4.10.25


Get up
Gittyup
Cute

    Whadaya want

I want you to get up go outside
                                    Walk

Lemme get a book
No
      No bookwalkin

You don like tha

None of us like tha
                     Junior high girls told their junior high moms about this guy walkin books readin doesnt trip doesnt stumble
How does he do tha

    Like I told one of their mothers
                                      Years of practise

Years
Years
Decades man
               A little dishonest
A little omission
                  But nobodyll try  Im confident blew disrespect out his nose

    You snort

Bulls snort
Walkin an readin
                    Walkin a book
Demdays byebye
Technologies
Dey dumbed down


    Theres still kids

Fewer

          An farther between than when I was

 

You were queer

 

Probably

             Though Ill take it hands down till I cant any longer


    You wont go for a walk

My father outside
                    He aint
Nah

 

    Spoilsport

Spoiled myself rotten

sometime this year,  2025
2148,  Saturday,  4  10. 25

she walked out in a busiedpatterned translucent swim sarong
                                                                   trim  buxom   a blonde beauty
he wasnt usually attracted
held his breath for what was in store when she shedOh baby
                                                                    cherryred thong  Wha an ass
tried not to stare
    his mariachis You an asshole  Woman dont wear tha not to be admiredAdmire 

he admired
              appreciated her undercover Brazilian


haughty turned  Boy.
                   she was looking right at him
Yessum                                                              

    Did you say yessum?

approaching her Yessum maam

Yessum maam?

Wha can I do you for

    grinned You mean, what can I do for you?

You can do me for nothing Ill slip ya fifty bucks to do you

smile that had broke on her face went cockeyed

Thas a good look

    Are you hitting on me?

You want me to hit on youbut before you answer I am going in to make a drink something for you
    Dirty martini

Oh.  Yes.
Awright
          Work on your answer Ill be back in two shakes of your tail


he chilled vodkas
                   made hers a heavydouble of Grey Goose garlic pimento bluecheese stuffed olives loose soiled it with garlics juice

poured himself a liberal threefingers of Chopin potato vodka

coming out with the drinks he saw she was anticipating him
                                                                    strolledup to her  Maam
Looks awfully dirty.
Wont tellya what I stirred it with
                                    Ohquick.
Woudnt want to play mumbletypeg with me

    I don’t know it.

Got a pocketknife on you
                              Methinks not Id have seen it   Try your drink

she slowly brought it to her lips he panted in his throat
                                                                  sipped  Oh. Delicious.  Thank you.
Good  Youre welcome
                         he went to take a sip of his
What are you drinking?

Chopin  Potato vodka

Really?
          Would you mind if I tried it?

Not at all handing it to her  Help yourself

she sipped left a lipstick blush on the tumbler
                                                             hed be sure to sip from there 

That’s delicious too.    I might keep both.

Lookin to get sloshed

Would you like to get me sloshed?

Woud your fiancé like you to get sloshed  with me   Ill hustle in an pour myself another

she laughed handed the Chopin back

he held his glass to tap hers
                                  To your fantastic swimsuit an all therein
My thereins fantastic.

Don go fishin
                You know it is

Ah.   It’s nice to flirt.

It is
  
        What about Romeo  He okay with you flirting

No. But he will.

Toss a coin heads I win tails you lose
                                             Nice tail
You’re flirting.

Im not engaged

I like you are.

                I’ll miss that when I marry.

But he wont

No. He thinks he possesses me. It stokes his ego.

Have him stroke his ego on the livingroom couch a few nights Might inhibit his apparent insecurity

The mouth on you.

Ya have no idea

    No. she pursed her lips   I don’t.

 

other party members stayed inside  was an enormous game room   many played pool  teams

their host leaned out said to come in the prime rib was almost ready
                                                                         scent waft out of the house
Awman

Smells delicious.
                    Mind helping me up?

he helped
            Me ladys sarong

No. That’s okay. Enjoy the view.

My pleasure  
                 he did

 

crossing the lawn beyond the swimming pool she pulled up short
                                                                              Hey now  had walked into her
What?you no like?

Like plenty

her laughter tickled piano ivories  delicious dimples
                                                          Come on.
not a few steps more pulled up
thumped into her again
                          People are beginning to gather

I’m feeling a bit of an exhibitionist.

Kiddo  No
              Pull up again Ill crackya on the ass
Oh Daddy.
             

