14.4.22


he walked along the towns main thoroughfare  

had he walked it long enough it would take him across the railroad tracks the ironworked bridge over a subterranean river and beyond into hayfields livestock pastures stables barns and domiciles
                                                                                    Not something yasee every day 
he said it out loud to hear himself  

to verify he was conscious lucid awake


he read as he walked

ahead of him two women walked

he guessed Mexicans Latinas   jetblack hair their shortsleeved white tops contrasted with their coffeecoloured skin

the one nearest the street curbthe taller of the two also wore a deepblue vest at the distance between them he saw what must have been a floral pattern running down her spine collar to hem 

they walked faster than he were pulling away


he read more


glancing up to take in the lay of the land before him he saw the smaller woman the one to the right was shorter now

he mustnt had seen her right earlier


he went back to the book a fascination passage
                                                   One eye socket was slightly bigger with a spectacular-strange blue-white crystal-marble orb in its bony casing, quite a masterpiece of ocular artistry, a tiny supernova of light and line, woven in jagged color, radiating out from a pupil that was not round. This ragged pupil was a hole light used to enter the mule.


looking up again
                  the women were holding hands the smaller women was shorter yet  and younger  what had been long braids were pigtails now

were his eyes playing tricks on him theyd been known to fuck with himmess with his mind he reset  looked down then back up
      NO was seeing what he was seeing they were pulling away from him their steps cadence quicker than his  they walked with purpose he was strolling  reading 

he began reading again

they got into his headdistracted him he had to looked again 
                                                               the small one was now a child half the size of the woman in the vest walking nearest the curb
he heard the bray of a truck
                              it emerged from a blind alley quicker than it should have  he startled the driver maybe because he was standing still at a stop short glaring at him he returned a sheepish expression its all fun an games until someone gets run over the look wouldnt have been sheepish if he kept walking the driver would have been horrified he wouldnt have been able to brake in time

he stepped backwaved the truck by
                                     they obviously needed to be somewhere   he didnt

it rolled past its tall dull white box obscured his vision

he looked after the women again
                                   could have knocked him sideways with hummingbird shit

the woman in the vest carried a baby he could see the crown of its head in the crook the elbow of her left arm

he stopped and watched her walk until the road veered right disappeared behind a row of hundredyearold live oaks

   he cleared his throat
                         he said Thats not something yasee every day
heard himself again

approximately 1440,  Thursday,  14  4. 22
1550,  Thursday,  14  4. 22
pg339  Pity the Beast  Robin McLean


they slowedstopped their vehicle in the middle of the quiet neighbourhood street to yak with the postman who was delivering mail from his truck
                               Mike! How the hell are you?

Hey guys, well I’m well, what’s with you two?

he sat in the passengers seat Moby carried the conversation
                                                                 Fine fine, hiked, had coffee, heading up to Joe’s for beers.

Sounds tasty, finish my route, get home, I’ll crack one, think of you boys.

Mike was a junior high student of Mobys small community
                                                               he grew up in Chicago  couldnt imagine relating again or even seeing teachers who taught him school was a revolving door for educators and students alike each were almost anonymous to the other once a yeartwo passed  ships in the night
                                                                      Mr Carter was different he lived in the neighbourhood lived on the same uptown block as the movie theater lived near enough they could beat ass to his place and lose the ushers who chased them their job to keep kids out who tried sneaking in
                                                                             it was a kick likely Mr Carter had his suspicions as they panted at his door  when he opened it they pushed in shutting the door quickly behind them Christ couldnt have felt more secure in his tomb than when the stone was rolled into its opening as they did when Carters door was shut tight


Well laddies . . upta something, abit o' mischief? who talks like that only the English

No sir

Come now, I was a lad once . . methinks you’re trying to blow smoke up my arse. 

arse they loved it who talked like that only Mr Carter

Yah a weebit of mischief Mr Carter he admitted the others cringed Blowin weebit a smoke nough to tickle fannies but donchanaw think fannies ought be tickled

Mr Carter furled his brow he had an expressive manytimesfolded brow  Ahyes lads, ya are funny.

 

a white pickup approached them from behind Mike it wouldnt be able to go around

Mike glanced in the rearview

Moby was in the middle of an old story if he didnt tell it all if he stopped he wouldnt remember where he stopped or what his point was
                     fortunately his stories werent usually entertaining  

with the whole of the windshield before him he saw inside the pickup where what looked like Mom an Pop  their teenaged daughter seated between them the parents looked none too enthused looked absolutely dour  the teenager was bright a twinkling lil light a firebug blinking in the night he couldnt help but smile she returned it
                                                                                                           Best move Moby 
I’m almost finished . .
. . Mike leaving you a real cliffhanger To be concluded next time eh

Catchya guys next time.

I’m almost done.

Later Mike he looked in Mobys ear  Drive

I was almost fin . .
. . Were not holding up traffic on account of an old story about a pickup bball game
                                                                                        shaking his head he returned his gaze through the windshield  he recognised the girl ahyes Betty Boop she grinned bigger wha a cutie her old man glowered so did her Maw  bookends
                                       Whell shit

as they pulled forwardpassed nodded to them acknowledging their patience Moby asked Well shit what?

I know her Betty  Shes got a bit of a belly 

Who’s Betty?

Teenager in the truck Seen her around Theyre up a few houses on the opposite side of the road from my place Ran into her a weektwo past as I walked an read   she asked me How do you do that? she seemed humoured by it   Years of practise I told her I noticed her bump she was wearing a shortie top her midriff exposed tight belly I asked Howya do tha   her humour frothed to laughter Oh you know . . teaser, I’m showing it off because I wont have it long, my parents aren’t letting me keep it.

Her parents . . I recognise them.

Yado

Yeah I do. This is queer. I’ve seen them at church down the road from my place; buddy buddy with the priest.

Whell could suppose a good thing to be nearer God

Nearer God? You don’t believe.

I don They do

Yes they do.

Wonder how many votive candles theyre going to have to light

Votive candles?

Confession absolve sin  From the Latin votum  promise dedication   prayer
                                                                                 Can imagine theyll have to keep a firehose nearby

Jesus.

Paints an innarestin picture    

1607,  Thursday,  27  1. 22
1143,  Thursday,  14  4. 22