17.11.24


he was flyin

called his best friend
                      nice thing about best friends  could intrude on them they could intrude him and whatever they were doing at the time theyd stopput it on hold

they were old friends

they met in Cub Scouts
                           he reminded him
I remember. What’s up?

First Im stoned  Get tha out of the way so you have an idea where Im comin from

You recognise that even if you aren’t stoned you’re stream-of-consciousness is like you are.

I do

Okay. Good.
              If I can contend with you while you’re straight this is a walk in the park.

This park maybe a curvy quincunx
A what?

Quincunx is a geometric pattern  an arrangement of five points four corners a point in the center

How is that curvy?

My points vacillate trade places  flex  hide from one another but remain  a quincunx 

You like saying it.
I do
          Wha occurred to me  I had intended to text you  But I had too much to say

Hence. You called.

Yes
      Had I texted you it occurred to me tha woud virtually be like drunk texting    Woudnt it

It would.

But not precisely

No.
    Curvy.

Yes
      Youre catching on
Cub Scouts old friends

Yes. You said.
    It occurred to me tha we are unlike other friends weve had in our lives

For instance?

Im glad you asked
                     Youre quite the dancerwere quite the dancer in college disco days I did not

Thank you. I was.

You were because you had black friends who taught you how to move

Yes I did.  I’m surprised you remember.

You were boastful

    I was boastful?

You were you touted the various clubs you danced at
                                                         In your letters I still have them   If you need verification

You still have them.

    I do Not hoarding  History
                                 Now if Id catalog them by dates Id be a historian  A herstorian
Follow

I do.

Where are your black friends now

My friends. I have no idea.

Why

Why?  We’ve lost I’ve lost they’ve lost we’ve lost track of each other.

Because

Because?

Yes

Do you know why?you sound like you know why.

I do
      They wereweve all had them  Episodic friends

Episodic?

Certainly Chapters in a book chapters in our lives we moved they moved life goes on  It was easier not to keep up keep track keep in touch
                      Then memories Then myths   Yacant be called out
I suppos . .
. . You know  You know

Don ya think it woud have been easier to admit it right up front
                                                                  Tellya wha Im just lookin for an episodic friend  Yacool

Because we are not
                       An most of our friends have been an thereby werent really friends but rather acquaintances but who wants to spend all those syllables introducing your acquaintance rather than  my friend
Friend
         One syllable

You see why I didnt hightext you

Yes.
       Curvy quincunxed.

Yah  Thanks for picking up man I love ya

Thank for calling. I love you too.

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What are you doing?looks like it hurts.

    Im considering death
                               Gimme a definitionNo no   Make up one

Mine will correspond with the dictionary's.

Try an make one up

I don't think so. I have my phone I'll share.

    Your phone
                  Wha will your master say

My master?

Yes  Correct

Why master?

As youre its slavehave to it keep it close you insist  It coud be important
                                                                            Important calls important texts
Theyre not

Not until it is.

Please 
         Tell me the last time you received a crucial call or text  Thasaid  if somethings crucial likely itll be a call


he disregarded him played with his phone
                                              Wikipedi . .
. . Wiked   disappointed shakes his head
                                                  Go on
End of lif . .
. . Excuse me
                 Go ahead
End of lif . .
. . Established tha

    The irreversible cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism.

Fine
       Now share a definition something you can call your own

That’d be my definition.

Cant define it
I have.
          irritated  Yours?

   Mine
             Minus time-space   Plus soul-time

You shrug

Death’s death.

Yours is uncreative 
                      Stretch your legs or someone somebody will always tell you whas wha
Don roll your eyes  
                     Knut Hamsun Truthtelling does not involve seeing both sides or objectivity. It is unselfish inwardness.                                                                                               
after January 19, 1992
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    Miller

grateful

perhaps if not for Nin no Miller
                                  queer
he didnt find her until a freshman in college in the library exhausted by Biology needing respite a changeup saw a palindrome author on a bindingspine
                                       The Four-Chambered Heart  beside it House of Incest        biology
opening it
             to his surprise a woman

he had not read a woman writer until then

    prejudiced

not really
           read science fiction adventure Hemingway Dos Passos Durrell  Steinbeck  Conrad  Twain  Algren  Joyce classics  Iliad Odyssey  Dante

not skirts

    was uninformed

an unforced error

in judgment


Miller
       “Even if it last for only a few moments, the privilege of looking at the world as a spectacle of unending life and not as a repository of persons, creatures and objects to be impressed into our service, is something never to be forgotten.”

had to be after Saturday,  19  1. 92
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Bottle of Venetienne please
                                You may call it Venetian

the man stared vacantly at him

Do you understand
                       Recommended by Rabelais Rimbaud Villon Baudelaire   Perhaps Whitman
A sailors remedy

    blinked   For what?

Clap

If we wish not to be gauche

Syphilis

Gauche.   blinked

Unsophisticated Awkward   Lacking ease or grace
I know what it means.

Youre expression does not communicate  tha
                                                      Have you a bottle
A phial.

A vial  For something vile


expressionless

    Have you a phial

I have.
          Nothing’s worse than worry. Do you understand?   finally an expression

Fay ce que vouldras

Inscription on the gate of Rabelais’ Abbey of Theleme.

In his satirical Gargantua and Pantagruel

Yes.

Means

Do what you want.

Yes
        I did  Now I need help with as you say  My worry



that had beenwould be his most trying interlewd with a pharmacist


    fortunately he did not present
fortunately

                because he was allergic to penicillin

had to be after Saturday,  19  1. 92
1124,  Sunday,  17  11. 24

they asked if they should record him

My utterances he shrugged
                                Why notperhaps  Coud be garbage
But then one mans trash is anothers treasure

they shrugged
                 listened as he began

    each chose their particular passage  noting the tones nuances rhymes rhythm  deepbreath pauses
                                                                                                                 hard
sometimesstartling emphases


they knit their brows stroked their temples worried their lips
                                                                listened  listened   listened
leaning in asif he whispered


he saw
         Am I hard to hear need I speak louder
they shook their heads no

    he chuckled Am I worth a price of admission

they didnt respond
                     unvowed   his words like drops of rain on dry thirsty dirt

gentle washes for tired eyes

massages for exhausted bodies

appealing murmurs to their ears like a songbirds
                                                     like lies they were desperate to believe

his voice came from behind masks they wanted to see

    his words cradled them as breaths or breeze turn colouredthreads of incense  quivered gentle candle flames
listening
          became childlike again  without hurt anger doubt
pinkskinned once more

wideeyed once more
                         gentle

they took him like mothers milk
                                   closed their eyes  suckled

listening they dreamed dreamed dreamed
                                               fantastic fearless dreams


    they should have brought scribes to record him

they didnt have time
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