11.6.21

      
      a chrysalis 
                   that was the best descriptioncomparison he could make for her gown  diaphanous   sequinedbut not
   fit like snakeskin

they walked together 

they talked 
            though they didnt speak 


when she decided they stopped 

she wanted to sit and relax

she removed her gown
                       she turnedmusically counterclockwise an it relentedopened like flower petals at her ankles loosening as she turned it rose up over her knees her hips waistshe put her arms above her head it rose over her breasts her shoulders throat passed her face flowedup over the top of her headher tawny hair moving under it like rising smoke caught in a gentle vortex it went to her elbows an wrappedwound her wrists binding her
                                                                                                      then stopped
bringing her arms downbending her elbows she whipped the gown several times clockwise before she freed her hands 
     she was naked
                     her skin pale pearlescentgreen beautifully set off her brilliant sharpgreen eyes 

she wasnt shy or modest or embarrassed  like a child           
                                                         breathtaking
working the gown into one hand she snapped it
                                                 he thought its fireflies its mesmerising facets would scatter they did not
then she sat on her right hip in the long grass her legs togetherbroke at the knees
he sat beside her

as she went to sit she halved the gown laid it across her thighs against her belly  soft fires flickered in it kisses from the sun

she was as extraordinary as he was common 


they conversed until the sun began to fall  the sky hazingturning goldenamber 
he had no memory of words spoken
       I must go she began to standhe cautioned her stood quickly offered his hand 

she accepted it

he helped her up 
                   he knewunderstood to step back 
an as he did she unfoldedunfurled her gown snapped it like bullwhip an then with it around her wrists she flung her arms above her head an turned clockwise
                                             the gown hung momentarily above her head a calla lily
then in reverse of earlier it descended her bodycloaking her  when she ceased turning the gown held a life of its own a centripetal force  it snugged her like snakeskin 



they met two more times 
                           in a glade  lastly on a yellow dune broken with tall greengrass overlooking a palepink watermelon sea
he couldnt help but notice her aureoles were its colour

   when she left he suffered a fortunate amnesia it was until she was gone that he remembered she said she wouldnt see him again because had he remembered he would have begged her to stay 
                                                                                 he would have begged on his knees 


there is a place inside his head however he can go and hear herhear her voice repeating their hours of conversation
sometimes behind it in an echo a soft reverberation she offered something other

he hung on every word
        
0817,  Twosday,  8  6. 21
2334,  Twosday,  8  6. 21


 
Are you not intellectual cats Comon 
                                      Im counting on youse to be able to discern between inanimate dead leaves weedtuffs blowing by outdoors and reallife creatures youd consider prey
Yaint dogs
           not balllicking dope asses

three of the five at the screen door eyeballed him
                                                   Guilty as charged  maybe the neuteringspaying did it
he could imagine a neutered man might think differently  particularly if it happened while a boy  or as a girl spayed

hormones buhbye

denied gonads children would think differentlywouldnt they   but who decided or ordered it or performed it

some real headcases
                      real head-up-their-ass cunts   imagine the audacity 


he struggled deciding to have his kittens fixed
they were feral 
                the State in its infinite wisdom and hand out came down against feral cats pissed him off  it deemed they should be purchased through a pet store or cattery  domestic geneticallymanipulated cats

it discounted that people let cats go to scavengefend for themselves  they wouldnt free a dog

dogs  too dependent

cats  expendable


if he learned who let their cat go or stupidly admitted it hed see to it they were expendable   free catfud for months
       hed lick the spoon after serving the kittens


poor babies 
             they watched acutely from a crouch in the house at screen doors and windows as dead leaves and weedtuffs scrambled across the grass and pavement
it drove them nuts

drove him nuts


though licking the spoon did make him feel better

1616,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  9  6. 21
234 is better than 1434,  Thursday,  10  6. 21