5.5.22


he wasnt in the right mood   nope notatall something was grating him 

he closed his eyesheld them shut with his fingertips in the dark he imaged his brain candled it like a sharks egg sacmermaids purse watched the embryo shivertwist  better imaging that than pearlymaggots writhing in rotting meatanimals unfortunately crushed under could-care-less-could-give-two-shits drivers wheels
                                                                                                     wasnt in a good mood

he continued watching the palepinked embryo it had grown quiet   maybe it was aware he watched  shy   coy         maybe


he leaned backtook his fingers from his eyes sparklesfragments of the exploded purse purse LIGHT LIGHT  his mood wasnt alleviated the ceiling looked lower walls closer  even the window looked smaller

he stood up and went into the kitchen    no mother no little helper
had to help himself 
                       Ya concur he asked himself he nodded like an obedient dogthrew a stick now hed hurtle after it no throwing  no                                                                                                                              he went into the cabinet where he kept his booze last flight he was oncross countryred eye the flight attendant plied him with miniatures On the house, sweetie. she was based in LA Louise   she liked he called her la Louise he liked that the she embroidered her serving garment with her name cursive right breast the floridfont leaned toward her cleavage it was late her blouse was unbuttoned two buttons further down than usual  inviting
he didnt mind if he did

he stowed away four glass miniatures Stolichnaya la Louise was liberating First Class product They won’t miss it, doll.
Yare sure woudntwanya gettin in trouble  she leaned down he looked in she whispered They won’t.  I like trouble. Have anything in mind?   Yave given me a couple ideas   Excellent. she stood up winked sashayed up the aisle away from him gave him a nice showas much bump an grind as was possible in the narrow darkened aisle

he twisted the metal cap off a bottle tipped itgobbled it whole
la Louise almost killed him
that memory helped
he gobbled a second bottle 
her breasts an ass were even better than he imagined
memory helped
she loved his cock
he loved her pussy
gobbled the third
la Louise lit candles knew Shadowfax had vinyl stacked three LPs played them fucked in the livingroom
mood was lifting

  he sipped the fourth
                             mood definitely was lifting


hadnt thought of Louise in a while 

hed keep that chambered loadedup for the next bout 
                                                              or whenever                                                                                                
2349,  Sunday,  1  5. 22
1134,  Thursday,  5  5. 22
Stones  Mother’s Little Helper  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-ahSGQ0CcA
Shadowfax  Dreams of Children   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSduXmyCLQ0


performing like a circus seal carnival barker huckster before a congregation held by Advancing American Freedom Mike Pence said piously
                     “As we stand here today we may well be on the verge of an era when the Supreme Court sends Roe v. Wade to the ash heap where it belongs.” 30 November 2021

the speech was interrupted by smatterings of applause it was a small roombut ash heapashheap  that really irritated him
   it was derogatory however whawould he expect from a born-again evangelical Catholic an whadafucks that
correction  a white born-again evangelical Catholic had to get his descriptors right  lilywhite if he wanted hi-octaneNuts almost forgot another descriptor  entitled stuff it in there somewhere                                     

not having any idea what Advancing American Freedom (AAF) was he looked it up turns out to be a non-profit 501(c)(4) founded by Pence delving deeperwho served on its Advisory BoardAwChrist like a hit list of Republican politicians operatives and assorted other bottom feeders AAF believes in God, family and country in that order  that was plenty for him

     ash heap
                    from where the Phoenix rises
    
1908,  Monday,  2  5. 22
0939,  Thursday,  5  5. 22