creeping creepincloser to what he thinks hes doing

currently Chautauqua is his biddinghowever from The Metaphysical Club Louis Menard cats sharp  tossed Wissenschaft under his wheelshas no brakes

obviously German

looked it up

             literal translation transsalivation is Knowledgeship  Menard regarded it as pure learning knowledge for its own sake

for his own sake

                       thats what he does

those around him who do not do what he does are disturbed

                                                                 What are your reading?

Oh. when he shows them the cover so he doesnt waste his breath I thought you were reading the Bible, you were reading so intently.

No

     Book doesnt pique my interest  Unlike other philosophies

Thanks for askin though Why make enemies  Worse   Ignorant enemies    Capable of anything

You really think of people tha way

No  I think of ignorance tha way

                                    Unfortunately only Man beast is capable of blissful ignorance

Incorporated in their DNA

    Buddy ought to hear him now

                               According to him everything about human beings can be simmereddistilled into remanent DNA

he could lean revenant DNA but he was pretty sure tha wasnt a thing

    Bildung

Look at you  Bonedup on German again

                                            You have the floor  Carry on

You know bildung

No  But since were in the neighbourhood I suspect it has something to do with education  learning

Yes

      Holistic form of self-cultivation personal development encompassing intellectual moral growth

Ya think my morals need growing

                                     I woud concede intellectually

Your morals are welldeveloped

    If they were tits someone woud accuse me of plastique surgery

You understand plastique plastic explosives   is obsolete

look at me singlehandedly Im tryin to bring it back

                                                       Particularly regarding big artificial tits

Can you be serious

    Boring

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    shebeen

                    awright  hed bite    Bruen agin turnin his head

“originally an illicit bar or club where alcoholic beverages were sold without a license"

    sounded like his kind of place

shebeen

           he was a hasbeen

a shoudhavebeen a wannabeen beenthabefore beenbeatup beenasshandedtohim beenkickeddownaflightofstairs

 

    beenluckierthanmost

he recalled a conversation not three weeks old

                                                     she asked if he believed in luck

Wha luck

Luck.

         I believe in luck.

Gimme an example where luck changed your life

                                                            Isnt one responsible for their life

Changed my life?

musing churned attractively in her face

That’s a little extreme, don’t you think?

    Isnt luck extreme

On wha continuum does it run

Continuum?

The description of the line it inhabits

                                        Random description maybe maybenot off the mark

Sanity  Insanity

Were all on the spectrum

    I’d . . I’d have to think about that.

Why shoudya have to think about when luck changed your life

Does luck have to change your life? 

I agree  Im being extreme

                             But Ive found if I couch   things  for lack of a better wordmaybe Ill come up with something else  If I couch things in the extreme theres no parsing its freakin evident  Even if ludicrous

    More easily understood

Wha luck

Offhand I can’t think of any . . . lifechanging . luck.

My names Joe

                  Buyya a drink

Saoirse.  Please. I’d like that.  Guinness, large Jay.

    Arya kiddin me

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she said had she said to himhed have knocked her for a loop  on some rare occasions a woman needs to be straightened outhed seen women crack womenpull gouts of hair out which was freakinwicked

                                                                she said

literally purred it into his ear breath moist  warm   sweet sigh

                                                                      It must be hard,

feeling so alone.

 

Yawanna explain yourself

I gotta paint ya a picture    Yamiss the nuance

    It must be hard feeling so alone

                                        We imagin . .

. . More than one of you agree

I said  we

So I understand

                       Continue

Thank you nose bent

                          We imagine if someone were alonedidnt want to be alone It woud be hard  It woud be a hard thing

Gosh  Sympathetic

                        Empathic    Thoughtful

Youre mocking us

A little bit

    Had she exhibited  nuanc . .

. . Yamissed it

We missed it

 

See ifya can follow

                      She purred in his earcorrect

Yes

Her blouse was unbuttomed his head to her shoulder tilted toward her breast coud assume perfumed  the scene was a setup

                       Can we agree she was setting him up

We saw  Yes

a little irritated We say ja

    We thought if we broke norms ya might pay stricter  attention

Ja

   Thas whaya think  Thad be an errorbut were getting off track

A setup  Ja

conceded  

          Ja

Seductive scene

                  Yacatch the softness  lighting  glow   Haloes 

Oh  Now thaya mention it

    Then lemme say thi . .

. . Bout tha

smiled nodded This bout tha

                                  Hard      Alone 

Ja

              

We said  Ja

    Whas usually hard when Im alone

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Im fine Really

it was awfully dark

                     he stepped onto the landing outside the back door of the family room his shadowpushed by lamplight from inside rattled down several steps almost onto the courtyard pavers

                                                                                                         Ya fall?

Off the wall?

I answered I did  as I continued urinating

                                          hed remounted the short stone retaining wall he fell from

Are you okay?

I am

How’d ya fall?

still urinating

           The intercourse the climax of three reasons chuckled earlier they discussed the excuse for a reason an reasons for excuses

I jumpedup onto the wall

It’s dark.

    quit urinating

                   Im still high

Why’d ya jump? 

An Im a little drunk

Why did you jump . . in the dark?

Its not entirely dark Yasee the orange sliver of the moon through the trees

he looked

               It’s small.  It’s ochrecolored.

It ain’t throwin’ much light.

In my head it seemed brighterlighted things mor . .

. . Than it actually is.

   

                             Which isn’t much.

I said  seemed

But you’re okay.

Im okay I woudnt sue you if I werentwas my fault my misjudgmentya know wha they say Do not judge lest ye be I like tha   lest ye be

                                   Lest ye be judged

You sound high.

I said I was

Still?

Listen man youve a higher tolerance than me

                                                  Im tryin to keepup

Which is probablylikely  a fools errand

                                           End run   Round end    Leapedup  on the wall

Yakiddin me

No

Go

      Sometimes I bully myself 

An I cant stand bullies

I have no ideawhat to say.

                                But you’re okay?ya didn’t hit your head?

I did not

          Had no intention of havin you cleanup a mess hide the murder weapon undergo police interrogation

Stand trial

I mean, really, you didn’t hit your head?

No

    Almost sounds like you did.

I said I did not

                   You know how yasay sometimes I talk like text like Im high went Im not

Ya have no idea wha its like to try an rein me in

                                                    Youll recall the time I toldya  sometimes Id like to take my brain out put it in a box bury it for a few days

Take a break

I do.

 

Havent figured tha out yet

                              Though thanks for askin  Im fine

Really

 

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Pianza  Absent Haven  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cIS0oMZSAE