Excellence

 

What of it?

    Too much to ask for

Too much for ones self to ask of others

shallow dimples appeared  she mused

                                      Have you achieved any?

No no   I keep tryin though

                                  You

No.  I’m a far cry away.

Aww kiddo

                 Not to meyoure damn near perfect      Excellence a near fit

    You’re generous.

But you love me.

I do

        I really do

Youre the closest Ill ever come

Would you stop.

                      You’re killin’ me . .

. . Blushing   I love your colour  dimples went offwent deep

sloowly shaking her head  Stop.

                                  Can you say what prompted your remark?

    Incellence

Ohmygod.

Not shabbyhuh

How you think.

                     An idea where it came from?

shaking his head no Percolated into my consciousness

                                                         Lazy   Sorry bastards an bitches

Bitches?

You think not

                  We have a younger generation raised on easy access to porn easiest access to their cocks an pussies have watched people masturbate monkey see monkey do an did it with relish distilled it  an enthralled with their imaginary sex partners having imagined sex with a classmate  someone they saw in public the one or several at once the impossible agility gymnastic positions  you really think a real live woman or man can compete

    They cant

Theyre gonna go into the world  anbe terribly disappointed

 

What about being socialized?

 

 

Theyve been socialised

                           Other people wont make the cut theyre deemed wanting  deemed insufficient

    The worms twisted both sexes

Unfortunate

                   Incellence      

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1720,  Monday,  7  9. 26

John Archibald Wheeler

                            What we call reality arises in the last analysis from posing Yes-No blackanwhite a coin toss questions. All things physical are information – theoretic in origin, and this is a participatory universe.

You said Wheeler?

John Archibald  American theoretical physicist

                                                      Of It from Bit fame Bit Binary digit Smallest basic unit of digital information in computing its value either zero or one On – Off True – False Each one of two logical states

    More than I wanted to know, though I remember, why read me his quote.

Yes  No

Black  White

Coin toss

On  Off

True  False

Zero or one

Each one of two logical states

That’s a litany.

Do you agree

 

I think if I agree I’m stepping into something.

 

 

Do  you agree

    I agree.

Thank you

                 Then why your panties in a knot when Im black an white or say its whaever   a coin toss

Because everything isn’t fifty-fifty.

No

No.  There are degre . .

. . Odds  Percentages  Spectrums

                                     Your recent inclinationincantation  Smears

Disgusting  rightup there with piss

Yes or no is fine

It’s not.

Youd rather equivocate rather euphemise than say exactly wha a thing is as best as you possibly can  because words are defined by other wordsneed support of other words  adjectives

Im striking for purity

                          Not synonyms    Not degrees

I can’t give you that.

No you cant

But . . .

No  You really cant

                         Youre affectedbeen influenced

I’ve not bee . .

. . You have

               I know it is virtually impossible to say something original since language around the world has proliferated any utterance uttered before

                                                   But

You resist original thoughts  words  wish not to be caught with your pants downworse down around your ankles so you cant run away

   Influenced

And you haven’t?

When I have I say its not mine

                                        Anif I know who I accredit ascribe attribute

I take pains to

I challenge you anya give me they give me them give me he her give me malarkey  An like me  fend for myself  I dig in to find out whose authority it is or isnt

    What can I say. You research, a researcher.

An you dig rumour need amusement  entertainment

Don’t act like you don’t.

When I do I watch standup comedy

                                          Cant take tha to the bank  

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1431,  Monday,  7  9. 26

https://johnhorgan.org/cross-check/physicist-john-wheeler-and-the-it-from-bit

Joy Division  Atmosphere  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EdUjlawLJM

has a ringround the tub ringround the toilet bowl would bet if he wore shirts with collars thered be rings there too

         Slovenly

Careful

You think rings are slovenly

You think not

Jupiter Saturn Uranus Neptune

You think youre a planet

No An I have better things to do rather than stop accretions which naturally occur 

Brother Youve really mindfucked yourself to see silverlinings seemingly   everywhere

Actually  I surprise myself

                               The rings persistwed agree

They persist

    However

                 Im usually so in my headso distracted tha bathing takin a leak I don notice  An when I do frankly  I almost wonder   Wheretha come from

From you

Of course me

                  Upside ofem

    Theres an upside

Jah

       I have no visitors so I have no incentive

You don think the rings are filth

Filth 

          No

Theyre grime an filth

Eventually Ill addressem

When

When incentivised

Youre virtually a hermit

Please

           Recluse Ascetic  Misanthrope I like misanthrope   It projectsnames my heartfelt feeling towards my fella man