    Drinks gone to your head

    Head? started walking again
                                     third step up on the porch she braked no taillights
almost buried his nosereached upgrabbed the back of her upper thighnearly inguen  with his free hand cracked hersounded like a gunshot
Yeow.

              That stung.

That was nice.

    Youre welcome

Kiss it. Make it feel better.

he did

       looking up over her shoulder he saw her fiancé coming into view face ruddy  loaded

he estimatedtriangluated
                                 missed the kissWhoa  Might wanna don your sarong
Seriously?

Kiddo

            Cops could lift my fingerprints off tha
Didnt mean to crack you tha hard

 
she giggled
              Truth be known. I didn’t mind it a bit.

 

    had his prime from the middle  near blackanblue

1335,  Saturday,  4  10. 25
1606,  Saturday

LIFE got in the way

                                                        ek ek ek ek shrill eks of a murderers knife punching through fabric through skin missing bone soft tissue


    in the time of our lives
time ticking on his
debased by his back
                       couldnt run away if he tried


the stabbing unrelentingunremitting
                                       backs can be that
though

          soaking in hot Epsom salt baths the mind waonders and hes woundup in some remarkable imaginings some remarkable memories obviously storedaway for brutal times as these

who was the maker of that television his Uncle Earl gave the family when they didnt have one  a small  darkwood ornate curved cabinet  originally made for a radio Philco there was a magnifier screwed an inch or so away from the screen to make the picture bigger

what was the name of the gentlemans magazine his father received that wasnt racy at all

    ESQUIRE

first where he learned James Bonds Thunderball was being made and photographs attached with the article revealed the submersibles created for the film WHICH happened to align with an industry magazine printed by Massachusetts Woods Hole Institute about submersibles and underwater habitats

This subscription is what you want for your birthday?

Ja I think it would be cool to live underwater
                                                 Can you imagine the neighbourhood

He’s your son.

Yeah. But you gave him to me he’s your son too.

You do know when I growup I wont be living here

You’ve said.
Exhaustively. his Maw said


    he didnt live there

though while he didnt live underwater either
                                               he did skin dive certified by sixth grade logged hundreds of hours in rental equipment

but he couldnt find that one jobwasnt going military Navy to make his youthful dreams come true

  then

as it does

LIFE
       got in the way
    
1221,  Tuesday,  20  5. 25
1231,  Saturday,  4  10. 25

    its been a fuck of a week
                              entirety of it first combatting one sideleft side of his back goin out an even before it came stumblinback the right side went out lookin for it
                                                                    Jtry walkin 

when they returnedlooked like they had a gay old time they werent even sheepish they humored each other damn near slappin the others back arms tight around one another  jeered him  sounded like Jack Bennys Rochester We gotcha boss raghheer forya We gotcha
                                                            treatedim  preetty rude

although taking stock in his situation

                                          they had him by the balls
fuckin remindedim with every step he took https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMOGaugKpzs
                                                                                                       so

    the weeks been painful  and hallucinatory
                                                 hallucinatory in that deciding to improve his situation he did hydrotherapy hothot baths three times a day escaping the tub  crawlin out onto the bathroom floor finally making his feet he dried himself  and as his body was still heated he applied salve with CBD mixed into it a concoction his daughters masseuse fashioned when she was ill smeared both sides of his back with the back of his right hand got a tshirt over it a sweatshirt a hooded sweatshirt sweatpants sipped Redbreast twelveyear Irish whiskey drank ginger turmeric tea tried to read awhile  then  pain stealthlysneaking up on him change in atmospheric pressure hobbled up the hall to the bedroom  negotiated laying down then hypnopompic pleasured if he didnt actually fall asleep  if he napped zip dreams  then hypnagogic reentry woke negotiated getting out of bed as painless as he may that hasnt presented yet  then sits awhile  reads  back forces his hand time again for another hothot bath  retread the cycle


    hallucinatory

though it gave him Boys will be pricks Girls will be cunts  

1705,  reggaefriday,  3  10. 25
1126,  Saturday,  4  10. 25
Blondie  One Way Or Another  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zBwRDEFMRY

Peter Green  I’ve Got A Good Mind To Quit Living  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1XWzbVktTQ

Fleetwood Mac  Oh Well  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b19PcuJsQbA

Jack Benny and Rochester  https://www.youtube.com/shorts/hhEHeUB9lgE