30.3.18


he stopped walking and leaned against a public trash built like incinerators once were decorated concrete immovable a round metal bin and cap fitted within

it was Old Town a historic district to game tourists   

he was another kind of tourist

he didnt belong anywhere

he didnt have roots
                   and maybe that was whyafter all these years he realised why his many siblings didnt come West but remained steadfast burrowed in their Midwest domiciles places they called home homes in neighbourhoods among friends and acquaintances

he didnt pursue friendships or community

fact was friends required cultivation  and time

he had plants and ferals

his cultivation card was filled up


bingbing  he brought his cell up to his face as he leaned against the stout stone-aggregate trash receptacle

his brotherinlaw texted him

absently over the top of his fone he nodded to a woman who stood inside a shop facing him through its open door

she nodded back

Fourth Quarter texted  :  Want a ride down or rather walk about?

:  Had errands.  I’m within five minutes of Molly’s.

:  K

they were meeting for a beer

texts came in from his daughters

he wrote them he was meeting their uncle

in between the sudden flurry on his cell he glanced up and saw that the young woman was still watching him

he acknowledged her again a simple nodhe didnt know her from Adam from the disarray inside the shoponce a cafe he assumed a change of venue a new business venture
he wasnt curious

rapping out succinct replies he noted the time Fourth Quarter expected hed be there at 1615 hours

it was 1610

he texted his girls :  Got go! I love you.

placing the cell in a pocket of the rucksack hanging from his shoulderstill leaning on the rocksolid trash he glanced up again at the woman 

she was still looking at himin his direction  

he wondered if she knew him

he looked harder at her  no she wasnt familiar
Ohno NO
         she wasnt familiar to him

he rocked up off the receptacle nodded once more to her she nodded back then he walked up the street


in a harness slung before her her baby a toddler had her breast between their kneading hands suckling 

her blouse was wideopen in a V  her breasts exposed

she wasnt shy she was a mother breastfeeding

he wasnt shy either

hed breastfedhad a six-pak of wet nurseswas always on the lookout for an opportunity though didnt particularly want to share

         at least not with an infant


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