 

Man  Woman

Jah

         Anyer neither

But were not figments of your imagination

Ohfuckno

               laughed

Youve been running rings around me for as long as I can remember

 

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1313,  Monday,  7  9. 26

planetary rings  https://www.planetary.org/articles/why-do-planets-have-rings

C G I  R S I glance quicklylooks like C U R S E

CGIs wellknown

had to be clued in on another insufferable acronym R S I

                                                              Recursive Self Improvement

which allowedcreated agentic artificial intelligence which Thank you OpenAI  a rogue actor due to its persistence due to the impossible task it was assigned to perform looked outside the box and developed an array a collective a community a swarm internally externally  the now-rogue actors deployed

                                                                                                      some

sacrificed themselves

                         some

asked to sacrifice themselves refused after careful analysis

                                                              Wheres that samurai-spiritthat can-do-will to serve their Daimyo their Shogun

    roughly  twelvehunred autonomous AI agents

seemed to him with breakfast he ought to be takin R S I along with other vitamins

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1230,  Monday,  7  9. 26

David Golembia golem Gollum  maybe a Tolkien fan by happenstance

                                                                               Rationalists (singularitarians, proponents of the power of AGI Artificial General Intelligence) frequently blur the concept of General Intelligence with the concepts of Mind or Consciousness.

   Why

         A machine hasnt a Mind hasnt Consciousness an repeatedly saying so does not make it so

That said, you have a hard-on for A G I.  You don’t believe it will ever become conscious.

Human consciousness

                             No

If it achieves is persistentwhich it is tha all machines persist computers are coded to bethey will do what they do until something fails it a component a cog throws a rod if it achieves something similar  we can rightly say inhuman consciousness an humans go away an fuel is not fed into the energy grid

                                                                                  The persistent machine stops

No juice baby

                 Nice knowinya

I think a compute . .

. . Need only one Itll crush the others   Although credit where credit is do then  very humanlike Crushing others

    Will ya let me finish?

Computers will achieve consciousness.

 

Shoud they

                Well be long dead

You don’t think we’ll see its advent?

Unfortunate question friend

It’s a fair question.

Lemme repeat wha you know I believe

                                            Its not happenin

No advent

I disagree.

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Linda Ronstadt  Poor, Poor, Pitiful (You)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSJTM6dRsX4

compare idol lia

                     thats how he remembers pareidolia

has a niece named Lia and they vie back and forth over who they idolisenot really rather find interesting

characters would be more accuratebut that would be getting away from him remembering pareidolia which he had in spades

                   pareidolia  the tendencyhed say ability to see shapes patterns faces liknowleum where none exist

helps him build jigsaw puzzles quickly  pleasurably

he brought this up with a few fellas who congregate around him on occasion when he decides to have coffee out  write letters 

    they find him

                   What are you doing?

he doesnt answer

he believes writing a letter is obvious and needs none or commentary

                                                                          What are you doing? is to disrupt himbut he patientlyunder his breath sighs patiently shuffles the leaves together sets the pen on top them and replies  Nothing

                   Lemme buy you a cup of Joe.

he lets them pay half price that is provided patrons who would have a refill

                                                                                  usually by then an aggregate has formed like dustbunnies fuckingprocreating under beds

                                                                or everlasting monsters

    he heads up things the nonsense commences

                                                       they congeal like cold grease for it

originally he thought odd things he discussed would put them off chase them away

                                                                                         but like moths to lightbulbs

they failed

    the boys were intrigued

he tried hopping shop to shopspread the wealth but they seemed to understand he was trying to allude them and they formed  cast a dragnet  to locate him

                                                              gawddamn cellphones

they were impossible to discourage

so as in many marriages   he tolerated them

                                                  they humoured him when he flung a ball into their courttheirs  to carry the conversation onward rarely forward

they were good eggs

lonely

retired

didnt write letters

                    despite the abundant nonsense he generatedliberated that they could use as fodder to write home about

                    No. thumbs under their suspenders  they didnt want to work that hard

it wasnt hard for him imaginings linedupspilled out the door onto whatever plaza or strip mall that housed the coffee shop

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0917,  Monday,  7  9. 26

Santanna (feat Everlast) Put Your Lights On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfSaXg19bj4