23.5.19


oddly  he synched D-Day June 6, 1944 with his daughter
                                                           they were incongruous at best

D-Day was seventyfive years agomore than twice her age

her connexion was through her great-uncles who fought in the war 

they were all dead now

they never talked about the war 
                                  unless they talked amongst themselves during family picnics at Lake Michigan at lakes in Indiana Ohio and Michiganstanding around a picnic table to place their sweating tin beer cans the whisky bottle they pulled at  shared

when they gathered to a side the children were chased away by the aunts

he was chased away

his daughter only knew them as old men  they were kind to her



her synchow she synched with the thousands who died June 6, 1944  Allied forces  Germans   thousands  the surf and sand tinted with their bloodtheir minced flesh shattered bones 
                                                                       she synched with a remark she made that took his breath awayforming a huge smile on his face because it occurred to him that she thought as he did

she said JesusChrist woudja SHADDUP! I’m trying to enjoy the ride.

Out of the mouth of babes

her remark was in regards to an aircraft failure if she were inside it the plane was going down despite the pilots best efforts 

she wouldnt have knowingly taken the ride but now that she was committedhad no choice or option Well, fuck, might as well enjoy it, huh? Enjoy the last moments of my life.

fear can be tempered

why be hysterical


nobody gets out of Life alive


afternoon,  Monday,  13  5. 19
1015,  Thursday,  23  5. 19
The Barr Brothers  Bring Me Your Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPSZ5tC8JcY