25.11.20

 

he grabbed the clipboard that leaned against the desk beside his leg where he sat to examine the next idea he might pursue  ShitNADA in his balls-to-the-wall creative flurry he didnt see he exhausted his penned notions

naked blushing white paper met his eye 
                                       Fuck!
he set the clipboard down and began rummaging through scraps of scribblings to his left on his desk
                                                                                                          random jigsawed entries  words  phrases  particles     glimpses

if Doctor Frankenstein could stitch together a monster from loose tissue then why couldnt he hed toss the disparate pieces into the agar petri dish of his skull and see what might take root 

an as he began one scribble stuck out from the oddballs vukojebina circled in red beneath it he noted Serbian
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             he didnt write down where he found it he did note page 229though page 229 from where he hadnt a clue the scrap was dated two years earlier he read incessantly it could have been from a book an article essay online article a magazine or journal or revealed in a text interview
                                                     two years ago
he read scifi science history politics economics literary theoryfuck he didnt have a clue from where it surfaced


beneath vukojebina he wrote

    “where wolves fuck” 

beneath it he wrote bumfuck nowhere

written without quotation marks 

bumfuck nowhere was hishe heard it somewhere
                                                     yet who knew in Serbian vukojebina meant the same

Serbs and Americans

brothers and sisters


speaking for himself hed happily fuck where wolves fuck

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