pain makes you presentfast in the moment Earliest memories two years old  An forth

Yes yes.  I remember now.

Now

         So please stay off my line  Unless you want to credit me

What did I impinge on?

Impinge   Thas generous

                             Yawere virtually  verbatim

What did I sa . .

. . Wha Ive said

                   I stopped looking at calendars an mirrors a long time ago

Aah . . . . yes.

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    woke ‘bruptly imagined it nothing more than a rude interruption a commercial break from dreaming he shifted backanforth sidetoside seeking a sweet spot sleeps g-spot and while seekinggesticulating subtly mercurochrome entered his mind When did he last think of that

on mercurochromes heels arrived iodine  I  O  DINE like that  the glass applicators appealed to himintrigued him as a boy when it seemed to his parents he couldnt go through a day without scraping tearing his flesh

    Can’t you be more careful?

careful

                occurred to him a curious word Why

his mother turned to his father Maybe you can talk some sense into him.

No. I don’t think I can.

                          He seems willing, aggressively so, to go his own way.

And what about other children who may follow him?

They don’t. They know better.

   I  O  DINE was followed to his muddlinchagrin by Good Times  J Js cry  DY  NO  MITE

Whaya make of tha   intruded

                           followed keenly by a mantra going off in his head  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE Fuck

             Ya kiddin me

tinctures  slender glass applicators

                                      he found his sweet sleep spot  g-spot

    asleep

scrambling back to his dreams

                                  Wharedya go?

You woudnt believe me if I said Yacoud have followed

No we couldn’t. Or would.

    Thas cool  Lets play

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J J  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9YsYxKkAIM