12.2.19


the BBC is not CNN 
                     but Drumpfs legion cunt tell the difference   AH  to be ignorant is bliss


2023,  Twosday,  12  2. 19



as he walked reading a book he became keenly aware of a cry he heard  he tried to distinguish with his ears alone where it emanated  it seemed to come from all around him
                                                                he imagined a raptor aflight and therefore confusing himcrying from the sky that he couldnt see up into because of the canopy of arched trees limbs overhead
so he listened as a bat or dolphin might reversed echolocation

he listened hopeful that it might take to a tree roost  then reveal itself

it sounded formidable
                      and who didnt appreciate natural formidable creatures


inside a half kilometre it seemed the raptor had settled down
                                                                 he stopped walking along the roadside no longer read
he was possessed by his ears listening raptly to its occasional cries

listening he began walking backwards the cry behind him 
                                                               there were no curbsno sidewalks it was an old neighbourhood that didnt account for pedestrians or rather then there were insufficient cars to worry the mixing of vehicles and people afoot which was probably why he had affection for it he wasnt a squirrel to be run over hit him with a car and they better hope they killed him because he carried a kbar in a rucksack slung over his shoulder hed carried it since he was a teenager a gift from his older brother a Marine 
You’ll never know when you might need this.
                                               he branished it only twice  once in the city where four black teens took exception to him taking a shortcut through their neighborhood to reach the lakefront they chased him  he made a corner ahead of themturned and when they rounded it he had it in hand an went at them screaming Who wants it first! they bolted back around the cornerhe bolted in the direction he had been running  the second time he cut a deers throat  along a rural length of Wisconsin highway the truck ahead of him clipped itnever brakedkept right on going  as he passed he saw it convulsing in the tall grass in a narrow gully fashioned to divert rainwater he stopped walked back to it its hindquarters were twisted horribly its spine was probably broken 
You’ll never know when you might need this.



There he thought the cry was strongest to his right up  up in a tree   which tree  

he slowly turned to face a bank of trees downhill from him growing behind homes

he stole the sensual power out of his ears and fixed it to his eyes

There  threequarters up a digger pine nearly at the end of a ridiculouslythin branch among other branches there seemed a light tan patch a tanned breast it looked from where he stood like a huge chickentoo light to be a turkey easily a stone weight motionless asif it recognised the being down below was looking for it and not moving it appeared to be any one of several gray boughs of parasitic mistletoe thriving in the diggers crown 

then with another cry  eversoslightly it turned its headgave itself away perhaps unable to resist a tell

huge

a hawk

a young eagle

from where he stood he couldnt say 

he marveled at the gift of its presence and lingered  


several vehicles hurtled past him ignoring of the twentyfive mile per hour speed limit passing him they pulled briefly at his open jacket



maybe it was time to a carry a brick with the kbar 
                                                     You’ll never know when you might need this.
         

1317,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  1. 19
1400,  Sunday,  10  2. 19




she walked her cartmaybe two three loose plastic bags in it to one side immediately outside of the 99¢ Store automatic doors and stopped to hold her cellfone to her ear

I can’t she said
                I can’t. You’re gonna have to wait til my next payday before I spend any more money on you.

No. I can’t. 
Please.

Stop.

Please stop. What money I have left is already spent. I have bills due, I’m not gonna give that money to you.

her expression was pained

as he walked past her he wasnt going to look her in the eye wasnt going to acknowledge that he overheard what she said what she pleaded

I can’t, I can’t. Please find someone else to help you. You’ve tapped me out.


who would do that to her

who would she let do that to her


                                the usual suspects

walking up behind her he noted her flaccid legs she couldnt run on them if her life depended upon it her spine was stooped her face was linedshe wasnt old shed been worked over the whole of her life and whoever was on the other end was probably only one of many who worked her over

you dont have to lay a hand on someone to beat them  and she was beat up

I can’t. Please. 

Please ask someone else. 

I’m barely feeding myself. the loose plastic handles tossed in a wind that came up shook  anchored by what little they contained 

she shopped in a 99¢ Store for Christssake

if he was panhandling he wouldnt dare ask her for a cent 



for some reason she just couldnt say NO and hang up

I can’t  isnt NO

NO

HANG UP

SLIP THEIR LEVERAGE

DONT ANSWER WHEN THEY CALL BACK because they will




a halfhour later he was still twisting on her hook Fuckin people! he said out loud to no one other than himself if someone glared at him hed bark FUCK! then Sorry Tourettes  he didnt mind lying to strangers hed never see again in his life Fuck em  Fuck em if they couldnt take a joke

1458,  Monday,  28  1. 19
1308,  Saturday,  9  2. 19
B B King  How Blue Can You Get  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l45f28PzfCI